Tatiana C's Experiences
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Experience description:
I was in
my bed. When I looked, he was standing next to my bed. I asked him if he was
alright. He told me "Yes", without speaking. I asked him if I could hold him. If
that was possible. He say I could. I got up and gave him a hug. Than I cried. I
wasn't afraid or sad. I just missed him so much. The hug lasted about 10/15
seconds. Than I saw him vanishing, gradually. The next
day I told my mother. She said that that day was his death's anniversary. He had
died three years ago. About the
astral travel: No. I was meditating. About the
astral travel: Yes
Did you
see a light? Yes
Describe:
Yes. In different experiences. I didn't know them and and they didn't
communicate. I just saw them walking around in my house Did you
meet or see any other beings other than the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
Yes. In different experiences. I didn't know them and and they didn't
communicate. I just saw them walking around in my house Did you
experience a review of past events in your life?
Yes
Describe:
While meditating, when I saw London's great fire I thought it was related to my
past lives. I has other similar experiences Did you
observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that
could be verified later?
Yes
Describe:
London's Great Fire: I aw medieval London with all the details. Did you
see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions? Yes
Describe:
2: London,
England. Great Fire, 1666 3: Paris.
Gardens and palaces from the 12th century (more or less) Did you
have any sense of altered space or time?
No response Did you
have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Describe:
I know many thing about life after death. About past lives, astral travel... I
know them due to my experience
Describe:
Only when I read the Tarot Cards, or the Belline's Oracle. Or during dreams. Did you
have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No Has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices etc.?
Career choices? It didn't.
I always believed. That was just a confirmation. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes
Describe:
They believed me. Yes, they were influenced. The started thinking about the
theme.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of
your experience? No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did you sense an awareness
or presence of the deceased without actually seeing, hearing, feeling or
smelling them ? Yes
Describe:
I could sense someone was standing. trough my skin and due to my heart beats
Did you hear the deceased
or hear something associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
I heard that he was alright. He told me not to be afraid. He just wanted to say
goodbye.
Did the voice or
sound seem to originate externally, or outside of you, inside of you, or did you
not hear a voice or sound but had a knowing of what was communicated?
knew what was communicated but I didn't hear any voice
Is there any
possibility that what you heard was from any other source in the surroundings at
the time of your experience?
I knew. I didn't hear a voice
Did you feel a touch or
experience any physical contact from the deceased?
Yes
Where and how were
you touched? I gave him a
hug. A very strong hug.
Was the touch
familiar? familiar. Like
he always did.
Was anything
communicated by the touch?
Yes. Love and a certain sadness. He missed me. I missed him too.
Is there any
possibility what you felt was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No
Did you see the deceased?
Yes
Describe the
appearance of the deceased:
He looked good. Calm. Peaceful. He had no difference from his appearance when
alive.
How clearly did the
deceased appear? Solid.
Real. Alive.
How much of the
deceased did you see? The
whole Body. He stood up beside my bed.
Did the deceased
appear or not appear to be the age at which they died?
He appeared the age at which hi died but looked better. He died with brain
cancer. At the time of his death he was very sick. When he appeared, looked
healthy.
How healthy did the
deceased appear to be? as
answered above.
Is there any
possibility what you saw was from any other source present in your surroundings
at the time of your experience?
No
Did you smell a distinct
smell, fragrance or odor associated with the deceased?
Yes
Describe:
flowers
Was the smell,
scent, fragrance or odor familiar?
no. But was very good.
Was anything
communicated by the smell?
Calm. Love.
Is there any
possibility the smell, scent, fragrance or odor was from any other source
present in your surroundings at the time of your experience?
No
How long did the
experience last? About 5/7
minutes.
Was the beginning and end
of the experience gradual or more sudden?
The beginning was sudden. When I looked he was there. The end was gradual. The
image was slowly vanishing.
Could you sense the
emotions or mood of the deceased?
He was very good and he wanted to tell me everything was fine. He was worried
about me. Bu he always showed a tender smile on his face.
Describe:
He was very good and he wanted to tell me everything was fine. He was worried
about me. Bu he always showed a tender smile on his face.
Did the deceased give you
information you did not previously know?
He just told me he was alright.
How do you currently view
the reality of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
Describe in detail your
feelings/emotions during the experience:
I missed him very much so I cried. But I was happy to see him and glad to know
he was alright.
Did the experience give
you any spiritual understandings such as life, death, afterlife, God, etc.?
Yes
Describe:
I always believe in life after death. I had some previous experiences. But that
one was the most powerful because I could touch him and because he was a person
I loved.
Have you ever made a death compact? Yes
Describe:
Made it with my mother who is still alive. Not with my uncle.
Did you ever in your life have a near-death
experience, out of body experience or other spiritual event?
Uncertain
Describe: I
believed I had some Astral Travel while meditating. I saw thing I didn't knew.
And other places. I saw London's Great Fire in 1666 - I'm Portuguese. I didn't
know anything about that fire, for example.
Was the experience dream
like in any way?
Uncertain
Describe:
About the deceased: Uncertain because I was in my bed. But I was awake and the
experience was real.
Did you experience a separation of consciousness from
your body? No response
Describe:
About the deceased: No
1: Ireland. A prostitutes house in the middle age. I was a man
Did you become aware of
future events? Yes
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience formally or informally with any other researcher or web site?
No
What emotions/feelings did you experience following your experience?
Calm. Relaxed. Quiet. I felt good. Really good.
What was
the best and worst part of your experience?
The whole experience was good.
Did the questions asked and information you provided
accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes