Suzanne F Experience
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Experience description:
I
had been having chronic migraines for more than a year. As a health care worker
I had worked non stop throughout the Pandemic for nearly 2 years and I was
mentally and physically burnt out. I was also going through Menopause and my
body had given up so I had to take time off work for a month to get myself
better.
Something told me to try acupuncture as I was getting nowhere with preventative
medicine. So I booked into a TCM clinic.
I
wasn’t sure if it would work or help but it was worth a shot as nothing else was
working.
My
acupuncture journey started 02/10/21. After just 2 sessions my body started to
feel balanced and I was more calm and relaxed. Migraine had reduced in
frequency.
Then on my 3rd session I had what I called an awakening but what I understand
now to be an OBE. Afterwards I was so overwhelmed I by what I was experiencing
after each session I wrote a journal about it 4 weeks later.
9/10/21 3rd acupuncture session with Dr Wang.
Dr
Wang used the needles differently. I lay on my back this time not my side. Li
treated both sides of my meridians.
The first 10 minutes after relaxing and breathing I noticed a pattern of wavy
lines on bubble wrap. It was moving like flames on a white, pale blue and light
green background. Then a beautiful bright blue light at 3rd eye level. This was
followed by a rainbow of colors red, light blue into yellow, green and a
beautiful violet. The violet lasted
throughout and was extremely relaxing. I began to see shapes. Squares and
triangles others - tetrahedron.
I
felt total peace. I said the words 'the qi is flowing, breathe'. Then I heard
the words 'nothing can harm you'.
After more deep relaxation I could feel my body floating on the bed like
levitating and then amazingly felt a gravitational pull upwards. I could feel
myself lifting up and out of body with a warm sensation. It was amazing but I
remember feeling apprehensive yet curious as to what was happening.
I
could see my body lifting. It was pitch black darkness above but a glowing red
outline of my body on the table. The darkness faded and I observed myself from
above and floated to the corner of the room. The whole room looked wispy white
and I then became very small in the bottom corner of the room, almost the height
of the table. I recall looking across at the table and just seeing my
head/shoulders and hand sticking out. At that point I felt really strange.
Invisible as though nobody could hear me and looking at my body I didn’t even
feel a connection to it. Bizarre. In my journal I have underlined words : Total
peace, Safe and Love.
Afterwards I became very overwhelmed with peace and warmth. Dr Wang came in to
adjust the needles and I felt a whoosh as though something was pushing me down.
I was so overwhelmed at this point as the sudden shift in consciousness confused
and disoriented my mind that tears just rolled down my cheeks. I felt strange.
That night I experienced insomnia with a high level of energy at 3am. I returned
to sleep but upon waking instead of usually feeling exhausted and dreadful I
felt rejuvenated.
I
have drawn and painted illustrations to show what each of my experiences looked
like.
Confusion upon return. Freedom while out but a
feeling of wanting to communicate. Afterwards very emotional a little anxious
but completely relaxed and peaceful.
In the months afterwards I had a few moments where
I had out of the blue visions of Jesus pop into my head where he would hold his
hand out. Then it would disappear. I also see mandalas that move and the tiniest
of multicolored lights.
Years later I feel different like my life is
different it’s hard to describe but I can really connect to animals and all
creatures. Like a feeling of zooming in to understand the micro world of plants
and insects to zoom out from the edge of space and see the planet and the
universe. It’s a strange feeling that I don’t feel I am stuck in this body. A
heightened sense of awareness is best expressed.
My belief has always existed that we don’t know it
all and there is something much greater than us. Not necessarily God but
definitely something very special, forgiving and pure love.
I believe this experience was a gift to me by that
source to remind myself of where I came from and that I can never be alone in
this universe. The time this happened was a very stressful time for me and I
think this was my god giving me a comfort blanket.
One lady told me she felt lifted by it and so happy
for me to have had this experience.
Now I just feel lucky and not afraid of dying.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in
words?
Yes
I was in shock of realizing what had
happened. It was later when I could describe it.
At the time of this experience, was there an
associated life threatening event?
Uncertain
I remember a feeling of extreme stillness
as in not recognizing any breathing.
What was your level of consciousness and alertness
during the experience?
I
was very alert and curious. I wanted to look at myself for some reason.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Not at first with the darkness. When it became wispy it seemed
ethereal.
Did you experience a separation of your
consciousness from your body?
Yes
It felt like a pair of eyes just looking
out. Weightless and float-y. A softness of pale blue/green light around me.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
A
real interest in my body on the bed. Curiosity was very strong.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did
you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious
teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing
creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
Uncertain
Unsure as it seem to go from black to a misty white light all around the
room.
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the body or in
another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people
or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and
if so, how were they different?
Yes
Movement felt like it was a gliding or
floating motion. Ears felt pressurised. Unable to speak or make sounds. Vision a
little blurry but still could make out details.
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
It just seemed ethereal. Like I was there
but I wasn’t “me”!
Did you have a sense of knowing, special
knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical
structure?
No
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision
regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other
special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the
experience?
Uncertain
I have been clairvoyant and clairaudient
for some years mostly audient but this is not always present. I feel like this
was helping me to confirm my own feelings about it.
Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs
following the experience?
Uncertain
I became really connected to Buddhism
afterwards and then went through all major religions before touching Druidry. At
this point I felt comfortable being in this space because I love nature.
How has the experience affected your
relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
Brought me closer to my loved ones. Those who are low vibrational I find hard to
be around because their negative energy is too strong. My sensitivity to my gut
feeling is stronger than before and I just want to help others see the beauty in
themselves, others and especially this amazing planet.
Has your life changed specifically as a result of
your experience?
Yes
I’m living a slow approach to just being
here and witnessing things from a higher perspective.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes
They were amazed. When I showed them my
journal to read they said I should print it!
What emotions did you experience following your
experience?
Excitement, gratitude, love and joy. Then a feeling of anxiety
and sadness. Isolation and loss. A bit like grief but not as heavy.
What was the best and worst part of your
experience?
The best was just realizing afterwards what it was and the awe
experienced left me extremely grateful to whatever it is that loves us so much.
I wanted everyone I knew to have the same experience!
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
I’m not afraid
of dying.
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Did the questions asked and
information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes
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