William's Experiences
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Experience description:
Experience 1. Laying
on my bed as a teenager staring at a spot on the wall. I saw it get further and
further away, then felt myself floating. I heard my mother in the kitchen
cooking and wondered what she was doing. I floated through the wall like in the
movie Ghost. She looked up and then raced into the bedroom and looked up at the
ceiling and then down toward me as my spirit floated back into my body. She
said: "don't do that again."
Experience 2. I was
lying on the floor at my college girlfriend's house in front of the fireplace
watching big snowflakes float down outside a picture window. I thought how nice
it would be if she joined me. I heard a voice say why don't you ask her. I
thought, why don't you. You are invisible. I felt like there was a light on in
the hallway and talking. Then, her father came to the living room and I felt a
spirit come into my head. The next day she asked me how I did that. I said I
didn't know, but what did she see. She said I was a gold light and was
beckoning her with my hand and that her family also saw me.
Experience 3. I was
sitting on my couch in my living room drinking coffee and thinking of what I had
to do that day at work. A white light being appeared in my living room. I was
terrified. But when it came closer, I felt pure, unconditional love. Then, it
receded into the distance.
Experience 3. A white
light being.
My spirit inside my
body turned away from it initially. IE, my eyes looked straight ahead but my
mind's eye could see the fabric on the couch. It asked why I turned away from
it. I thought because I was ashamed to be in its presence. It laughed and
thought to me - there is nothing you can ever do on this planet that I will ever
stop loving you. Then, it came closer and about an arm's length away it was
pure unconditional love.
I know most people are
afraid of seeing a spirit.
Exp. 1 and 2. Concern
over people touching my spirit or my body.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
totally conscious
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
no
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes like in the
movie Ghost.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
peace
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
no
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a
light?
Yes Experience 2.
Like a hall light was on.
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes Experience 3.
White light was 15 feet away, came closer.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Experiences 1 and
2. I thought to go see a family member and my girlfriend and did.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes Experience 1
and 2, I was seen by other people as a gold light.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes I know we are
spirits inside of physical bodies.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes Experience 1.
Went through a wall. Saw lost stuff inside the wall like nails.
Did you become
aware of future events?
Yes Experience 3.
We are loved while on earth.
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes Exp. 1 and 2.
The people who saw me and came after my spirit made me feel like it should
return to the body.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I think we are
spirits inside of our bodies and that religions do not know anything about
spirituality or metaphysics.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
still meditate especially if I feel any negativity. And I try to achieve a
sense of peace and love.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I am looking
forward to dying whenever and believe it will be a good experience including
meeting up with the white light, again.
Have you shared
this experience with others?
Yes Fear.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Peace.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
Not being able to leave
my body at will.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
no.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes Basically, that is what happened on each experience.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
No.
But I would like to know how to induce the experiences at will and perhaps not
be seen so as to not frighten others.