Tia B's Experience
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Experience description:
1950-52. I
would leave my body, and could see my crib and my mother. I would fly about the
apartment and go outside and around the building, then return to my body when
the abuse ended each time. 1983 Due
to work schedule and a lack of funds I couldn't attend a Young Peoples
Conference in Lake Whitney, Texas, so I lay on my bed and attended the
conference out of body. I saw the other conference attendants, visited the
buildings where the conference was held and returned to my body in Fort Worth,
Texas. A friend later asked where I had gone. She had seen me at the
conference in the dining lodge and then couldn't find me again. 1993 I
had bronchitis and could not attend my mothers funeral in Duluth, Minnesota, so
I lay on my bed, and attended the funeral out of body. After viewing my mother
in her coffin I returned to my body in Cresson, Texas. I spoke to 2 of my
sisters on the phone after the burial and was able to describe to them, the
coffin, what mother wore and how she looked, to their astonishment.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
Uncertain
I
don't think the abuse as a child was life threatening.
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
conscious and alert the entire time.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I
felt as though my body was with me on my trips.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I was calm and
felt in control.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Nothing
unusual, just the usual sounds of each experience and environment.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes
Each
place I visited was a place I was familiar with.
Did
you see a light?
Yes, but not
"a" light, just the normal light for the places I visited.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes, the people
who were at the places I visited.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
As I
previously described, I visited my apartment building inside and out. I visited
the conference and saw all the people who attended it. I visited my mothers
funeral and saw all the people in attendance and my mother in her coffin.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes
The
woman named Jane who saw me at the conference. My sisters verified what my
mother wore and the particular way her mouth was protruding in death.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes,
Everything seemed very normal. Smells, sounds, colors, lights.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It hasn't
affected much since I didn't know it was not just something I can do, naturally.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
My
friend Jane was surprised. My sisters were astounded. Certain people, councilors
and friends tried to explain away the escape from abuse as imagination.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
I felt
tremendous relief to escape the abuse. I felt good having attended the
conference. I felt satisfied that I didn't have to miss my mothers funeral.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
As an adult I
had been told to be careful that I didn't get stuck in the out of body state, so
I had some fear that I might lose my focus.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes,
Just memories, recollections.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain
Since
I tried to describe 3 separate experiences, I hope it was comprehensive.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
For
people with multiple experiences like me, it would be helpful to have
instructions about how to relate them to better clarify the separate
experiences, without having to revisit the form repeatedly.