Tom S's Experience
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Experience description:
The day of Oct. 29 2003 was an
exceptionally emotional one. I guess the full implications of a "psychic"
Universe in which ANYTHING is possible were very visceral and overwhelming on
that day. By following that truth out one realizes that the world, Universe as
one knows it could dissolve and disappear to be replaced by something else at
any time. This realization was very visceral and powerfully disturbing on this
day.
Fortunately my wife was there to talk me down. She was like the Buddha giving
me step by step instructions on what to do to stay grounded and not go over the
brink. I also called out for God and or the angels to help me through this. That night
I went to bed probably around 11:00 PM. Sometime later I woke up to a most
unusual energy. I was lying on my left side facing my wife and it seemed that
my being was vibrating almost like a bowl of Jell-O. Like my boundaries were
shifting several inches in all directions. It was a warm, low frequency
vibration. Not unpleasant. Now this
could not have been my "physical body" since that type of motion would have
shook the bed and awakened my wife but it was definitely happening. I opened my
eyes and was just lying there very still, feeling this, wondering what was going
on, when I suddenly felt two hands on my right shoulder push my physical body
down harder into the mattress. This was undeniably my body being pushed down
like someone was leaning straight armed against me and putting his/her weight on
me with a quick motion. Coincident
to the touch of those 2 hands a powerful pulse of of the same energy I had
awakened to coursed through me. It was
over like that. When I
turned I saw nothing. I immediately woke my wife and told her what happened. I was
definitely awake. My physical body was definitely interacting with this "angel"
or whatever you wish to call it. My
reaction to the incident is that I found it reassuring. The
incident fits in with experiences others have had as far as physical
interactions with unseen beings though is modest in comparison to some. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience? No This
period was definitly different then any time in my life before that or since.
I believe
this may be correlated with the extreme sunspot activity of the time which seems
to have been bathing the earth in spirtual as well as electromagnetic energy.
I had a period of spiritual growth or realization about 10 years ago (all
Consciousness is One) and consider this event to be part of a second period of
spiritual growth that occurred between Aug 17 and Nov 15 2003.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Normal waking.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
Nothing extreme just wondering
what was going on.
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
No.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures? No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings? Yes
The physical interaction as
described. No indications of the specific personal identity of the "being".
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
NoDid
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes
Normal.
Did you have any sense of
altered space or time? No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Not this incident. The knowing
occurred 10 years ago.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Uncertain
There were alot of strange
things going on during the period of Aug. 17 thru Nov. 15 2003. I'd wake up with
very strong messages or impressions in my mind some of which made sense and some
which didn't. I may have had a brief OBE along with waking to the definite
feeling and sound of a propeller turning slowly in my head. One night I
awakened and for a few seconds seemed to be in two places at once.
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
Now believe we have much more
control of things then I once thought.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? Where as
before I had a kind of intellectual knowing I now have a strong desire to have
more spirtual experiences, associate with people with similar knowledge, develop
any abilities that may be possible, and act spiritually (unconditonal love, no
judgments) on a daily basis.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Where as before I had a kind of
intellectual knowing I now have a strong desire to have more spirtual
experiences, associate with people with similar knowledge, develop any abilities
that may be possible, and act spiritually (unconditonal love, no judgments) on a
daily basis.
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
I think most find it comforting
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
I was somewhat awestruck that such
a thing could actually happen. It proves that anything is possible!
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
The fear of the day before was the
worst thing. The reassurance bought on by the experience the best.
Is there anything else you
would like to add concerning the experience?
If we understand that every
"thing" is actually energy then the fact that a being could show up in my room
at night and adjust it's energy field to interact with the energy field that is
my body makes sense.
Following the experience, have
you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which
reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
Since this incident I have at
times spontaneously felt the same energy at low levels during the night.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes