Experience description:

Journey to Heaven - Xue X

Time: November 16, 2012 Morning Prayer

At 6:00 a.m., the priest led us to pray for release and healing. First of all, let us cry out to the Lord Jesus in the place where we have sinned against God for many years in front of the loving Father. We all sincerely told them one by one, and cried bitterly because of the sins we had committed for so many years, because our own sin pierced the heart of Jesus, it was our own sin that nailed him to the cross, and it was our own sin that made the Virgin Mary wash her face with tears every day. But when I loudly confessed my past mistakes to the Lord Jesus, I wanted to vomit, thinking that my voice was tired, dry and hoarse, uncomfortable, or because of fatigue. But I thought that this was a temple that I couldn't vomit, but I couldn't help vomiting. I felt very uncomfortable. I felt that it had defiled the temple, so I wanted to wipe it with paper, but I didn't have the strength. I just covered my chest with my hands, but it was disgusting but I couldn't spit it out. It was very dry and disgusting, and the voice was terrible. The sound didn't seem to be me. At this time, I realized that there was a black thing that grabbed me and my throat refused to come out. Only then did I realize that it was not that my body had lesions, but that the devil began to be angry and struggled to panic, but I couldn't cope with it. The two sisters came over and prayed for me for expulsion, but when I heard the sister say, "Expel the spirit of anger, the spirit of hatred." The black thing disappeared in an instant. In an instant, I felt much more comfortable, as if my body was unimpeded and comfortable, so I snuggled in my sister's arms. In an instant, my soul was pinched by two gods, ascended, and came to a place in an instant. An angel left, and the other angel held me in his hands and put me on a big bed. I saw my soul, just like a two or three-year-old child. I saw white sheets, snow-white window screens, so beautiful and comfortable... I began to realize that this was heaven, but I didn't find Jesus and the Virgin Mary. Mother and saint. My soul was tired, but I reluctantly got out of bed, walked out of the room and turned left to a long corridor, and walked through the corridor to a hall. I found that Jesus was wearing a crown, and the Virgin Mother sat on his right. I knelt in front of them respectfully with my hands together. Jesus said, "Son, thank you. It's really hard for you." I was moved to tears. My consciousness was very clear that my body was also in tears, because I didn't know him for more than 20 years and didn't accept him. I could think of his deeply pierced heart. I could think of how many tears the Virgin Mother shed for me. Such a me. Jesus said such a thing!

Jesus opened his arms to me and motioned me to go over. I rushed to my father's arms. I was so happy. After hugging him for a while, he sent me to my mother's arms. My mother smiled and looked at me and caressed me. My mother put me in Jesus' arms again. Jesus waved his right hand forward and motioned me to go back to my room to rest, and I lay down on the big bed again. At this time, the song "Unchangeable Pursuit" was played in the hall. I was so happy. I wanted to sing with the music, but I didn't have the strength. I thought I didn't have the strength to dance. I really want to express myself with songs and my limbs, worship and praise well, but I can't do anything. At this time, the saint and all the people who listened to the truth in the hall were dancing by my bed. They were full of smiles on their faces. What attracted me most was a group of members of our good association. They were praising our Lord, the king of the kings with a beautiful dance. Some members of the charity club also tease me in bed from time to time. My spirit is also happy, and my body is also laughing. The music stopped, and the priest began to reason with the churchmen. This is my mother who came to my bed. Jesus sat in a chair and approached me. At that time, it was no longer the priest who preached, but God was talking to me in his own mouth. Everything the priest said at this time was from the mouth of Jesus. When the priest said that we prayed for the abortion fetus, I found that Jesus and the Virgin Mary were happy just now. The performance no longer exists. There are only sadness, worry and helplessness. Jesus lowered his head and just shed tears, but there was no cry. Our mother was crying heartbreakingly at this time, and I was also crying sadly. But when the priest said, "These abortion fetuses were baptized in the name of Jesus Christ." Mother of the Virgin stood up from my bed, opened her arms and hugged the lovely children. The children rose like little sparrows and shouted, "Mom, Mom." The Virgin Mother held them tightly in her arms to comfort them, and the Virgin Mother also had a smile on her face. But at this time, I heard a lot of children shouting, and the children's shouting can imagine that there are countless children below. They shouted in a young voice: "We are eager for human beings to come here, because they can return to the world and send us this message. You must remember that we ask you to tell the world word for word and tell all the mothers who have had abortion."

I opened my eyes tiredly, but I didn't have any paper around me, so I wrote down the words that the children asked me on my index finger with my thumb. They said sadly, "Go back and tell our mothers that we don't hate them or blame them, but the only thing we long for is my mother's prayer, because my mother's prayer is the most Power." I cried and heard so many children crying. They were so helpless and pitiful. Their only hope was to pray for their mother and throw themselves into the arms of the Virgin Mother like those children. Only when they returned to the arms of the Virgin Mother did they stop longing, helpless, and indescribable grief. My heart seems to have been stabbed with a lot of needles at this time, and the pain is indescribable.

