Sylvia R Experience
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Experience description:
I had a memory of being in another place right before I was born.
The memory is as follows – The place was dark but with many light orbs. Looked
like a galaxy (space), or in-between. I ‘felt’ like floating, and the lights
where now I believe of bright yellows, little blue and purples orbs. I could not
discern what I was at that moment. But later analyzed it to be not what I am
here today. So, I felt I was a bulb of light, a soul, waiting for instructions
decided and agreed with me and others – to enter this life, through my now
mother’s womb. The memory of that instant in that place was vivid. Then, I also
noticed in the ‘waiting’, that in addition to the small lights, there were some
beings surrounding me. They appeared to be ‘tall’ (or bigger than me) and made
of light too, slightly shaped in crown and torso, but no other physical
features. Later in life, I had the ‘feeling’ they were not human, nor angels
with wings, nor anything I can recognize in Earth form, but felt, at that
instant, as ‘wiser’ loving beings. And they were there with me keeping me
company, in the process.
Next thing was the memory of quickly being ‘interjected’ into my mother’s womb
from that place that was not Earth. I remember ‘seeing’ from inside my mother’s
womb, now reds, orange colors later in life I perceived. Probably the light of
the Sun passing through my mother’s belly. I can’t say I opened my eyes, or if I
had eyes already formed. This memory felt as if it was in an instant. I went
from that place to my mother’s womb, and before being born.
How did I remember?
About the timeframe of a toddler, I then have the memory of being in a stroller,
then I looked up and the Sun light was so bright it almost bothered me. As a
child I closed my eyes, and in that moment, it was like I was discerning the
light of Earth and looking for something better and all I could remember was
another place of light that was nice (it had light beings but not bothering my
‘eyes’), then is when that memory of before being born came through me like a
flash. As a child it startled me a little bit, but being so young you have no
clue and keep getting distracted. But for some reason I kept reviving that
memory because there was a reason not to forget it. And years after I got a bit
more detail of that moment.
Right before coming into my mother’s womb my soul interjected a message, for
myself. Like a trick I wanted to try (which led me believe later – was not the
first time I came through Earth). I told myself a message “As you look up for
answers in the skies. Remember, where you came from.” This message was
constructed as my early years went by, like I was forced to have amnesia and
fighting with not forgetting the experience. I was supposed to remember
something, and it was from that place with light beings but … what was it? a
phrase, a sentence …? I was able to compose it by around 5 years of age. This is
the reason why I still remember this experience. I made myself try not to
forget.
In life, I have been distracted by many trials. There was a decade or two after
I forgot most of the phrase. But then as I learned about love and peace, I was
able to reconstruct it again. I had no recollection of having a near death
experience, but that experience, in addition to three more of brief meetings
with the beings, that came though while in deep sleep state, lead me to believe
we can all go to the other side when there are certain conditions, and there is
no need for dying or psychedelics. Maybe in an Earth’s future of more
spiritually developed human beings, we all be able to travel along the veil
seamlessly.
I have no supernatural skills, and distractions are too often for me to focus
and try to 'travel' again, but the peace and love feeling awaiting in that place
(home) is worth sharing others who loose hope with the tribulations of life on
Earth journey.
At the time
of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
Uncertain
See below.
Was the experience
difficult to express in words?
Uncertain
I cant describe well the beings I saw
there. They felt good energy, but for some reason I cannot say they were humans,
aliens, angels ...
At what time during the
experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness? There
was no time perception.
How did your highest level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
everyday consciousness and alertness?
Normal
consciousness and alertness
The remembrance of the experience has led
to elevate my alertness. Since I know that place is Truth and this is not, I
know my alertness may not decrease. However trials of life and ego fights keep
experimenting with my consciousness levels. And since experience was not later
in life, my wisdom keeps being challenged.
Please
compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
It was before being born. In this lifetime however, I had two prior 'jolt
travels' sleep state visions to one of my prior lifetimes -
the last moment I died during Pearl Harbor attack. That is probably the
prior vision to the experience, but I had it later in life.
Please
compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had
immediately prior to the time of the experience.
In the experience noise is a concept that cannot be
described.
Did you see
or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your
consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
It felt like an elevated state of consciousness or
soul development. It did not have humanlike emotions.
Did you pass into or
through a tunnel?
Yes
The tunnel came right after while
'jumping' into the womb. It was like the orbs moved rights past me at extreme
velocities. It was very quick.
Did you see an unearthly
light?
Uncertain
The beings and orbs where made of light,
that did not bothered the 'sight'.
Did
you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable
voice?
I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly
origin
I was surrounded by beings, like 5 - 7. No spoken
- words. All telepathically and no 'conversation', It was a waiting to change
realities situation, all agreed upon.
Did you encounter or
become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by
name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did
you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did
you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
A clearly mystical or unearthly realm
Seemed like a
space-like, void, with orb lights and some light beings.
Did time seem
to speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or
lost all meaning
There was no 'time'.
Did
you suddenly seem to understand everything?
No
Did you reach a boundary
or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
From the floating space to the tunnel was all in
the same place and all fast, but seemed like right into the tunnel the
surrounding space folded.
Did
you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did scenes from the
future come to you?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (“life after death”)?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God
or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you
either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During
your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a
mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s
difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?
No
During your experience,
did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not
shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of
knowing special knowledge or purpose?
Yes
The message 'As you look up for answers in
the skies. Remember, where you came from'
What occurred during your
experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent
with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience
No prior beliefs.
How accurately do you
remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around
the time of the experience?
I remember the experience more accurately than
other life events that occurred around the time of the experience
My
experience directly resulted in:
Unknown
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Uncertain
Not sure, seems my values had been same since born.
Do you
have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that
you did not have before the experience?
Yes
I have 'traveled' in a deep sleep state in
4 occasions in my life. I had some abilities to perceive future events by
visions when I was pre-teen or teen but did not further developed as I forced my
self not to by going onto science/engineering.
Are there one or several parts of your experience
that are especially meaningful or significant to you?
No
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
No
Did you have any knowledge
of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No
What did you believe about
the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was probably real
What do you believe about
the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was probably real
Have your relationships
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have your religious
beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
I 'traveled' in deep sleep state and was
'visited' by one of the beings.
Is there anything else
that you would like to add about your experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
NA