Violet L's Experience
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Experience description:
I was in a
strange land. Everything appeared to be from another world. There were many
people there who seemed to be working toward a common goal. The men were all
over 6'5" and the women were tall about 6'. Though I only recall one woman, i
know that there were others. This one woman was gray haired. She seemed to be
very wise and in control but unspoken. Somehow I knew that she was a leader. I
was the outsider but drawn to his place by the people that were there. I knew
that these people were from a different dimension, not the one that I had come
from. They had all been working together to orchestrate something very
important. I was walking about trying to find out what was going on. No one
would tell me. I was
sitting and watching from the shadows. a woman materialized from out of nowhere
right before my eyes. She was dressed from a past era. I asked her who she was.
She said " I am you." She did not look like me but I knew it was me, from a
different dimension. Somehow I found out that she had been murdered. The
others knew who murdered her but could not prove it because her body disappeared
and they needed her blood sample to prove the murder. Then she vanished. Because
she and I were one, they had brought me into this other dimension to extract
blood from me( because it would be identical). This was
not a simple thing to do. The time had to be perfect and the planetary system
aligned. It had to be done very specifically. I found myself on a roof top of a
glorious and ornate building, with other beings. It was evening and the sky was
incredibly filled with stars. Each seem to have its own distinguished
brightness. Each person was sitting and faced strategically facing the stars.
They were silent, waiting. I could see in the sky that there was something, not
sure what, but something that had contact with the people on the roof. They were
communicating. No spoken language, all telepathic. I understood! I find myself
in a great hall. All made of marble, very ornate. A man
appears, very handsome, I am drawn to him. He came toward me then backed away.
He said (telepathically) "it is not possible." I was saddened. He was sad too
but knowing we were from 2 different dimensions made contact impossible. In the
center hall stood only a table. It too was marble. I approached the table. There
was an intricate design embedded in the table. It was a language I have never
seen. I knew that I must lay my hands flat on the table. I looked up. I could
see through a roof opening that the stars the moon and the planets were all in
line . The night was crystal-clear. From behind me someone laid a cube shape
substance on the table as soon as it touched the table it began to have a
molecular change. As it did, my fingers absorbed the liquid rapidly. I knew at
that moment that my blood sample was being transferred. This was the moment
that all had awaited. The woman appeared again. I begged her to let me go with
her, with them. My heart was throbbing with desire to be with them. She looked
at me and spoke with her mind, "it is not possible". The others around me, whom
I had come to love like they were apart of my very being, began to disappear. During the
night of this experience, I awoke myself 3 times, out of breath, because of the
intensity. Each time I would fall back into a deep sleep and return immediately
to the other dimension.
Any associated medications
or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Uncertain, The actual event was
not difficult to describe but the emotional feelings are not describable in
fullness.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain, possible the sleep
apnea that I suffer with.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
It felt like a real experience not
a dream. Although I was sleeping.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No, it was not like a dram, at
all! I was there!
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
Oh, yes, I was most definitely
outside of my own earthly body.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Intense love and closeness.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
The sounds I heard were not
audible, if that makes any sense.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures? Yes
Not like Heaven or hell as I
was taught from my Spiritual upbringing. But, yes, there were amazing creatures.
Did you see a light?
Yes, the star light was far
greater than any I have ever seen on earth.
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
Tall, slender compassionate.
Silent. Only form of communication was telepathic. I did not know them yet
felt as though they were my family, my rightful family.
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later? Yes, toward
the end It was relayed to me that my younger sister would be married
and the
marriage would last. (she was married twice and divorced)
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes, heightened
to say the least.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
time
for the event to happen was crucial but time as known in space was non existent.
As I say that it doesn't quite make sense, but it did there.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
I had
an overwhelming feeling of this: Some things in life cannot be changed therefore
it is more important to put energy into what can be changed. Live life to its
fullest, be your own best advocate in all causes. Trust your intuition it will
never fail you. Actually, I have become far more intuitive.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
Yes,
I could not leave my own life to go with those that I felt were a part of me. It
seemed that where they were going was were I should be, but not yet.
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
No,
other than my sister getting married again. At present she does not even have a
boyfriend.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Yes,
I was aware but not in control.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Well,
I would say not paranormal but no question I am more intuitive.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Yes,
I am far more able to look beyond today. Put more focus on what can be instead
of what cannot. I have a different attitude about life.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Very much so. I
am much more relaxed and not riled by much. Not that I was prior to this
experience but I m even more "kick Back" then before. Religiously, I have not
changed. I have always been a Bible toting, God-fearing woman, and I still am.
Career? Well, I quit teaching to pursue anything else that I want to.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Yes,
A very good friend who is learned in dreams. Her response was, "that ain't no
dream honey"!
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
A longing to go
back.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was
being there. The worst was leaving.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
This is
not the first experience I have had with leaving my body. I have flown ( with
out the help of an aircraft) over seas to Europe. My first experience was at the
age of 9 when I felt my spirit leaving me ( I was fully awake). I was scared by
it and called my spirit back into this body.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I have
never answered a form like this so I wouldn't have an educated suggestion.