TCWN Pre-Birth
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Experience description:

I remember... I remember standing next to a gentleman. Emotionless almost. We watched people from above. I remember asking questions about them and why I was given the ability to choose. I got to watch a quick glimpse of how life would be with each of the individuals. The moment I picked the people I was intrigued by that when I felt it... I felt emotions.... Happy, anxious, sad, and well ready honestly. I was excited to start this experience with these strangers. It felt right. Oddly enough.. I forget about this experience until I pray. Then I have a flashback. Almost as if it’s some kind of reminder that I am where I’m supposed to be and funny enough I’m exactly where I wanted to be. Sadly I haven’t shared this story with ANYONE... I’ve always been so afraid of judgment or whatever could come of it. Didn’t want to be called crazy, sick, a liar, or whatever people would’ve thrown at me. So I’ve hid this experience for my entire 24 years on Earth. I was looking up names for my new puppy (the cutest little blue Merle Aussie) and well I started searching what the names meant. Then I searched what my first name meant. Then both of my middle names along with my last. Come to find out my full name means 'trust in the desire to be pious'. Grew up in a very loving Christian home. My birthday is only July 17th. After reading into this  fascinating discovery I read that it refers to 'the spiritual perfection in the first place'. I then remembered my Life Before Birth experience again. This time hitting me harder and more emotionally than I have experienced. I was full of happy/scared emotions. Thinking to myself 'am I crazy' so I jumped on Google searching to see if anyone else had ever had a similar experience. After finding this website and all the stories my body was covered in goose bumps. I was relieved to know I in fact.. NOT CRAZY haha. Then I got worried because I started to wonder 'why me?' and 'why do I remember this and why don’t I remember more!?'

I have a tendency to ramble so my apologies. I just find this absolutely fascinating yet so unfortunate that I’ve waited this long to look for others or share my story.

To all of those that may read this.... GOD BLESS YOU AND ALL OF YOUR LOVED ONES! May we all understand what and why one of these day

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No Response        

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    100%

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  100% real and vivid

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          None at first and then all of them at the end.

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         I remember talking to the gentleman. But I can’t remember a voice. Almost as if we just knew what we saying without using words!

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    I seen a few people. Who I was choosing to go with. 

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           Yes    No. I just knew it was almost like watching from above. Watching these individuals live basically and I was observing so I could pick my family.

 Did you become aware of future events?      Yes    Fairly accurate. I remember knowing I was going to enter a life of ups and downs. A life to start poor and hard but end wealthy and happy. (Wealth not being money but more knowledge on knowing the meaning of true wealth. Such as love and bonding with family )

 Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          Yes    Yes I was given a preview and knew where I was going. Without truly knowing much detail. Just knowing the basic obstacles and adventures ahead.

 Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     No     

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   As I have the random 'flashbacks' which is the same story I remember over and over again. Every time is like a wake up call. Like for me to push harder or keep going. Or in some cases to love and not fight with family/friends.

 Have you shared this experience with others?       No         

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Growth and selflessness

 What was the best and worst part of your experience?          Best was knowing I had a choice and I wouldn’t change it. Worst would be not knowing why I’m able to remember.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No