Toni M's Experience
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Experience description:
During my teens I started to be interested in that world that we do not see and read everything related to this subject that came into my hands. I think that this search was because I resisted to believe what some atheists told me once�After death there is nothing, nothing, nothing!!! And I was afraid of that �nothing� . Well, when I was 24 years old a book landed in my hands which explained what the astral traveling was and the steps that were to be followed to do it. First tries were in vain because I fell asleep but one Sunday morning my body was relaxed but no sleepy and this is what I experienced: I FELT LIKE A BALL FLOATING NEAR THE CEILING OF MY BEDROOM. I DID NOT WANT TO SEE DOWNWARDS BECASE I KNEW I WAS GOING TO SEE MYSELF ON THE BED AND I WOULD BE AFRAID. FOR A WHILE I STOOD FLOATING AND I FELT MYSELF SURROUNDED BY DARKNESS. IT WAS A DENSE DARKNESS AND I FELT LIKE AN ENERGY BALL LOST IN THAT DARK VASTNESS.
I WAS SOMEWHAT AFRAID. SUDDENLY, FROM BEHIND ME AND FROM MY LEFT SIDE APPEARED A STRANGE BEING; HE WAS VERY TALL (I think he was around 6.8 feet) AND SLIM, HE WAS WEARING BLACK CLOTHES AND A STRANGE HOOD THAT I DO NOT REMEMBER WELL. HE WAS ON A BIKE THAT WAS ALSO BLACK (Dutch Old Type). THIS BEING HAD HAD LONG AND BONY FINGERS. HE PASSED BY ME ON MY LEFT SIDE AND WHEN HE PASSES BESIDE ME HE LOOKS AT ME AND SMILES BUT HE WAS LAUGHING AT ME OR MY CIRCUMSTANCES, HE WAS MOCKING, HE CONTINUED AND DISAPPEARED IN THE DARK MASS. INSTANTLY HE APPEARED AGAIN ON THE SAME SIDE AS BEFORE AND AGAIN HE WAS MOCKING BUT THIS TIME HE COMMUNICATED WITH ME WITHOUT WORDS. HE TOLD ME TO GO TOWARDS THE LIGHT AND AS HE WAS TELLING ME THIS, THE LIGHTS OF HIS BIKE TURNED ON AND SENT A RAY OF LIGHT (AS OF LANTERN BEAM IN THE DARKNESS). THE RAY OF LIGHT ENDED, FAR AWAY, IN A BIG BALL OF LIGHT. I WENT TO THAT LIGHT AND PLUNGED INTO IT AND IT WAS THEN WHEN I FELT I WAS IN A VERY BEAUTIFUL PLACE OF ROLLING HILLS, GREEN GRASS AND TREES EVERYWHERE. DURING THAT MOMENT I FELT WELL, SUPERB, I STILL HAD A ROUND FORM BUT COULD GLIDE AT MY WISH APROX. ONE METER FROM THE GROUND. I APPEARED AT THE TOP OF A HILL, I LOOKED AROUND AND SAW A TREE THAT WAS AT THE FOOT OF THE SAME HILL. I GLIDED TO THE TREE AND WHEN I REACHED IT I SAW THAT THERE WAS A SWING WITH A BROWN HAIRED, 5-YEAR OLD GIRL WHO WAS SWINGING SLOWLY. THAT GIRL LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED BUT CONTINUED WITH HER GAME. THERE WAS ANOTHER GIRL BESIDE HER AND SITTING ON A TRUNK � PROBABLY 3 YEARS OLD AND BLOND. BOTH WERE IRRADIATING HAPPINESS. I COULD SEE THEIR FACES BUT IT SEEMED THAT THERE WERE FEATURES MISSING TO COMPLETE THE IMAGE. THE SECOND GIRL ALSO SMILED AND GAVE ME A LOT OF LOVE. BOTH GIRLS LOVED ME VERY MUCH. THE LITTLE GIRL TOLD ME I HAD TO COME BACK AND IN SPITE OF MY WILL TO STAY A FORCE, BOTH SMOOTH AND STRONG DRAGGED ME UP THE FILL. SUDDENLY I SEE MYSELF IN THE DARK ZONE AGAIN AND REMEMBERED THAT MY BODY WAS WAITING FOR ME ON MY BED (I had forgotten all about it when I entered the paradisiacal landscape). THAT SAME SMOOTH FORCE THAT TOOK ME FROM THE HILLS, PLACED ME AS IN THE BEGINNING OF MY EXPERIENCE: FLOATING NEAR THE CEILING OF MY ROOM. I CLEARLY NOTED HOW MY
ETHEREAL BODY WAS LEAVING THE ROUND FORM TO TAKE THE FORM OF MY PHYSICAL BODY. I ENTERED IT SLOWLY THROUGH MY FOREHEAD. I NOTED HOW I ENTERED, STEP BY STEP; I EVEN NOTICED THE MOMENT THAT THE ETHEREAL BODY ADJUSTED INTO MY PHYSICAL BODY AND IN THAT MOMENT I FELT THE PRESSURE OF THE BED AGAINST MY BODY.
I HAVE TO SAY THAT I ENCOUNTERED THE GIRLS, LATER IN THIS LIFE. THEY ARE MY DAUGHTERS AND AS THEY GREW I RECOGNIZED THEM. UP IN THAT WORLD I GOT TO LEARN ABOUT THEIR PERSONALITIES AND HERE THEIR PERSONALITIES ARE THE SAME 100%.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
IN THE DARK ZONE
How did your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal every
day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from your normal
every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
WHEN I WAS ON THE DARK ZONE, I FELT LOST AND CONSCIOUS THAT I WAS LOST BUT THE LEVEL OF CONSCIOUSNESS WAS HIGHER AND I THINK THIS WAS BECAUSE OVER THERE I DID FEEL THE INFLUENCE OF PHYSICAL LIVE, DAILY PROBLEMS, ETC.
Did your vision
differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as
clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes THE LIGHT WAS VERY BRIGHT, COLORS WERE BRIGHTER, MORE CLEAR, DEFINITELY PRETTIER BECAUSE ALL WAS LIGHT
Did your hearing
differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as
clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
No
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
SOMEWHAT AFRAID WHEN I WAS IN THE DARK ZONE. IT WAS SOME KIND OF FEAR BUT NOT TERROR AND WHEN I WAS IN THE LIGHT THE FEELING WAS OF ABSOLUTE WELLNESS TO THE POINT THAT I FORGOT I HAD TO COME BACK.
Did you pass into or through
a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
Yes THE BIKE�S LIGHT SHOWED ME WHERE IT WAS AND THIS IS HOW I SAW IT.
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes WHEN I WAS IN THE DARK ZONE I MET A TALL, SLIM AND UGLY AND MOCKING BEING WHO SHOWED ME THE PATH TO THE LIGHT. ALSO I MET TWO GIRLS IN THE HILLS. THEY SEEMED TO KNOW ME AND SHOWED ME THEIR PERSONALITIES AND THEN THE YOUNGEST GIRL TOLD ME THAT I HAD TO LEAVE.
Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes YEARS AFTER THIS I MARRIED AND HAD TWO DAUGHTERS AND AS THEY GREW UP AND DEVELOPED THEIR PERSONALITIIES I REALIZED THAT THEY WERE THE TWO GIRLS I MET IN THAT PARADISE.
Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
Yes WHEN I PLUNGED INTO THAT BALL OF LIGHT, I ENTERED A BEATIFUL NATURAL LANDSCAPE WHERE THE LIGHT OF COLORS WAS BRIGHTER.
Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you
become aware of future events?
Yes
SOMETIMES I HAVE PREMONITORY DREAMS.
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain IT IS AS IF MY INTUITION HAD DEVELOPED.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes I TOLD MY DAUGHTERS ABOUT IT WHEN THEY REACHED A PROPER AGE AND BOTH WERE VERY EXCITED.
