Experience description:

I was laying down in the front room and admiring the very full moon at around 1am that morning. I love the moon. I know now 2 years later that night Jan. 31 2018 had been the super blue blood moon that last appeared 150 years ago.

As I’m laying there I’m sad about my situation, the people I am around, and the state of where I had put myself due to my drug use...

Like I said I am laying on the floor looking out the window and looked to my left and said “ Moonshade?” I didn’t know the moon could put off moonshade? Since when?

Then I looked up to the moon and there I saw the brilliant white light coming from the moon. More light than what I would perceive the moon putting off..

Then about 5 to 7 rays from this light come towards me thru the pen window and the middle one goes to the center of my chest right above my heart....

I am in awe and at this moment I am so overfilled with love, and happiness, bliss, just this extremely overwhelming sense of love for everything here on earth and I just want everyone to experience this enormous amount of pure unconditional love that I am feeling and experiencing..

I feel like it is my grandpa... Like it is a being not from here.... like it is an angel.....

I go in experiencing this for about 5 to 10 minutes maybe... I cry happy tears and I’m so happy... happy isn’t even the word I can describe... its way more than that...

I am bursting with love from my chest.. I am literally bursting out of my heart with LOVE!!!!

then the bright white light starts to dim and I watch these rays ascend back to the source of the light for me it was the moon..

I ask the moon and I ask my grandpa to come back one more time because clouds started to cover the moon up and I literally saw the clouds move away and the rays came back and touched the center of my chest one more time and I watched them sparkle as they ascended back..

I remember trying to reach out to this light that had been on the center of my chest and I remember it was so beautiful and sparkling...

After this experience I have experienced voices I hear in my head that have literally told me to slow down because there was a deer up ahead. I listened and there was a deer that jumped out right in front of my car but a ways away..

I have had psychic abilities that have been enhanced

I experienced dreams

I have also experienced contact from other beings of this universe

I have been in contact with spirits on the other side.

This experience has changed my life for the better. It was so AMAZING!,,,,

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      Yes    I had been drinking earlier but it wasn’t abnormal for me.  I was extremely stressed at the time due to my living situation and the things surrounding that time

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    I had been drinking some alcohol but had never experienced anything like this before while drinking

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  No it was as real as me typing this.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Love, Bliss, Happiness, Ecstasy

Immense overwhelming sense of love for all other beings on this planet and universe

I wanted to share and hug every single person I saw and have never met

I wanted every human on this planet to experience the immense amount of love I felt in my heart

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         No     

Did you see a light?        Yes    Brilliant beautiful white light

Had 5 to 7 rays coming down from it that the middle ray came to my heart center of chest

The rays were sparkling rainbow light

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    This being was an angel or another being from elsewhere.

It could hear me when I asked it to come back one more time

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         Yes   

I have had dreams where I was with this guy and there was bright white light behind me . I can see the galaxy spiraling and the dark haired guy says jump down, referring to another ring of the galaxy we were playing on..

I jumped and I was floating in space

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes    This happens to me on a daily basis..

My spirit guides will tell me about people or situations that are going to happen and they do and they can be verified

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain     Did you have any sense of altered space or time? No     

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No      Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes          Yes I have had more psychic abilities, I am clairaudient but I was before and I’ve had contact with the spiritual realm ghost realm since I was younger but it was enhanced.

My understanding and knowledge that I gain from the help of my spirit guides continues to this day on a daily basis.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I wanted to learn about what my purpose in this life was

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   It helped me recover from some of my addictions.