Yvonne's Experience
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Experience description:
My NDE occurred in June
2008. My body was shutting down due to extreme emotional distress and my desire
to just stop living. I was also monitored for heart arrhythmia and was taking
medications that triggered the heart stop. I was suddenly transported in a
place I call heaven. Jesus was coming towards me in an energy/light/translucent
form. As he touched me, I felt completely embraced by His Love, both Father's
and Mother's love, the love you feel for the ideal parent when you are a child:
safety, acceptance, loved, cherished. He wrapped me in His love completely and
He kissed me in the purest way, on my face, eyes, cheeks and lips like a Mother
kisses her baby with tenderness. Though he was in His energy form I felt all
these expression of affection for me. On earth, I was in a difficult
relationship and was confused on whether to stay with the man I was dating as we
were often arguing or to leave him. As if I knew I was coming back on earth, I
asked Jesus what I had to do. He telepathically made me understand that He loved
Steve (changed name) equally as much as He did love me, but that I had to say no
to this relationship because Steve had decided to focus on the love of will in a
relationship and not so much on the love of emotions like I had and that we will
never be a good match. He said that without judgment or guilt feeling, just a
statement. Right after that he suddenly took a human form and he looked like the
Jesus who is traditionally portrayed. He walked on my left and we were in a very
brilliant environment with an extremely beautiful glowing with an effervescent
joy. It was like a magnificent road on a very sunny day in the best summer
vacation day...I could see some beautiful building in the distance... The entire
atmosphere was permeating Love, light, joy, happiness, peace, safety, and
everything was infinitely possible. Suddenly, I felt to my right some presence
coming and turn around to see and there I saw about a dozen of young angels with
long colorful robes making there way to some places.
One of them looked at
me and then turned his head towards Jesus. When he saw Jesus his face literally
shone with incredible light because of the joy he felt. They all rushed in His
arms and after that scene, Jesus told them telepathically that this time was to
be shared with me and offered they go back to their teachers angels. I look
where they went and I saw about 6 or 7 magnificent female angels with long white
robes smiling at us/me with love, kindness, tenderness, joy, respect,
consideration, purity, light and acceptance. None of the negative feelings find
on earth. The children angels went back to their teachers. I then told Jesus I
was too tired to go back on earth, life was terribly difficult and that many
people were mean, selfish, disloyal, unfaithful, uninterested in unconditional
love. I told Him I would not make it. He looked at me and suddenly stood in
space in front of me. He expanded in size to be 9 or 10 foot tall - He then
said" Yvonne, I will fill you with my strength and energy. I felt an incredible
energy fill my entire being every core of my being was filled with this
regenerating energy - He then said to me (everything is telepathically in
heaven) "I have so much love for humanity, I have so much love for my babies
(meaning us) and I said I understood. He went on : "I want to show you how much"
He took my 'heart' or my being, my identity, the energy that is me and he merged
it, blend it, with His heart and for a moment we were One. I could feel all His
feelings of love, It was mind blowing - Waves of love, of energy, millions of
love related emotions, light, power love. So strong that I became Him. I was
Jesus, the same way I was Yvonne, feeling every atom of this powerful heavenly
explosion of love for lack of better words. It stopped suddenly and without
words, only a knowing, I understood that my time with Jesus in Heaven was coming
to an end and It was time for me to come back on earth.......Heaven's love has
kept me going with a complete renewed joy....
At the time of your
experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Uncertain
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?....Yes....
At what time during
the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and
alertness?....More
consciousness and alertness than normal All the time of my experience I was
in a highest level of consciousness and alertness - I was in a state of utter
effervescence and peace at the same time.....
Please compare your
vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
same
Please compare your
hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately
prior to the time of the experience.
same
Did you see or hear
any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness /
awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes When Jesus filled
me with His/Her power and energy of Life, I felt that my body back on earth was
regenerated to the tiniest atom.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?....Utmost
Peace, effervescence, Love, feeling of being back Home at last, coming back from
a long and difficult journey
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?....No....
Did you see an
unearthly light?....Yes....
Did you seem to
encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?....I
encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
I encountered
Jesus and angels.
Did you encounter or
become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?....No
Did you become aware
of past events in your life during your experience?....No....
Did you seem to enter
some other, unearthly world?....A
clearly mystical or unearthly realm....
Did time seem to speed
up or slow down?....Everything
seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning....
Did you suddenly seem
to understand everything?....No....
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?....Uncertain....
Did you come to a
border or point of no return?....No....
Did scenes from the
future come to you?....No....
Did you have a sense
of knowing special knowledge or purpose?....Uncertain....
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:....Slight
changes in my life........
Did you have any
changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result
of the experience?
Yes I am much less
judgmental and much more understanding of others.
Do you have any
psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did
not have before the experience?....Yes
More vivid dreams and premonitory ones,
Have you ever shared
this experience with others?
Yes I shared it a few
days later to my sister and best friend
Did you have any
knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?....Yes
I had read Life after Life from Moody years ago
What did you believe
about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:....Experience
was definitely real
What do you believe
about the reality of your experience at the current time:....Experience
was definitely real....
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?....Yes....I
was way more socialite - now I seek friends with deep conversation and
lifestyle.
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?....No
At any time in your
life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?....No