Did you
have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
How did
you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real DUE TO THE FACT THAT DURING MY FIRST TRIES I FELL SLEEP AND SIMPLY DREAMT I DIDN�T KNOW IF THE EXPERIENCE WAS A DREAM OR IF IT WAS REAL, I WENT TO THE MIRROR AND SAW THAT MY FACE WAS NOT THE FACE OF SOMEONE WHO HAVE JUST WOKE UP. ALSO, WHEN I RECOGNIZED IN MY DAUGHTERS THE GIRLS THAT I MET IN THAT WORLD BEFORE THEY WERE BORN I WAS ABLE TO VERFIY THAT MY EXPERIENCE WAS REAL
Were
there one or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or
significant to you?
How do
you currently view the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real I CONTINUE TO REGARD IT AS REAL AND I KEEP IT AS A LIVE REMEMBRANCE.
Have your
relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes AFTER SOME TIME I TRIED AGAIN TO LIVE THE EXPERIENCE AGAIN UNDER THE SIMILAR CIRCUMSTANCES BUT WHEN I WAS NEAR THE CEILING OF MY ROOM I LOOKED DOWN AT MY BODY THAT LOOKED LIKE A CORPSE ON THE BED. I GOT SCARED AND A VIOLENT FORCE BROUGHT ME DOWN TO THE BODY. I GOT UP FROM THE BED AND MY HEART WAS POUNDING REALLY HARD. I FELT DIZZY AND HAD VOMITS.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
EVEN THOUGH I KNOW,
PERFECTLY WELL, THAT MY EXPERIENCE WAS NOT A NDE I DECIDED TO TELL ABOUT IT HERE DUE TO THE SIMILARITIES THAT I FIND BETWEEN MY EXPERIENCE AND NDE�S THAT I HAVE READ IN THIS WEB.
Did the
questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes WHAT I JUST TOLD IS WHAT I LIVED.
DESCRIPCI�N DE LA
EXPERIENCIA:
Ya en la
adolescencia, empec� a interesarme por el mundo que no vemos y a leer todo lo
que llegaba a mis manos sobre ese tema. Creo que esta b�squeda era debida a que
me resist�a a creer lo que algunos ateos me dijeron alguna vez:...�despu�s de la
muerte, no hay nada, nada, nada!! y ese nada me daba miedo. Pues bien, a mis 24
a�os lleg� a mis manos un libro que me explicaba lo que era el viaje astral y lo
que hab�a que hacer para conseguirlo. los primeros intentos fueron en vano
porque me dorm�a pero una ma�ana de domingo,mi cuerpo estaba muy descansado,
relajado y sin sue�o y esto fu� lo que viv�: ME SENT� COMO UNA BOLA FLOTANDO EN
EL TECHO DE MI CUARTO,NO QUISE MIRAR PARA ABAJO PORQUE SAB�A QUE ME IBA A VER A
MI EN LA CAMA Y ME DABA MIEDO, ESTUVE AS� POCO RATO YA QUE ENSEGUIDA ME VI
RODEADO DE OSCURIDAD,ERA UNA OSCURIDAD DENSA Y YO ME SENT�A COMO UNA BOLA DE
ENERG�A PERDIDA EN ESA INMENSIDAD OSCURA, TEN�A UN POCO DE MIEDO. DE PRONTO
DESDE DETR�S MIO Y POR MI IZQUIERDA APARECI� UN SER EXTRA�O: ERA MUY ALTO, (yo
calculo sobre 2.10) Y DELGADO, VESTIA ROPA NEGRA Y UN GORRO RARO QUE NO RECUERDO
BIEN, IBA SOBRE UNA BICICLETA TAMBIEN NEGRA (tipo holandesa antigua)ESE SER
TENIA LOS DEDOS MUY LARGOS Y HUESUDOS. ME REBASO CON SU BICI POR MI IZQUIERDA Y
CUANDO PASA POR MI LADO ME MIRA Y SE SONRIE ABIERTAMENTE PERO SE REIA DE MI O DE
MI CIRCUNSTANCIA, SE BURLABA. ME REBASO Y DESAPARECIO EN LA MASA OSCURA,
ENSEGUIDA APARECIO DE NUEVO Y POR EL MISMO SITIO POR EL QUE APARECIO LA PRIMERA
VEZ, DE NUEVO SE BURLO PERO ESTA VEZ SE COMUNICO CONMIGO PERO SIN PALABRAS, ME
DIJO QUE ME FUERA HACIA LA LUZ Y AL TIEMPO QUE ME DECIA ESTO, EL FARO DE SU BICI
SE ILUMINO Y LANZO UN RAYO DE LUZ (como una linterna en la oscuridad) ESE RAYO
TERMINABA A LO LEJOS EN UNA BOLA DE LUZ MUY GRANDE, YO ME DESPLACE HACIA ESA LUZ
Y ME SUMERGI EN ELLA, FUE ENTONCES CUANDO ME SENTI EN UN LUGAR MUY BONITO DE
COLINAS SUAVES, PRADO Y ARBOLES DISPERSOS POR TODO EL LUGAR, YO EN ESE MOMENTO
ME SENTIA MUY BIEN,SUPER BIEN, SEGUIA SIENDO DE FORMA REDONDEADA PERO ME PODIA
DESPLAZAR A MI GUSTO DESLIZANDOME COMO A UN METRO DEL SUELO. YO APARECI EN LO
ALTO DE UNA COLINA, MIRE A MI ALREDEDOR Y DIVISE UN ARBOL QUE ESTABA AL PIE DE
LA COLINA QUE YO DOMINABA, ME DESLICE HACIA ESE ARBOL Y AL LLEGAR VI QUE EL
ARBOL TENIA UN COLUMPIO Y UNA NI�A DE UNOS CINCO A�OS�PELO CASTA�O COLUMPIANDOSE
LENTAMENTE,ESA NI�A ME MIRO Y SONRIO PERO SIGUIO EN SU JUEGO,A SU LADO Y SENTADA
SOBRE UN TRONCO HABIA OTRA NI�A, ESTA TENIA SOBRE TRES A�OS ERA RUBIA. LAS DOS
SE LAS VEIA QUE DERROCHABAN FELICIDAD. PUDE VER SUS CARAS PERO ERA COMO SI LE
FALTARAN RASGOS PARA COMPLETAR LA IMAGEN. LA SEGUNDA NI�A TAMBIEN ME SONRIO Y ME
TRANSMITIO MUCHO AMOR, ESAS NI�AS ME AMABAN MUCHO,LA NI�A PEQUE�A TAMBIEN ME
TRANSMITIO QUE ME TENIA QUE VOLVER Y AUNQUE YO SENTIA QUE ME QUERIA QUEDAR UNA
FUERZA SUAVE PERO CONTUNDENTE ME ARRASTRO COLINA ARRIBA, DE PRONTO ME VEO DE
NUEVO EN LA ZONA OSCURA Y RECORDE QUE MI CUERPO ME ESPERABA EN MI CAMA(lo habia
olvidado en el momento de entrar en aquel paisaje ed�nico)ESA MISMA FUERZA SUAVE
QUE ME SACO DE LAS COLINAS ME PUSO DE NUEVO COMO AL PRINCIPIO; FLOTANDO EN EL
TECHO DE MI HABITACION,NOTE CLARAMENTE COMO POCO A POCO MI CUERPO ETEREO DEJABA
DE SER REDONDO PARA TOMAR LA FORMA DE MI CUERPO FISICO Y ENTRE POR MI FRENTE
LENTAMENTE NOTE COMO ENTRABA EN MI CUERPO PASO A PASO INCLUSO NOTE EL MOMENTO EN
QUE EL CUERPO ETEREO ENCAJO EN MI FISICO Y EN ESE PRECISO INSTANTE NOTE LA
PRESION DE LA CAMA SOBRE MI CUERPO.
DEBO DECIR QUE ESAS NI�AS LAS ENCONTRE A�OS DESPUES EN ESTA VIDA, SON MIS HIJAS QUE A MEDIDA QUE IBAN CRECIENDO LAS IBA RECONOCIENDO, ADEMAS CUANDO LAS CONOCI EN AQUEL MUNDO TAMBIEN ME TRANSMITIERON SU PERSONALIDAD Y AQUI SON IGUALES AL CIEN POR CIEN.
�Fue la experiencia dif�cil de expresar en palabras? No
�A la hora de esta experiencia, hubo alg�n evento asociado con una amenaza a la vida? No
�En qu� momento durante la experiencia estuvo usted en el mayor nivel de conciencia o estado de alerta? EN LA ZONA OSCCURA
�C�mo
su mayor nivel de conciencia y estado de alerta durante la experiencia se
compara con su nivel de conciencia y estado de alerta diarios normales?
More consciousness and alertness than normal,
Si su nivel dde
conciencia m�s alto y el estado de alerta durante la experiencia fueron
diferentes de su diario normal, por favor explique:
EN LA ZONA OSCURA ME
SENTIA PERDIDO Y CONSCIENTE DE QUE LO ESTABA PERO EL NIVEL DE CONCIENCIA ERA MAS
ALTO Y CREO QUE ERA PORQUE AHI NO SENTIA LA INFLUENCIA DE LA VIDA FISICA;
PROBLEMAS COTIDIANOS, ETC...
�Difiri�
su visi�n de alguna manera de su visi�n diaria normal?
Yes
SI
LA LUZ ERA MUY CLARA LOS COLORES MAS VIVOS, NITIDOS Y EN DEFINITIVA MAS BONITOS
PORQUE TODO ERA LUZ Y NO DISLUMBRABA
�Difiri� su capacidad auditiva de alguna manera de su capacidad auditiva diaira normal? No
�Experiment� su conciencia una separaci�n del cuerpo? Yes
�Se sinti� usted separado de su cuerpo f�sico? Clearly left the body and existed outside it
�Qu� emociones sinti� durante la experiencia? EN LA ZONA OSCURA UN POCO DE TEMOR PERO NO TERROR Y EN LA LUZ UN BIENESTAR ABSOLUTO, HASTA EL PUNTO DE QUE SE ME OLVIDO DE QUE TENIA QUE VOLVER
�Pas� hacia o a trav�s de un t�nel o encerramiento? No
�Vio una luz? Yes LA LUZ DE LA BICI ME INDICO DONDE ESTABA Y FUE CUANDO LA VI
�Conoci� o vio alg�n otros seres? Yes EN LA ZONA OSCURA UN SER ALTO,DELGADO, FEO Y BURLON, AUNQUE AL FINAL ME AYUDO INDICANDOME EL CAMINO HACIA LA LUZ.
Y EN LAS COLINAS A DOS NI�AS, ELLAS PARECIA QUE ME CONOCIAN A MI Y ME TRANSMITIERON SU PERSONALIDAD Y DESPUES LA PEQUE�A ME DIJO QUE ME TENIA QUE MARCHAR
�Experiment� el repaso de eventos del pasado de su vida?` No
�Observ� u oy� algo relativo a personas o eventos durante su experiencia que pudiera ser verificado posteriormente? Yes A�OS DESPUES ME CASE Y TUVE DOS HIJAS Y A MEDIDA QUE CRECIAN Y DESARROLLABAN SU PERSONALIDAD ME DABA CUENTA DE QUE ERAN ELLAS LAS QUE ESTABAN EN AQUEL PARAISO
�Vio o visit� alg�n sitio bello o de alguna manera peculiar, niveles o dimensiones? Yes CUANDO ME SUMERGI EN AQUELLA BOLA DE LUZ, ENTRE EN UN BELLO PAISAJE NATURAL DONDE LA LUZ DE LOS COLORES ERA MAS NITIDA
�Tuvo alguna sensaci�n de alteraci�n del espacio o el tiempo? No
�Tuvo la sensaci�n de comprender un conocimiento especial, orden universal y/o prop�sito? No
�Alcanz� un lindero o limitante de una estructura f�sica? No
�Estuvo desde entonces con la percepci�n de eventos futuros? Yes TENGO A VECES SUE�OS PREMONITORIOS
�Tuvo usted a partir de la experiencia alg�n don ps�quico, paranormal u otro que no ten�a antes de ella? Uncertain ES COMO SI HUBIERA DESARROLLADO MAS LA INTUICION
�Ha compartido esta experiencia con otros? Yes CUANDO MIS HIJAS TENIAN UNA EDAD ADECUADA SE LO CONTE Y LAS DOS SE EMOCIONARON MUCHO
�Ten�a usted alg�n conocimiento de experiencias cercanas a la muerte (ECM) anteriormente a su experiencia? No
�C�mo vio la realidad de su experiencia poco tiempo (d�as a semanas) despu�s de que sucedi� (escoja la mejor respuesta): Experience was definitely real COMO EN LOS PRIMEROS INTENTOS ME DORMIA Y SIMPLEMENTE SO�ABA, EN EL PRIMER MOMENTO DUDABA SI LO MIO ERA UN SUE�O MAS O HABIA SIDO REAL POR ESO ME FUI AL ESPEJO A MIRARME LA CARA Y NO ERA PRECISAMENTE LA CARA DE ALGUIEN QUE ACABA DE DESPERTAR Y CUANDO RECONOCI A MIS HIJAS COMO AQUELLAS NI�AS QUE CONOCI EN AQUEL MUNDO ANTES DE QUE NACIERAN, ES CUANDO YA COMPROVE QUE TODO AQUELLO HABIA SIDO REAL.
�C�mo ve actualmente la realidad de su experiencia (escoja la mejor respuesta): Experience was definitely real LO SIGO VIENDO IGUAL DE REAL Y LO LLEVO DESDE ENTONCES COMO UN RECUERDO VIVO
�Han cambiado sus relaciones espec�ficamente como resultado de su experiencia? No
�Han cambiado sus creencias/pr�cticas religiosas espec�ficamente como resultado de su experiencia? No
�Despu�s de su experiencia ha tenido algunos otros eventos en su vida, medicamentos o substancias, que le reprodujeron alguna parte de la experiencia? Yes AL CABO DE UN TIEMPO LO VOLVI A INTENTAR EN EL MISMO SITIO Y CON CIRCUNSTANCIAS PARECIDAS, PERO CUANDO ESTABA EN EL TECHO DE MI HABITACION DE NUEVO, ESTA VEZ SI QUE MIRE A MI CUERPO COMO MUERTO SOBRE MI CAMA, ME ASUSTE Y UNA FUERZA MUY VIOLENTA ME RETORNO MUY DEPRISA AL CUERPO, ME LEVANTE DE LA CAMA CON EL CORAZON A CIEN Y ME ENCONTRABA MUY MAREADO Y CON VOMITOS
�Hay alguna otra cosa que quisiera a�adir acerca de la experiencia? 45. Hay alguna otra cosa que quisiera a�adir acerca de la experiencia? QUE AUNQUE SE PERFECTAMENTE QUE LO QUE YO VIVI NO ERA UNA ECM SI ME HE ANIMADO A CONTARLO AQUI POR LAS SIMILITUDES QUE ENCUENTRO ENTRE LO QUE YO EXPERIMENTE Y LAS ECM QUE HE LEIDO EN ESTA WEB
�Las preguntas formuladas y la informaci�n suministrada por usted describieron en forma precisa y comprensiva su experiencia? Yes ES NI MAS NI MENOS LO QUE VIVI Y QUEDA EXPLICADO