Wim I's Experience
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Experience description:
FIRST EVENT IN
HOSPITAL WAS AN OBE. FLOATING SENSATION, CONFUSED, LOOKING AROUND. VERY HEADY,
LOOKING BACK ON HOSPITAL BED AT MY BODY.
THIRD
EXPERIENCE WAS IN THE EVENING. I AWOKE AND TURNED AROUND AND SAW TWO BEINGS
STANDING AT THE SIDE OF MY BED. THEY GAVE ME A MESSAGE. I CAN'T REMEMBER MORE
ABOUT THEIR FACES OR DRESS BUT THEY SEEMED TO BE VERY SOLID. I REMEMBER FEELING
THAT THEY WERE NOT GOING TO HARM ME IN ANY WAY AND ALTHOUGH I WAS STARTLED I
DIDN'T FEEL SCARED. THEY SIMPLY DEMATERIALIZED IN FRONT OF ME AND THAT SCARED ME
A BIT. I COULDN'T GET BACK TO SLEEP THAT NIGHT. I WAS ABOUT 12 OR 13 BY THAT
TIME.
SUBSEQUENTLY,
OVER THE YEARS, I HAVE HAD NUMEROUS PSYCHIC EXPERIENCES. I CONSTANTLY HEAR A
VIBRATION WHICH CHANGES IN TONE, PITCH AND INTENSITY IN EITHER OR BOTH EARS.
DEPENDING ON THE CHANGES AND IN WHICH EAR I HEAR THE VIBRATIONS, I KNOW AN EVENT
WILL OCCUR THAT IS EITHER POSITIVE OR NEGATIVE AND APPROXIMATELY THE GRAVITY OF
THE EVENT. I'VE PROVEN THIS OVER AND OVER AGAIN WITH MY WIFE.
I ONCE WENT TO
A PSYCHIC AND EXPLAINED ABOUT THE VIBRATIONS. AT THE TIME I WAS TELLING HER
ABOUT THEM I HEARD THE VIBRATION INCREASE SUBSTANTIALLY IN ONE EAR. I DIDN'T
MENTION THIS TO HER. AT THIS POINT SHE TOLD ME I SHOULD BE HEARING SOMETHING IN
MY RIGHT EAR AT THAT MOMENT BECAUSE SHE COULD SEE A SPIRIT WHISPERING TO ME.
CHILLS.
WHEN MY WIFE
WAS PREGNANT WITH OUR FIRST CHILD I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT
STARTLED. SHE ASKED ME WHAT WAS WRONG. I TOLD HER THAT I HAD JUST SPOKEN WITH
OUR CHILD, THAT IT WAS A GIRL, WITH BLUE EYES AND BLOND HAIR, AND SHE WOULD BE
BORN ON THE 21ST OF SEPT. (MY BIRTHDAY IS SEPT. 22). MY WIFE SAID I WAS NUTS
BECAUSE THE DUE DATE WAS LATER. IT CAME TO PASS. HOWEVER, I DIDN'T' HAVE THE
SAME EXPERIENCE WHEN MY SON WAS BORN. SUCH PREMONITIONS, DREAMS AND ON-GOING
VIBRATIONAL INFORMATION ARE COMMON IN MY LIFE.
SECOND EXPERIENCE WAS MUCH MORE DETAILED. I HAD A FEVER AND I WAS LYING ON MY
BED IN MY BEDROOM AT HOME. ALL OF A SUDDEN I FELT A PULLING SENSATION AND FELT
AS IF I WAS BEING SUCKED THROUGH A VORTEX, LIKE AN ICE CREAM CONE WHERE I
ENTERED THE LARGE END AND CAME OUT THE SMALL END. I FOUND MYSELF FLOATING ABOVE
THE BEDROOM ENTRY DOOR NEAR THE CEILING AND I WAS LOOKING BACK AT MY BODY. I
THOUGHT THIS WAS VERY STRANGE. FELT NO FEAR, NO PAIN. IT WAS CLEAR AND I WAS A
UNSURE WHAT TO DO AT THAT POINT. I LOOKED AROUND AND JUST OBSERVED.
SUBSEQUENTLY I WAS SUCKED BACK THROUGH THE VORTEX AND INTO MY BODY.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Yes
FIRST
EXPERIENCE WAS IN HOSPITAL AFTER SURGERY. THEY USED ETHER FOR THE ANESTHETIC.
SECOND EXPERIENCE WAS DURING A HIGH FEVER. ALL SUBSEQUENT EXPERIENCES HAD AND
STILL HAVE NO MEDICATIONS OR SUBSTANCES ASSOCIATED WITH THEM.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Yes
FIRST
EXPERIENCE IN HOSPITAL DID HAVE SOME POTENTIAL AS LIFE THREATENING. DOCTORS
COULD NOT STOP THE BLEEDING AND IT TOOK A WEEK, AS I REMEMBER, FOR THEM TO GET
IT UNDER CONTROL. SECOND EVENT JUST HAD A HIGH FEVER (102). SUBSEQUENT EVENTS
WERE ALL UNDER NORMAL HEALTH CONDITIONS.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I WAS
DROWSY DURING THE HOSPITAL EVENT. I WAS FEVERISH BUT VERY AWARE DURING THE
SECOND. THE OTHER COME WHEN I AM TIRED, FOCUSED OR IN A DEEP SLEEP.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
ONLY THE ONES I
HAVE AT NIGHT WHEN I AM IN A DEEP SLEEP.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
I
CANNOT DESCRIBE MY APPEARANCE. I CAN ONLY SAY I FELT LIKE A VERY LIGHT FLOATING
MASS OF NOTHING.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
ONLY THE
VIBRATION I MENTIONED. I'VE HAD MY EARS CHECKED AND I'VE BEEN TOLD IT COULD BE
RELATED TO HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. BUT I DON'T HAVE HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE. IN FACT I
HAVE NORMALLY VERY LOW BLOOD PRESSURE. SO DID MY DAD. AND THAT DOESN'T EXPLAIN
THE APPARENT CONTROLLED VIBRATIONAL PATTERNS.
