VB's Experience
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Experience description:
I had
been awake for more than 24 hours. My
brain was fully awake but I could tell my body didn't like being awake.
I was
lying on the couch at night when I could start to hear and feel my heart beat
slowly and loudly. All of a sudden I had
this weird sensation go through my body.
Like a slow electric shock or weird shiver.
Next thing I know I'm not where my body is lying. I'm floating up.
I was absolutely terrified that I had just died.
Although I'm not religious, I was raised a Catholic and surrounded by
stories of souls and spirits. So, I thought I had just died.
That feeling changed though rather quickly.
I had this warmth that came over me that can only be described as the
bliss that you get from love; love that
brings you joy and peace. It was like
just falling in love or having hugged a love one after a long time away from
them. I felt like I knew there was a
barrier surrounding me that would ensure that I would feel this way for the rest
of eternity. I didn't want this feeling
to stop.
But it
did and I was back on the couch again. I thought I had died and then come back
to life again. Then it happened again, the terror and then the feeling of bliss.
Then I was back on the couch thought about what happened again and then
drifted off to sleep.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes All of it as I didn't want people
think I was crazy. I did post my
experience on a forum a year later.
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
My heart started to beat very slowly and loudly
before it happened.
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
100%
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
Terror and then
bliss
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
No
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I had a sense of never coming to any harm
ever again.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts
following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I have become more spiritual.
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I am more open minded about
mystical experiences.
Have you shared this experience
with others?
Yes On a message forum.
It was a forum for astral projection.
The people who responded said that they had never had an experience that
informed bliss/euphoria.
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
Immediately
after nothing as it is associated with sleep paralysis which I have experience.
It wasn't until my family member was dying from can that my feelings
changed. I wanted to tell her it was ok
to let go because I knew that she would be happy.
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
Worst part was
thinking I was dead, the best part was the feeling of eternal bliss.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes