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Experience description:

Two experiences plus one visit by a loving white light being.

First experience: Young teenager, lying on my bed, focused on a point on the wall, felt myself floating, went through a wall like in the movie Ghost. My mother saw me, ran to my room, told me to not do that anymore.

Second experience: College sophomore. While lying on a living room floor at my girlfriends house watching really big snowflakes come down outside when others had gone to bed. I mentally wished she were with me in the living room. A voice said why don't you go tell her. I mentally said, why don't you go. No one can see you. There was a light in the hallway. Her father came out and told me to stay in the living room (where I had been physically all along.) The next day, my girlfriend told me I was a gold light beckoning her to come to me.

The white light visit was when I was a lawyer, drinking coffee in my living room thinking about what I had to do that day. A white light appeared. I felt my spirit inside me turn away from it even though my eyes were still looking straight ahead. It asked why I turned away. I said I was ashamed to be in its presence.

It said (telepathically): There is nothing you could ever do in this life that I would ever stop loving you.

Then, it came closer, like a huge white ocean wave. I was terrified. But it touched me with a perfect, unconditional LOVE.

So, now I believe we are spirits inside of physical bodies and can leave our bodies through relaxation and when our physical bodies die.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? VERY relaxed but highly alert.

Was the experience dream like in any way? No. It was though I was two persons, one physical, one spirit.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes a gold light being

What emotions did you feel during the experience? peaceful

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? a sucking sound going through a wall like in the movie Ghost.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? No

Did you see a light? Yes In the second experience, I thought someone had turned on the hall light.  In the visit by a white light, it was a loving white light being.

Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Please see earlier answer regarding the white light.  Also, when I lifted out in the second experience, it was my gold spirit being which lifted out of my physical body.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes  In my first experience, I wondered what my mother was cooking and went through a wall from my bedroom to the kitchen and scared my mother.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes My girlfriend in the second experience asked me how I did it. And she said her parents and sister saw me as a gold light as well as her.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No

Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Sometimes when I meditate, I believe I am going into another dimension which is just like this dimension but slightly different just like an onion where the thin layers of the onion are like dimensions, alike but different.

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes After the loving white light being visit, I believe the spiritual world, at least as far as I am concerned will be a place where I am loved. I have no fear of dying. In fact, I am looking forward to dying eventually. I meditate every day and can help others be healed if they are open to it.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes I floated through a wall and thought it was kind of neat to see inside the wall.

Did you become aware of future events? Yes The loving white light being said it was not time for me to go with him.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes My spirit kind of swooped back into my body through the top of my head.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I KNOW that I am loved.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? No religious practice. In my career and relationships and daily life, I can positively affect life by meditating and wishing others well.

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes I spend more time thinking about spiritual matters and meditating than before the experiences.

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Some people act like I am messing with evil occult stuff. Others are fascinated. When I send healing blue light to others or wish them well, they are changed although I am not sure they know it was me.

What emotions did you experience following your experience? I wonder why others don't meditate every day to make their lives better.

What was the best and worst part of your experience? The best was the fascinating short trip outside my body, like the first time you breathe underwater in taking a scuba diving course or the first time you take an airplane up by yourself. The worst part was the negative reactions by my mother and my girlfriend's parents.

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? I wish I could leave my body at will.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes As best I could do to describe the events. They are what they are.

Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. Your questions were pretty good. I don't know about others, but I feel like there is an entity in me which is sometimes me and other times is a separate spirit entity. I often meditate to cleanse my spiritual energy and ask that archangels help me cleanse and dissipate negativity out to the remotest parts of the universe.