Stephen R's Experience
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Experience description:
After reading a book,
"Science of Self Suggestion and Self Hypnosis", I decided to try the techniques
outlined. After lying flat on my back and attaining a totally relaxed state, I
began to see around the room. I looked down at my body and noticed I was ...
detached. Wow, can I go through the roof? Seemingly by my own intention, I did
float above the roof. I looked around, recognized the street layout, etc. This
was at night, but I could make out the layout by the lighting. Saw the highways,
leading to the interstate, saw the lights above the next town and just zoomed
down I-20 to my home town in Louisiana. I saw my mother-in-law's house, where my
wife was visiting, and lowered my self down through their roof into the living
room. It seemed very bright, I saw her Dad at the dinner table, her brother
watching TV. They apparently had just finished eating dinner and my wife was at
the kitchen sink.
I noticed that her Dad
seemed to be looking directly at me, starring intently. I didn't know if he
could see me, and thinking I didn't want to scare them, zoomed back up through
their roof. While up in the sky, I looked at the moon - zoomed to and past the
moon. The heavens and stars was beautiful, and I kept traveling. It seemed I was
just a small ball of light, because sometimes travelling so fast I could see it
move in front of me. Looking back to see where the Earth, and where I was, it
was so small and a thought occurred to me.
If I loose sight of the
Earth, I am lost. So I kept my sight on the Earth, zoomed back fast, saw the
USA, Texas, the highways, my house, and with a big breath and sigh of relief
raised up off the floor and said ... What the Hell was That???
A few days after my
wife returned from her visit, we had a newspaper in hand and went to a phone
booth to call ads. At the first phone booth I put a dime in, and coins started
pouring out into my hands. I ran back to the car holding them in my t-shirt
saying go, go, go to the next 7-11 down the street. I was so excited and my wife
was scared. Then she got out to make a call, and when she put in a dime, coins
poured out into her hands as well.
When I saw that, tears
started rolling down my face. When she god back into the car, I said - I have
something to confess. I asked her about a certain night when they had chicken to
eat with green beans, her Dad was wearing a white t-shirt sitting at the dinner
table, I described what she was wearing, her brother was wearing, and what was
on TV. She said, stop it - you're scarring me. I said, that's not all. Afterward
I asked the "cosmic consciousness", whatever is out there, and if it was real, I
want to see money literally pouring into my hands .. and my wife's also.
I had almost forgotten
about that, until I saw her at the pay phone. It dawned on me what I had asked
for, and it had to wait till she came back for it to happen. So again I asked, I
don't if that was good or evil, how can I tell. The thought came to me, I am
alpha and omega. I pondered that for awhile. It dawned on me that it meant, the
first thought into your mind is from God. The Bible does say, Be still and Know
that I am God. Perhaps this is why meditation is so important. But to quite the
mind is a difficult task to accomplish.
For a while afterward,
I didn't even have to wear a watch. I would simply ask - What time is it.
Recently, there was on the news a young girl was missing. I paused an asked -
where is she. I blurted out to my wife, they will find her dead and her car
submerged. The next night, on the news, they showed the black Cadillac being
drawn out of a pond close to where she was last seen. Her body was still inside.
Believe it - we are all
connected, as we are already in eternity. Only currently we are experiencing
this temporary life as a mortal.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
Uncertain
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience? See
4 above.
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
No, I believe it was
real, and my wife verified what was happening at her location. Furthermore, my
wish was fulfilled by ...?
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
see 4
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
It kinda felt normal,
but different. I was lite as a feather, able to move by intention.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
Just local
sounds.
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Everything was
familiar. I was on this plane.
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes
Just humans.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
see 4
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain
I didn't try to
touch anything. The thought did not occur to me.
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
Only afterward,
as described above - see 4.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes But I perceive
this as only an awakening to our potential. see 4
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
The cosmic
consciousness, for whatever it is - is real. And something out there, works on
our behalf and possible at our beck and call. I believe, we must be EXTREMELY
CAREFUL as to our INTENTIONS. Positive or Negative, you attract. A spiritual law
- what goes around comes around. Or, whatsoever you sow, so shall you reap.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
YES ... I believe
and have continued my search for knowledge, truth, and wisdom.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
see 21
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
WOW
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
Not seeing, who or what
is really in control.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No