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
Yes
Describe:
AGAIN, IT FELT
LIKE I WAS GOING THROUGH AN ICE CREAM CONE, LARGE END FIRST AND SPIT OUT THROUGH
A ANOTHER CONE.
Did
you see a light?
Uncertain
I
DON'T RECALL SEEING LIGHT. I WAS JUST AMAZED AT HOW I WAS FLOATING NEAR THE
CEILING ABOVE THE BEDROOM DOOR AND SEEING EVERYTHING SO CLEARLY. I DIDN'T KNOW
HOW TO REALLY CONTROL WHAT I WAS DOING WHICH IS MAYBE WHY I GOT SUCH BACK INTO
MY BODY.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
HARD
TO DESCRIBE. BUT YES, I FELT A SENSE OF ALTERED TIME THAT HAS SINCE REMAINED
WITH ME. IT IS A SENSE THAT WHAT IS HERE IS NOT REAL, AND THAT MY DEATH WITH
SIMPLY BE A RELEASE AND ALLOW ME TO MOVE ON. I HAVE AN ALTERED SENSE OF TIME
NOW.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
I HAD
A SENSE OF REALIZING THAT OUR EXISTENCE HERE IS ONLY PART OF LONGER JOURNEY.
THAT I HAD BEEN HERE BEFORE. THAT THIS LIFE WAS ONLY ONE COURSE IN MANY TO BE
TAKEN.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
Yes
AS
DESCRIBED ABOVE FUTURE EVENTS ARE SOMETIMES IMPARTED TO ME IN VARIOUS WAYS. NO
CONTROL, NO RHYME, NO REASON.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes,
DESCRIBED ABOVE.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
FOUND
MYSELF BEING MORE CRITICAL OF MY ACTIONS AND THE ACTIONS OF OTHERS IN THE
CONTEXT OF LIFE AS A LESSON.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
IT HAS BEEN
DIFFICULT RECONCILING THE PHYSICAL AND EMOTIONAL NEEDS OF THE BODY WITH THE
INTELLECTUAL AND SPIRITUAL INFORMATION THAT IS CONSTANTLY PRESENTED. I HAVE
BEEN MARRIED FOR 29 YEARS, NOT ALL HAPPY, HAVE TWO WONDERFUL CHILDREN (ONE A
SENIOR IN HIGH SCHOOL, ONE A SENIOR IN COLLEGE LOOKING AT LAW SCHOOL). MY DAD
BECAME ILL AND PASSED ON THREE YEARS AGO. IT WAS A TRYING EXPERIENCE BUT HIS
DEATH WAS SOMETHING I HAD PREPARED FOR SHORTLY AFTER THE FIRST FEW EXPERIENCES.
PART OF THE MESSAGE I RECEIVED EARLY ON WAS RELATED TO CAREER AND I HAD A HARD
TIME FIGURING IT OUT. MY MOM IS 81,LOOKS LIKE SHE IS IN HER EARLY 70'S,
HEALTHY, AND WORKS FOR ME FULL TIME! SHE HAS HAD MANY PSYCHIC EXPERIENCES IN HER
LIFE AS WELL.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I
PERCEIVE PEOPLE AND EVENTS IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
MOSTLY POSITIVE. ONE PERSON QUESTIONED IT AND ASKED ME TO TRY A LITTLE TEST.
HE TOLD ME HIS MOTHER LIVED IN A BUILDING THAT WAS A BIT STRANGE. I CLOSED MY
EYES, CONCENTRATED AND SAW AN IMAGE OF BUILDING. IT HAD BALCONIES ALL AROUND
THE BUILDING AND PEOPLE ENTERED INTO THEIR APARTMENTS FROM THESE OUTSIDE
BALCONIES INSIDE OF INNER HALLWAYS. HIS JAW DROPPED AND HE TOLD ME THAT WAS
CORRECT. MY DAUGHTER AND I HAVE A SPECIAL BOND. WE THINK VERY, VERY MUCH ALIKE.
MY SON AND I HAVE A STRONG BOND BUT NOT AS PSYCHIC A BOND AS WITH MY DAUGHTER.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I WAS HAPPY AND
HOPED IT WOULD DEVELOP.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
BEST WAS THE
REVELATION THAT I KNEW THIS LIFE WASN'T REAL. WORST WAS THAT I HAD TO MAKE
SOMETHING OF IT TO MOVE ALONG.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I
VISITED NUMEROUS PSYCHICS OVER THE YEARS. SOME GOOD, SOME VERY GOOD, MOST
NOTHING TO SPEAK OF. SOME OF THESE ENCOUNTERS HAVE BEEN VERY INTERESTING AND
HAVE PRODUCED INFORMATION CONSISTENT WITH WHAT I HAVE EXPERIENCED. I BELIEVE
THAT IF I NURTURED THE ABILITY WITH MEDITATION, CONCENTRATION AND PERHAPS SOME
BIOFEEDBACK, I COULD STRENGTHEN IT SUBSTANTIALLY.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
CERTAIN EMOTIONAL STATES PRODUCE EVENTS.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
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