Stephanie F's Experience
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Experience description:
I went to bed around 2am on June
2nd, I had been up for 24 hrs straight due to my job so I was pretty tired. I
was kind of freaked out from reading ghost stories on the internet before I went
to bed. I fell into that kind of sleep where your not really asleep but just on
the verge and I kept thinking someone was trying to come in the back door to my
house. I can see half of the door from my bed so I kept opening my eyes and
looking at it. A couple of times I actually thought I saw 2 guys standing there,
but I kept telling myself it was in my head and I was just dreaming.
Then I heard my husband come in, I
could hear his keys jingling and the door opening along with my 5 yr old
daughter snoring beside me, but he was never actually home so I was in some kind
of dream state where I could open my eyes and see things that weren't actually
there. My eyes were so heavy it was hard to keep them open but I kept opening
them because I was so freaked out. I had a feeling of complete terror. After
awhile of laying there and hearing and thinking I was seeing people at my door
trying to get in I decided ok, I need to get up.
So, I got out of bed and was
standing beside it and I had a really strange feeling like I wasn't touching the
floor, the only way I can describe how my body felt was really heavy. So I'm
standing there beside my bed facing the door and my husbands golf clubs were
against the wall about 5 ft in front of me. I decided I was going to grab one
of those and go investigate what was going on when I discovered I couldn't move.
Instead of going forward my body started to float up toward the ceiling and then
I started to panic. I almost reached the ceiling when I felt a jolt and realized
I had never got out of bed. I still had the feeling of terror and it was still
hard for me to keep my eyes open but I sat up and tried to calm myself down and
then eventually laid back down and fell into a deep sleep. Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
Uncertain
I
took a vicadin about 2 hrs before I went to bed, but I've been taking them on
and off for abdominal cramps for over a month now and haven't experienced
anything like that from the medication before
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
it's
very hard to explain, no one can understand without experiencing it for
themselves. It is hard to put into words because it sounds unbelievable.
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
It
was so real, I was aware of my surroundings, I could see everything in the room
clearly. I actually thought I was out of bed. I didn't see my body, but I was
facing away from it and I never looked at the bed
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
The only thing
dreamlike would be the hearing things at the door and seeing people at the door,
although when I was up and trying to get the golf club I could see the door and
there was nobody there and I didn't hear anything.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
I'm
not sure what this means, I didn't see my appearance or form away from my body,
but I felt like myself.
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
Terror, I
thought someone was trying to break into my house
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
not while I was
actually out of my body, but before that when I was hearing and seeing people at
my door
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes,
I
recognized my bedroom
Did
you see a light?
Yes,
but
it was only my porch light
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
Uncertain,
I
don't know, could the people at my door have been other beings?
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
I
didn't realize I was out of body until I was back in
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
it hasn't, I've
always had a very open mind and have believed in the paranormal
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes
people think it's weird, some think I'm just crazy , others think I was dreaming
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
fascination and
a little freaked out
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
the best part
was knowing that I had had an OBE, the worst part was the terror I felt because
I thought people were trying to break into my house.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Twice
before I was in bed and seeing myself somewhere else, once laying in my
boyfriends bed, and the other sitting on my living room couch, only to realize I
was in my bed staring at the ceiling the whole time, and when I realized I was
staring at the ceiling I had no idea how long I had been doing it.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes