Stephen F's Experience
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Experience description:
First and last OBE
The following is a true
account of an experience; I was not under the influence of any kind of drugs. Or
suffer from any mental health problems (I don�t think!)
I have had the odd
occurrences of sleep paralyses, but I know this can be explained by medical
science. As the brain shuts down the ability of the body to move while
sleeping, to stop oneself from thrashing about while dreaming. On some occasions
this still functions for a few moments when a person wakes up. Giving the
impression that you are unable to move. Which can be very frightening.
I know the following
event will be dismissed as either a waking dream or a case of hypnagogia or
lucid dreaming. But as far as I�m aware, I was wide-awake when the experience
happened.
This is the first and
only time this has happened to me, even though I have tried but failed to repeat
the experience.
I have always been
interested in meditating to relax. I�m pretty opened minded. But also a little
skeptic about astral travel and OB E, until an occurrence one summer�s day in
2008.
A friend and myself had
a discussion on Meditation, a few days before my experience. I commented that
when meditating I sometime felt the sensation of drifting out of my body.
But always panicked and
jumped with fright. Sometime you experience this falling sensation just as you
are falling to sleep
He just laughed! and
suggested �that I go with the sensation next time it occurred�. After all, what
could possibly happen?
A few days later, I lay
meditating in my holiday static caravan, practicing deep breathing. It was
lovely a sunny day with just a light cool breeze blowing through the open window
to my right.
As a lay there I felt
the sensation of rocking from side to side, quite a pleasant feeling. As if laid
in the bottom of a boat in a slight swell.
My first impressions
were that it was the breeze rocking the caravan. It suddenly dawned on me! that
the breeze was far to light to have affected the caravan in this way! But
decided to ignore this, as the sensation was very relaxing.
Within a few seconds
the rocking was quite suddenly replaced with the sensation of floating up above
my body by about two feet. This happened very quickly. So I didn�t really have
time to react, I can only guess this measurement, as I didn�t open my eyes, I
believed the sensation would cease if I did so.
A few seconds later I
felt the sensation of myself rotating 180 degrees. I now had the impression that
if I opened my eyes I would be floating above my body, looking down at myself.
Still under the impression that this was just a pleasant trick of the mind, was
not overly concerned, and that if I was to open my eyes. I would be lying on my
back on the sofa, Even though I didn�t consciously think this!
After a couple of
seconds I had the impression that I was lifted head first, upwards and back into
a standing orientation.
I was quite calm and
relaxed. And thought the experience quite pleasant.
But as soon as I was
in the fully upright standing orientation, all hell broke lose. It was though I
had just been dropped down what I can only describe as a bottomless tunnel a
terrific speed. And what�s more could all of a sudden see everything, even
though I wasn�t aware that I had opened my eyes
I can remember thinking
�SHIT!!!!�
I then found myself
lying on the sofa, back in the here and now, I glanced over at my wife, Thinking
I may have disturbed her! Who was also meditating on the other side of the room.
But no, she was still
there meditating as nothing had happened.
I was amazed the
experience was so vivid, I was sure it wasn�t a dream.
After a minute or so
decided to carry on meditating. To my amazement a few moments after closing my
eyes the experience repeated.
First with the rocking
sensation, then floating as before.
I knew what was coming
next when I started to float back to the upright position.
And I had decided not
to panic as I had on the first occasion, and just go with it.
The second I was in the
fully upright position, the same thing happed again! I was now looking at my
feet, falling down this tunnel at a terrific speed.
It was as if I was
falling through the centre of a water funnel. The funnel was not straight, but
seemed to bend and oscillate as I hurtled downwards at an incredible speed. The
noise or vibrations incredibly loud and it was difficult to make things out
On the walls of this
funnel there seemed to be what I can only describe as rectangle shaped images
flying passed either side of me.
These where moving so
fast that I couldn�t make out what they were, though I got the impression that
they where actual scenes or events.
I guess the experience
so far, seemed to have lasted about 5 seconds, I was beginning to get a little
apprehensive at the speed I was apparently travelling at, and if the funnel had
a bottom?
At this point I just
Stopped, I mean one-second I�m travelling at what seemed to be thousands of
miles per hour, the next I�m not. But there was no transition period! One second
I�m falling through this funnel the next I�m not.
I am just floating in
space no longer in the funnel.
All around me are
billions of stars, but not like you see when you look up at the night sky.
All these stars are
exactly the same size; same color (flame yellow) and appeared to be exactly the
same distance apart, totally uniform.
But what was odd I
could see them all exactly the same. (�Sorry but this is hard explain and to put
into words�) It didn�t matter how distant the stars were from me, I could see
them all exactly the same. It�s though width and depth didn�t exist anymore, yet
there was width and depth
I remember just looking
at this beautiful scene. When out of the corner of my eye I glimpsed some
movement in the stars to my left. Just a tiny movement at first, the stars
started to slowly revolve round each other, this pattern then repeated itself
with all the stars .It was like a giant kaleidoscope of stars, spinning, turning
and falling in to galaxy�s. At the same time these galaxies were moving away
from each other. It was the most beautiful site I had ever seen.
The next moment I found
myself back on the settee in my caravan.
I sat up and looked
over at my wife, who was still meditating.
I was incredible I was
wide-awake and hadn�t been sleeping; it�s though I really had been to this place
and observed these events. But at the same time it seemed utterly impossible.
After a few minutes I
decided to lie down and close my eyes and think about what had just happened. To
my utter amazement the rocking sensation started again. I was no longer
apprehensive about what may happen to me and looked forward to going back to
witness these celestial events.
I want detail here, all
the floating and funnel experience parts again. But non-the less this happened
exactly the same as the previous time.
As before I came out of
the funnel, but was quite disappointed at what I could see, there were no stars
I seemed to be inside
what all I can describe as a chamber. The walls of the chamber had a quilted
appearance with amber like glow emanating through its walls.
I remember thinking to
myself where am I? It didn�t seem as remarkable as the last location.
Looking around me
rather puzzled. I noticed what I can only describe as a small piece of cotton
wool float- pass my field of view.
It was then that I
realized that I was in a liquid of some kind. I felt myself slowly moving down
this chamber. It was only then that it came apparent that I was in the Womb. I
was observing my own Birth!
On this realization I
was back in the caravan
I was so excited. I
immediately went across to my wife and conveyed my adventure,
My only disappointment
is that my wife hadn�t experience this with me.
It felt so real, I
still can't explain it to this day.
This experience has
never been recurred even though I have tried to repeat the same conditions. And
I will never forget this experience.
I have written this
account as have often wondered if anyone else has had a similar experience. And
would welcome any serious responses.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes The sense of realism
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
High
Was the experience dream like in any way?
No
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
A
little fearful at the beginning then wonder. But nothing religious or spiritual
or feeling the presence of a higher being
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
yes
as I was falling down the Tunnel ,But more like a wind or vibrations from being
Buffeted Very hard to explain
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you see a light?
No the only lights where in the walls of the tunnel, Similar to large TV
pictures going past at about 100 miles an hour; just a blur
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes I could see and hear, but I couldn't see while I was in the floating
state. I just had my eyes closed thinking it was a pleasant sensation. It wasn't
till I fell down this tunnel vortex thing that I could see. Even though I cant
remember Physically opening my eyes.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes at first I was Adamant that I was actually there . but over time the
Reality seems to fade and you think was it a dream
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
No
not really Though it did at the time have a profound effect on me
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes My wife was very understanding and could tell by my enthusiasm that
something special had happened to me. but if you where to reverse the situation
I think I would Have a hard time believing the story as Reality. I think it
would have to happen to you for you to believe it truly
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Hard
to put into words, Gob smacked I think is the word
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
The
space and universe part was the best, The falling through the vortex was a bit
unnerving.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Uncertain as I said before it has to happen to you, to Appreciate it. It's
a bit like trying to describe the color red to some one who has never seen the
color red before