Tim J's Experience
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Experience description:
I will
do my first. i was very tired and I laid down on the couch. I felt my self
falling asleep too fast and stopped myself the first time. The next time, "POP",
I watched a friend trying to wake me, I was really freaked out but quickly
realized what had happened. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience: No Was the
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
What was it about the
experience that makes it hard to communicate?
I can never find the line that brings me back quickly, I get paranoid about
being away too long so I usually end it quickly. I am working on that "line" so
I can stay out longer. Swimming in air is the easiest way to put it for now
because I still think my body is connected. It excites me but scares me too. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Sleeping.....for now. Was the
experience dream like in any way?
I'm a lucid dreamer so it was not dreamlike the first time. It was out of my
control or at least, that was my original take. Now, I have better control but
it is still spontaneous. Did you
experience a separation of consciousness from your body?
Yes Describe
your appearance or form apart from your body:
There was no appearance, I could not see my consciousness or any type of body
attached to it. Maybe this is why swimming is so difficult. What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Excitement and fear. I know it's a SOBE but I hardly know the rules for time
out, whether my body has a "vacancy", If death is certain with too much time
out. At the same time, I do like to push my limits.
Describe:
But I am curious if you can meet others having one simultaneously in the same
room. Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
No
Describe:
I did learn that science does not have all of the answers yet. Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Describe:
Time seems to fluctuate, sometimes it seems quicker, and sometimes slower. Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Describe:
It did make me more comfortable with Life/death Did you
reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
Describe:
I always scare myself back, this is my boundary Did you
become aware of future events?
No Were you
involved in or aware of a decision to return to the body?
Yes
Describe:
The excitement turns to fear and fear makes me try to get back. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you
did not have prior to the experience?
No
Describe:
I have good hunches Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? None Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
I might bring it up and feel it out as a topic for discussion. What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
The usual What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The best is learning to control it and the worst is my fear and need to have my
body. Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I would like nonreligious guidance for controlling them so they are not
spontaneous or necessarily while sleeping. Has your
life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No