But when the priest talked about praying for those who hurt us, he asked the church members to write down who had hurt you on the paper, put it in a basin, and presented it to the Father together. At this time, my spirit knelt on the bed, covered with the quilt and cried, because I thought of the teacher's criticism, accusations and abuse when I was a child, and my friends laughed at me. Local situation. At this moment, Jesus held me in his arms and comforted me from head to back with his hands, "Son, you are wronged." After caressing, I didn't cry anymore, so I began to pray for the teacher who had hurt me. I prayed for them once. My heart seemed to have been healed once, and the angel cut open my belly and took out a heart, the aggrieved heart. I saw that heart. It is not iron or stone. It is flesh, but it does not move. There is blood in the upper blood vessels. It is a heart of death. I also realized how much my heart has been hurt for so many years. The harm I have received, through my words and deeds, are often given to others. I have also stung other people's hearts. I think of the family members, my own children, and those innocent and lovely students who have been hurt by my words and deeds. I want to teach. How many students have been despised by me for more than a decade, how many times have they have been sarcasm, and how many times have been beaten... I began to regret and asked Jesus and the Mother of the Virgin Mary to forgive me, comfort those who have been hurt by my words and deeds, and offer their most sincere prayers to them.

At this time, the angel replaced me with a healthy heart with fresh blood and pounding. At this time, I was no longer in pain. At this time, I was comforted and hurt.

After that, I had a fear in my heart. I entered a dark place. At this time, Jesus and Our Mother disappeared in an instant. In the dark, I faintly heard howls and gritting my teeth, which was the hell of sin. I'm so scared. I said to myself that there is light in heaven. I'm not afraid. Jesus and the Virgin Mother are with me, but now it's dark everywhere, but the Virgin Mother and Jesus are not around. At this time, Jesus patted my right shoulder and the Virgin Mother patted my left shoulder. Jesus said, "Don't be afraid, child. I'm with you every day." Once again, I got peace in my heart. After about two hours of this trip, my soul returned to my body. From the toes to the top of my head, the spirit and the body merged again. I had the strength and stood up from the ground. After that, my body felt very relaxed, comfortable and powerful.

On this trip, I brought back God's love, mission and responsibility. Thank you, Lord! Praise the Lord!

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Learning gains

Through this study, I have changed from the inside out.

1. I know how to love my family in life. In this study, I realized that my inadvertent sentence would bring great harm to people. The Holy God was full of me, which made me realize that I had the courage to publicly apologize to my mother-in-law and to my family, especially the people I have hurt, especially the children I have hurt in words and deeds since I have been teaching for more than ten years. Guys, tell them I'm sorry. Ask God to comfort their broken hearts. Strengthen your prayers in life and combine with the Holy Spirit, and be kind to your family, students, and all people.

2. In the past, chanting scriptures was always unintentive, but when the Holy Spirit was full, he was reading with his heart, thinking word by word as his own heart and offering them one by one.

3. I was cured this time. Realizing why I can't treat others well, it turned out that what came out of my heart was some negative things that others gave me, and I gave it to others without reservation. Let others suffer the same harm. When the angel changed my heart with fresh blood, I felt that everyone around me was so cute and kind. How could I have the heart to hurt them with words and deeds?

4. Let me feel the power of prayer, let me feel the power of the group. When I was bound by the devil, the two sisters prayed together. While they had no strength, the prayers of the two sisters took the devil out of me, so we can't ignore the prayer, let alone the group prayer.

5. Let me know that I can't do anything by myself. We are just grape branches. We are just dead branches without the vine. I always think that if the Holy Spirit hadn't filled me and given me strength, I couldn't change it. The Holy Spirit could create a brand-new you.

6. When the priest preaches, he always complains about how bad he speaks. Through this trip to heaven, I personally feel that it is Jesus speaking through their mouth. In the future, I will listen carefully and inject it into my heart word by word.

7. Only the Holy Spirit can change human life, so life will also change accordingly. The revival of the church is first filled with the Holy Spirit, review by himself, and the church and the church will be revived. Only unintentional chanting there is like completing one of your own tasks. Life cannot be changed without growth.

8. Song and dance, worship can be more pleasing to the Father. The saints in heaven, all the angels praise and worship our God with songs and beautiful dances. It makes the church a vibrant group. Thank God for giving us the ability of Xinzhuang, the holy god of the temple. I am convinced that I will revive, our China will be revived, and the successful revival of the kingdom of heaven will once again be built on our Chinese land.

9. If you want, the Lord will be satisfied, but you need to pray earnestly and patiently. He will satisfy you. He will give you unexpected things, press and shake, and make your cup overflow!

10. I learned to be humble. I no longer want to be a gorgeous lamp. I just want to make a small candle. Although the light is very dim, he can also find his way home with the help of the faint light. I no longer want to be a fragrant and praised nostalgic flower. I am willing to be a grass on the ground. If it is trampled on, it can still stand up and try to render the earth. Complete the mission given to it by the Father. In the future, I will work hard in my ordinary work, use my love to transform the people around me, and let those who do not know the Lord show the Lord's love from our words and deeds and witness for you. Let them end their empty, boring and meaningless life as soon as possible, and embark on a road full of eternal life.