Terrance
B's Experience
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Experience description:
Hi I would like to share
with you an experience I had back in 1974. Like any other night I went to bed
and fell into a deep sleep, this sleep wasn�t like any other I have ever
experienced. I had a falling dream however I fell into a large room with marble
Column yellow and orange with blue grain running through it, standing next to
them were human figures that was wearing off white robes and at the end of this
room was a man sitting at a large marble table that had carvings around the
edges, this man had white hair with a golden tinge, he has ice blue eyes and
his skin was of a pink and blue translucent delicate texture. As I stood in front of
this man he asked me, "What have you done with your life?" I didn�t reply to his
question. He asked me a second time, "What have you done with your life?"
Still I said nothing. Then he said, "I�ll show you." He raised
his hand then all of a sudden my whole life passed before my eyes as if I was
looking at myself from a second floor apartment down on to the car park below,
from this prospective I saw my whole life in an instant . Again this man asked,
"What have you done with your life?" Still I didn�t answer him. Then he said, "Now what do
you think of death?" As soon as he said that I awoken with a heavy punch like
feeling in my chest, I was wet with sweat and I felt very cold all over. During
this experience I was never frighten nor did I feel judged. The sudden reality
of waking up was more disturbing. This experience was as
real as life itself one I�ll never forget. I was living in a town called
Cleveleys near Blackpool in England, I have since returned to Perth Western
Australia. This experience changed my life, within months my marriage fell apart
and I returned to Australia. Strange thing since then things have happened in my
life that I saw coming as if I was shown it all before it really did happen but
I never knew till the moment it happened it�s as if my life has been played out
and I�m just going along for the ride. Thank you for taking the time to read
this as I have only talked about it to those who are close to me. This
experience has made me a more spiritual and loving person. Reflecting
back since my experience, my whole life has been a rocky road. I have been
divorced twice, I have raised two children as a single parent
struggled to make the mortgage like most and I was married a second time to
a women with three children one we had of our own giving the total of six.
Seven years ago we divorced and she took half of the house I had before I
married her and left me with a large debt, today I own a beautiful 4 bedroom
home with all the modern features debt free, and run my own small computer
business.
What I am saying is not about
what I have, it�s about having faith and welcome new opportunities as it�s
our own negativities that stops personal growth. My faith is not to worry
about what could happen but what can I do to make it happen. Since my
experience it�s like I have been dropped in the middle of an intersection
i.e. crossroads and I have to make a choice what direction I�m going to take
and it�s this choice that will decide the outcome to the question. What have
I done with my life?