Valerie W's Experience
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Experience description:
My
mother was told by the doctor that I had a hernia at the age of seven. The
doctor said my left testicular had not dropped, so he recommended surgery. I had
gone into the Dinuba Hospital where they prep me for surgery. I was brought into
the surgery room and I was placed under Anesthesia and went out.
I
remember waking up in a dark room and was immediately drawn to the surgical
lights and the backside of the Surgeons performing what I know was my own
operation. I was extremely alert and curious about what they were doing. I
approached the surgeons from behind and began to rise up to their height. I
studied the surgeons clothing, mask, head covers, and gloves. I could see every
detail of the surgeon�s face that was not covered by the mask to include
pockmarks and facial hair stubs. The surgeon was looking down and working with
his hands and he wore these glasses that appeared for magnification purposes. To
his right I guess was his assistant and across the operating table was a nurse
who was managing a metal tray with instruments. Every time she places an
instrument down, it made a distinctive and sharp clink sound. It was very quiet
in the operating room but I could hear every minute sound from a cough to the
peep of instruments.
Everything was crystal clear than anything I have experienced before. I was so
calm and peaceful. I felt curious and wanted to see over the doctors� heads and
headed towards the light as I attempted to peer down when I heard the female
voice announce he�s waking. I looked over at the nurse who made that statement
then looked back to see what the surgeon was doing, when in an instant I was
looking up at the operating light which was now bright and hard to look at. My
eyesight was blurry and I was confused and dazed.
The
female nurse let me know everything was going to be OK, and I went to sleep. I
awoke with my mom in the recovery room. I didn�t think much of the experience
until I was about ten years old when I started asking basic questions. How come
the doctors and nurses didn�t see me? How did I manage to stand next to the
doctors at the same height when I was only seven? How did I go from clarity to
instant confusion? How did I go from being above then flat on my back? How did I
get high definition vision and hearing? If I was dreaming, how did I know what
doctors and nurses wore when I never observe an operation? Even the hospital
walls were painted that awful green back then.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Uncertain Anesthesia
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes visual, hearing, and smell enhanced. I was more awake then normal life.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
was the most conscious and alert that day then my entire adult life.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
I
was more awake then than my most rested day.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I was behind and above the doctors' so that I couldn't see myself.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Curiousity and calm.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Hearing was, what I call high definition.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes My 5 senses were just crystal clear.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Uncertain I felt so secure with no anxieties. You cant't duplicate
that in real life.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
No
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I
believe consciousness can survive outside the body, even after physical death.
Matter is an illusion including our physical bodies.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes My wife who is supportive. I told two othe people in my life time that I
though I could trust and it was akward at best.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
I
didn't have any.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The
best part was experiencing full consciousness, and the worst part is doubting
the experience and going over it in your mind.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
No