Thulasizwe T's Experience
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Experience description:
I was napping in the
morning after having woken up but without getting out of bed. The previous day I
had read the book "Conversations with God" by Neale Donald Walsh discussing the
possibility of being in two places at once by dividing your body. By nature I do
not believe in impossibility of anything. I therefore was curious about this
possibility. While dreaming half awake and half asleep I found my self flying
over the Indian ocean going to Australia, the curious thing about this
particular dream is that it felt live and the time was about 9 AM. Another thing
is I felt connected with All Things which I believe was arranged for me by God.
While flying over the Indian ocean, I could see the coastline of Australia after
a while. Then I saw a military vehicle moving about the coastline with one set
of wheels immersed in the water and the other on land. I then saw a mountain
that is typical of Australia with reddish soil. I then willed to see the signs
on this mountain after myself and my brother discovered that there are signs on
everything none man made that are what can be described as snapshots of things
happening in the past, present and future.
I then focused on this
mountain to see these signs but instead my self and my sight got squeezed into a
crack on this mountain. Thereafter I found myself inside the earth in the hallow
part of it that has no mountain or sunlight but is twilight and flat. Upon
arrival I found a man who looked Caucasian standing between four black granite
stones with the one on his left hand blood stained on top of it as if he was
sacrificing someone or something. I then willed to divide my body into this
place. I then felt my soul forcing its way from my body which felt like
something that is quite hard to describe except by the word "force". Thereafter
as my body was in the process of dividing and materializing in this hallow
earth, I decided the experience might not be pleasant seeing the man in a
strange act and therefore willed for the process to stop while at the same time
asking this man what he was doing. He looked up at me as I was hovering on top
of him as someone who heard me. I then decided to snap out of the nap before he
could answer and that was its end.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was fully aware of
everything that is.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
It was half of a dream
and lucid to not so great an extant seeing that I did not make the effort to
focus on what I was seeing to make it more clear.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain I
stopped the process half way but I did experience my soul moving.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Ecstasy and
completeness.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain I saw a
Caucasian man in the hallow part of the earth of which I did not expect to see
him there. I had the feeling it was Patheus from days of old.
Did you see a
light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes The military
car moving along the coastline.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes They
were all combined and working as one.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes The space felt
connected and time was still.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I reached a
mountain wall and passed through its crack.
Did you become
aware of future events?
No
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I did realize
that death is feared for no reason for it is not painful in any way.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? I
do not notice anything different apart from the fact that I did
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Some of them found it hard to believe but the ones I told immediately
after just said I nearly died.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Oneness with all things.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The
best part was feeling complete and the worst could be said to be seeing this
being in an act which indicates sacrificing something.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
this will be all.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes