Steve P's Experience
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Experience description:
I had open
heart surgery when I was two years old because I had a hole in my heart. The
doctors did not use any anesthetic at the time because I was too young. When
they cut me open, I felt severe and intense pain and I left my body because it
was too much for me to bear. When I left my body, I was floating at the ceiling
level. This spirit or being came to me and took my hand and held it. I felt as
if I could leave with the spirit being right then if I wanted, but it made me
feel all the love in the room and my mom praying for me, and I think that is
what kept me from dying. Was the
kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No At the
time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event? Yes Just the
surgery itself. What was
your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was two years old, completely
awake, and in the most extreme pain I have ever felt in my life.
Was the experience dream like
in any way? No. Did you
experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I didn't
see myself. Did you
meet or see any other beings?
Yes
A spirit of some sort. I did not
know them and nothing was communicated. Did you
have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Yes I have the
ability to feel spirits around me. I get a premonitory feeling sometimes before
an accident happens or when someone is about to die. Sometimes their spirit
seeks me out because they don't even know that they died. I also see spirits. I
get telepathic messages from them a lot, especially when I am relaxed or upset.
I have had three spirit like guides help me. I can feel energy from things I
touch sometimes. How has
the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices? I was
raised very religiously, but I have figured out that religion is really not the
way I followed. I am more spiritual. Have you
shared this experience with others?
Yes I have
only shared this experience completely with my girlfriend. She is the only one
who I felt would not think that I were crazy.