Val O Meditation
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Experience description:
It was early evening. I was meditating and felt a great love wash over me. I was
laying back on the couch with my eyes closed at the time. I was aware that only
a few minutes had passed. Suddenly, I felt and saw myself leaving my body. I
felt my head and shoulders being pulled up out of my body. I then started
floating around the living room around a small intense while glowing orb over
the coffee table. I felt the need to ask who had sent this light to me. My
answer came when a picture of a holy man with a beard was flashed on the wall.
I suddenly lurched back into my body and ran to tell my mom what had happened. I
told her that I had not been dreaming in these few minutes, but felt fully awake
and alert. She explained to me that I had had an out of body experience. But I
did not recognize this picture on the wall until a few years later. I found a
book at the bookstore. Inside the book was the same picture I had seen flash
before me on the wall. The picture name in the book said 'Kuthumi.' After this,
I joined the universalist church that had published the book.
I later read stories that 'Kuthumi' was a Saint
that had lived on earth as Saint Francis of Assisi.
I later read stories that 'Kuthumi' was a Saint
that had lived on earth as Saint Francis of Assisi.
So all these spiritual experiences resulted from my
leap of faith to trust and pray to this spiritual being (Kuthumi) that first
appeared to me when I was 20 yrs. old; thus this experience greatly changed my
life forever.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
The whole time
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
I felt intense love wash over me right before this out of body experience.
This tremendous feeling of love stayed with me for days.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
I felt completely aware of my body, the time, the surroundings and the great
love washing over me. I had never seen a white light this bright.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
lt was like being in a soundless vacuum, incredibly
quiet with no street noises.
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Yes
I saw everything in my living room exactly
the way it was, even the coffee table and couch. But I did not see my body on
the couch when I was floating around the room.
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Again an intense love that I had never remembered
feeling before or since.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
Yes
Again an intense white orb of light
glowing very brightly over the coffee table. This orb or ball of light was too
bright to be physical.
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly
origin
Again in answer to my question of where this
glowing orb came from, I saw a picture of a bearded man suddenly appear on the
wall and fill the whole wall about 8 ft by 8 ft size picture. (And no I have
never done drugs in my entire life).
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
Yes
This huge picture of a bearded man that
suddenly appear on the wall was later identified as 'Kuthumi'
(((NDERF: See
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Koot_Hoomi )))
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
Yes
Again, this huge picture of a bearded man
that suddenly appear on the wall was later identified as 'Kuthumi'
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
No
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
Yes
I knew at this time that I was more than a
physical body and this gave me a sense of great peace.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
I sensed that this bearded man that
suddenly appear on the wall (and later identified as 'Kuthumi') was a great
spiritual being that had brought this glowing orb of intense white light.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
Yes
Yes. after this out of body experience, I
realized that I had a soul and that there are powerful spiritual beings capable
of manifesting this intense white orb of light.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
Same as my answer for #34 above.
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
Yes
I think I experience an intense,
unconditional love that I have since tried to find again.
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes
Yes I somehow knew that this spiritual
being picture that flashed on my wall (later identified as 'Kuthumi') was my
teacher and friend.
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I believed in the existence of the soul and spiritual being from heaven. I
did not know about out of body experiences at the time. I also did not know that
they would or could contact me until then.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of th
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
My family and I have had many life saving miracles
since praying to this Saint Kuthumi. I also became a mother three times. I was
told when to conceive Tham and the names of all three of my children. I was also
told that I would have three girls before becoming a mother and that is exactly
what I later had, three healthy wonder girls. I almost died twice during my
first two pregnancies. I would not have survived without doctors and my prayers
to Kuthumi and Mother Mary. I also was told in my prayers for 1 1/2 years to
move to Chicago from Dallas. When I finally moved to Chicago, this is where I
met my future and current husband.
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
I was not a religious person until after this.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
Uncertain
I just know that saints exist, prayers to
saints work, and that there is no real death since the should lives on.
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
My search to again find that intense unconditional love is my motivator to
be a more loving person to others.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
I told my mom that same day and later I
told my husband.
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
This experience was more real more
physical than anything I had ever experienced before.
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
I was more alert and awake at that time
than I had ever felt before or after this time. I knew that I was not dreaming,
and felt my body when I left and entered it again. All these physical sensations
I had never felt while sleeping. Plus I remember being fully awake with my eyes
closed and then opening my eyes with full conscious awareness a few minutes
after this experience. No dream has ever come close to this experience or
alertness.
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I bonded with my mom after this. I later found out
that she would have died of complications of double pneumonia if I had not
prayed to Kuthumi and been close enough to her to recognize she needed medical
attention. I also found my future and current husband in the same church that
had published the picture of this saint. I also helped save his life from cancer
with prayer to Kuthumi and medical intervention. I also almost died three times
myself after this, but for what I believe were prayers to this saint and others.
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Prayer became part of my daily life.
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?
I have never done any drugs before or after this experience.
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Much detail has been given.
Are there any other questions that
we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
Too many repeat questions or similar questions.