Theodor G's Experience
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Experience description:
I am
always paralyzed when this happens, and I always go through a state where I feel
a very strange tingling sensation all over my body. Sometimes I am not in
control and get scared, but if I remain calm, I go with the flow and even even
take control. Then I can rise up from the bed, knowing that I actually remain
lying in bed. Most of the time this happens if I start waking up during the
night, but sometimes this can happen when I am about to fall asleep. Most of
the time I can even hear my own breathing or even snoring during the whole
experience. When I
rise up it is often very hard, as If I am struggling, and sometime it is better
for me to roll over onto the floor (still lying in bed). Sometimes though, I
simply float up and drift away from the bed.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Actually, I have found out that all substances make the likelihood of this
happening less.
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
It is
like telling about religious experiences or meeting ghosts and stuff like that.
It is very hard for people that have not had the experience to understand and
appreciate. Also when telling some people they get excited and start taking
part and telling stories of their own, about mediums, ghosts, dreaming of events
in the future and so on.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Most
of the time semiconscious, drifting on the boundary of dreaming. Most of the
time well aware that I am in bed.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
Yes. Drifting
in and out of dreaming. Very strong sensation of being out of the body.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Very various.
Sometimes very frightening. Sometimes an adventure. Often even pleasurable.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No, except my
own breathing.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain
I
have often met people and have realized that they are a dream. I have even had
discussions with them and told them that they do not exist. They often argue
with me and deny not being real. I sometimes stress my point by walking through
them.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I
have done experiments like that, but have never been able to prove anything to
my self.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
It
feels like being out of the body moving around and even talking to people, but I
sight is very different. What I see is not seen by my eyes. The light is like
dusk, and has no source. Objects are unclear.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes
Sometimes I sense walls and floors. When floating I bounce very softly from
walls as if I were a helium balloon or something similar. At other times walls
and floors are no hindrance.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It has had no
such effect. I think this is a normal part of sleeping. The difference being
the fact that you are conscious during sleep.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
Very
different. Some become envious. Others look indifferent, as if they don't
believe what I am saying. Others start telling ghost stories, stories of
meetings with mediums, stories of dreaming about future events, and things like
that. Sometimes I even hear stories of obe�s that sound nothing like my
experiences.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
Amazed!
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
Being
weightless, and even mass less. Extreme terror.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes