Terri M's
Experience
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Experience description:
The
out of body
thing has happen twice to me in the past 6 months. I am always trying to
go to sleep when it happens, kinda in the between state of being asleep and
awake.
The first time
it happen I was laying in my bed and all of a sudden it was like a force pulling
me from my body, like a magnet to an icebox. I felt my heart stop. That's
the only way I can explain it. I was floating above my body, I could see myself
and my son and his daddy laying beside me. I could see everything plainly in my
bedroom. I remember saying, "oh crap, Art (kids daddy) is going to wake up to a
corpse." I turned around and in the corner of my bedroom near the ceiling
was a bright light. Bright, Bright. I then said, "Jesus I don't want to
die." All of a sudden once again like a swoosh, magnet to an icebox I was
back in my body and I woke up gasping for air. I felt no fear, which is weird
cause I have a case of bad nerves and panic attacks sometimes.
The last time
this happen is a few weeks ago. I was lying on the sofa, and I was trying to go
to sleep again, I got a funny feeling in my stomach. The only way I can
describe it is this - It felt like the hand of God reached in and pulled my soul
out. This time was different completely!! I was being pulled upwards, at the
speed of light. I could feel like wind blowing strongly. I couldn't see what was
around me at all. I couldn't even open my mouth to speak. I just kept
going up and up. I knew what was happening. It was peaceful in a way.
Since I couldn't speak I thought my words in my head...Jesus...then I said,
"This is going to hurt my mother." Then it was like I was released as I
fell down I went back into my body fast. I woke up gasping for air.
The other night
I felt that same feeling in my stomach and I made myself sit up.
didn't want it to happen again. I can't tell if this was a dream or not, but
personally I don't think so. I have never talked to anyone who has had this
happen before.
Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
between being asleep and awake. I could still hear the TV when this
experience first started
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
I don't know.
But not really, Hard to explain
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
first
time I felt a pull, like an magnet from a icebox...only way I can explain it.
swoosh...hard pull...second time same
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
peace...but I
didn't want to leave and go to heaven. Didn't want to leave my kids etc.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
wind, a lot of
wind. that was the second time. and the sound of my heart slowing and stopping.
the first time I was floating above my body I heard everything from kids daddy
snoring to the TV.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain
Did
you see a light?
Yes,
very
bright and peaceful and I knew I was suppose to go to it, this was the first
time this happen.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
when
I was floating above my body the first time, when I was awoke afterwards,
everyone was laying the exact same way on the bed.
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes
seen
things in color, I was at peace, no nerves acting up/when i was being pulled
upwards the second time, I couldn't speak, I think cause the wind was to strong,
think its called a g force or something like that. so i thought words instead of
speaking them. You also can hear.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
Yes
I
knew what was happening and that I left my body. and I knew God was there.
Didn't see him, but felt his presence. And I knew what the light was for.
I was afraid if I went to it I couldn't return. I was the same there as here.
Same personality...same person...just it was so peaceful.
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes
i
have always seen things. since I was a child. not all the time. I have heard
spirits and even had dreams of warnings. like when my house burned down. I
dreamed it about a week before it happen. God was warning me. I have seen
spirits, ghosts whatever you want to call them. My mama said i have a gift..i
dunno. it doesn't happen often .Also runs in my family, dreams, ghosts
etc.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
kinda.
Just know how it feels to die now is all.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
i have grown up
in a strong God loving family. Now i know death is like passing from one room to
the next.. hard to explain
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
i
have always believed in things like this.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
my
mama it didn't surprise. I have always had weird things happen to me. My aunt
believes me too. and kids daddy thinks i am nuts haha..who cares...
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
happiness,
afraid, peace. confusing
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
best....knowing
how it feels ..worst...the fear of not being able to return to my body
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Uncertain
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes