Steven P's Experience
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Experience description:
I was browsing
the message board Sonic Vegemite, sonicveg.proboards22.com, and reading a post
regarding an online comic strip. Suddenly, I heard a loud roar in my ears and a
"BAM" kind of noise, and I was suddenly floating beside myself. I was terrified
at first, but looking at my limp and motionless body, I understood what was
going on. I briefly traveled around my home but could not go downstairs for some
reason. I was lucky in that my parents did not see my body during this
experience. When I was heading back down the hall to my computer room,
everything at the end of the hall swirled and darkened, seemingly creating some
sort of void. I was too wary of it to experiment by touching it, but it seemed
to be gradually pulling in everything else. I went back into my computer room,
floated above my body and was instantly sucked, literally, into my head again. I
gave a large jump and a gasp of air when I regained consciousness, and looked
around before returning to my browsing.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
very conscious and alert and was able to control my motions completely, other
than what was mentioned above.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No, I could
control my actions completely, and it was a perfect rendition of my house. The
only difference was that there were little wisps coming out of the walls, like I
was in some sort of spirit world.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I couldn't really tell, but when I looked down, I seemed to be liquid. I could
shoot out parts of myself like a blast, but I never seemed to get any smaller. I
was like a self-generating blob of goo.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I had small
amounts of feeling, which were mostly common sense, such as avoiding the dark,
spiraling portal and curiosity towards my new form.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
There was a
steady rush of wind coming from an unidentified location that I could not feel,
but could hear. When the portal opened, a loud shriek and a roar emanated from
it.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Uncertain
The portal appeared to be attempting to suck me in to the afterlife or some
such. The shrieks suggested that it was some sort of religious realm of eternal
consequences.
Did
you see a light?
No
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Yes There
was a full-fledged spirit like myself. He or she, I couldn't tell, made odd
grinding noises, and looked like he was some sort of gigantic insect.
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Uncertain
I
attempted to move a large rock I keep on my dresser, but my hand slid through
it. The liquid my spirit was made of did not affect things in the physical
realm.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
No
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Physical time seemed frozen. The world itself was moving like heat waves,
swaying and bending. I was able to go through walls, and there were objects in
this spirit realm that I was unable to see when in the physical.
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I was
unable to move downstairs, and I did not cross the boundary. It seemed that I
would be permanently split from my body if I went past it
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I gained the ability to make water move, or aqua-kinesis. I don't have
the ability to move much for a medium-length or longer distance.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
No
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
No, but I am
now practicing my water power in my spare time.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain
Have
you shared this experience with others?
No
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
A new sense of
power in my mind, as if I were using more of it.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best was
when I returned to the physical, able to move water. The worst was when the dark
portal opened. An ungodly maniacal laughter came from it that would have sent me
sprinting in the other direction at top speed if I was in my body.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
My
parents tell me that my entire eye turns navy sometimes now, and I believe they
are referring to when I subconsciously move water.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
Asking
if there was a thing attempting to pull you to a realm of the afterlife would
help a bit.