Tijo M's Experience
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Experience description:
I was sitting on chair in my home. I was about to go to bath. Suddenly I
feel that I am going to die. At that moment I left my body. I don't even got a
time to think. That experience I can't describe in words.
I existed in some other dimension.
But there was no Tijo. Nothing but not nothingness.
Its very hard to communicate.
But I can even today feel that. For a time of 10 to 15 seconds I think it
continued. I was not aware of the time. But somewhere a thought came I am going
to die I came back to the body. But after that event my life changed a lot. My
view of the world has changed a lot. The meaning of the spiritual texts seems to
have a different meaning rather than what I was taught.
After this event I was not able to sleep for 4 to 5 days.
I was filled with an energy. The important thing that happened was I
became witness for my mind my
emotions and for my dreams my sleep. If I have a dream I won't be a part
of that . I will just be an witness to the dreams and sleep.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
Yes
It's beyond words. For example how can a
man having eyes makes understand a man without eyes about light
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? Same all the time
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
There existed only pure consciousness and
awareness only.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
My vision to the life completely changed. I was purely a materialistic religious
person before. But after that I
understood my whole as conscious awareness
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Normal
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
No emotions
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly
light?
No
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
No
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
No
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or
lost all meaning
There was no time
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself or others
After this event my vision of the world
completely changed
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
Yes
Because if am pure conscious awareness at
that time the same will happen to me at the time of death.
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
Yes
because which I am was one without 2.
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
Yes
There was nothing only pure conscious
awareness of myself. Then why should I superimpose this filthy flesh with a lot
of hard ships to maintain this. But it was my mistake to aware of the body
instead of being self aware.
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
Yes
There was nothing only pure conscious awareness of myself. Then why should
I superimpose this filthy flesh with a lot of hard ships to maintain this. But
it was my mistake to aware of the body instead of being self aware.
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
Yes
No use of earthly awareness.
because there is no life it's just awareness. If we are aware of self we
will be in that. If we like to be aware of the body it will be like that. It's
our emotions and passions that determines including breathing.
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was entirely not consistent with the
beliefs you had at the time of your experience
I was a Christian I shouldn't have such beliefs. But what happened to me
was never ever taught to me or even heard by me.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience.
because each and every moment that event follows me from the date of
happening.
Discuss any changes
that might have occurred in your life after your experience:
It was a total change that my parents my brother my
friends everyone recognized and on hearing what I taught they thought I was gone
mad. Previously I drink but after this event never.
And lot of changes.
My
experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes
My view over religion god soul ethics even the life has been changed to
another way. My parents and brother no that very well because they were with me
for that time being and after that also
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
I soon shared this with my mother
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
because I experienced the life in real
sense
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
It was real because even during my dreams
and sleep I became a witness only due this happening
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I won't feel passions and moreover emotions. It
happens but it doesn't touch me
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I was born Christian but now I am self aware.
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?
It should happen to everyone.
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Almost all the questions goes through the
point.
Are there any other questions that
we could ask to help you communicate your experience?
Seems no