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Experience description:

I had a dream. In the dream I was so fed up with my school, my surroundings and the world in general so I decided to commit suicide. I jumped from the 4th story of the school building. Before I jumped and the first few seconds of my jump, I was worried, scared and was unsure of my action.

Then I saw my body on the ground, blooding running out of my head. People were gathering around me and screaming. I watched all this, detached, unworried and light-hearted. I was thinking that people were so wrong - I was not dead and actually, I was very well.

Then I started to fly upwards. I was carried by an immense and indescribable happiness, contentment and satisfaction. Even till today I have never been so happy in my life. I reached a lake floating in the sky and I started to penetrate the lake from its bottom. I saw wonderful fish swimming around me. The lake seems to be blue and transparent and I felt no water but I knew that I was in a lake like a fish. There were white, swan like birds flying in the lake but I was not surprised. They were so beautiful. After emerging from the lake, I entered a bright, warm, powerful and white light. I remember that I was so pleasantly shocked by this light! The only thing I felt was happiness, safety and absolutely worry-free.

I woke up and wrote it in my diary. I will never forget this wonderful experience.

 At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?   No 

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    All the time

 How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      Normal consciousness and alertness  

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I was nearsighted. But during the experience I see things clearly - I do not need glasses and I was not sure whether I was wearing any.

 Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   Same hearing ability but I recall all was played out in silence

 Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   My committing suicide

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Bliss  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   Yes   So white, so bright, so unearthly

 Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   No

 Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
 A heavenly place in the atmosphere

 Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning

 Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   No

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

 Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

 Did scenes from the future come to you?  No 

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (�life after death�)?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   No  

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   I was surrounded by love

 During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   No  

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely not consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   I had no belief

 How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred around the time of the experience     

My experience directly resulted in:   Moderate changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Less fear of death

 Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?   The happiness and the experience that life continues after death

 Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   No  

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     The happiness and the experience that life continues after death

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  I wrote it in my diary and tried to hide some details (such as the suicide part) as our diaries need to be submitted to teachers.

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   No  

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Because it was so real

 What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real  

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   No  

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   I read the contribution of other people - I felt that I am going thru an awakening

 Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes