Experience description:

The event: I was now back in Belgium, it was perhaps 23:30 when I laid down on my bed and started meditating, it is important to note that my meditations were not performed under the influence of any substances ever. Also, the door was closed, all the windows were closed with the blinds down as well and my bed was next to the wall a good 2 meters away from any window...

I could feel the energy was flowing nicely, I was feeling very relaxed and one anomaly that used to happen at times when my third eye started to open (this used to happen frequently back then) was a sense of wind emerging on my skin in the middle of my forehead. That day, something unusual happened, which has never occurred since, I distinctly felt a foreign energy just above me and it was at that time for the first and only time ever that I truly felt what unconditional love was. It was almost overwhelming and whilst there were no messages being passed on to me, I could not help but think "wow, I am not alone" (I did feel quite lonely after my brother passed away). Now, to this day I cannot say with certainty who / what that energy was. Of course, I would like to believe it was my brother, but there were no direct messages passed on. However, I felt there was more to it and really wanted to follow through with the meditation and learn as much from it as I could. So, I continued, with this "energy" present which seemed to amplify what I normally felt. My third eye "expanded" to a degree I had never felt before, the "wind" above my forehead now felt like a mini tornado and the air it created was distinctly colder. I ended breathing it in and actually physically felt the air being colder which was a confirmation for me that I wasn't making it all up, and as it happened, it literally gave me goosebumps, every time I breathed the cold (in my mind "pure") air in (at the same time, playing with each breath with the energy within).

In the process of it all, I now felt like part of me was still in my body experiencing this "divine" experience through my senses, and another part of me was no longer just seeing the 4D blackness but went somewhere else, pretty much in an instant, where everything was kind of "white" or light, there was no sound, no messages, no contrast, just an incredible feeling of connectedness and I did not want to leave. Eventually the energy got so intense and the goose bumps so strong that I thought my body had literally disintegrated (no pain at all) and truly wondered if I could even come back. At that moment it became hard not to question my sanity and start intellectualizing which of course made me lose the momentum and thus I came back to myself. The room was a little colder at that point. The whole event took perhaps an hour, of which a max of 20/30 minutes from the time I started feeling this foreign energy and everything intensifying.