Stella L's Experience
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Experience description:
When I was
a child of age 8 and 9, I used to sleep alone in my bedroom. I experienced many
times (countless) of OBE. Most of the time happened just after I felt asleep,
still feeling a bit of conscious. I saw my whole body sitting up on my bed, and
when I turned my head looking back, I saw my body was still lying on my bed.
Looked like a separation of me, soul and body separate. Once I was too scare
and I felt a sudden lying back of my body and I felt I was return to my body and
awoke. A few times, I experienced that I stepped out of my body and my body
seems very light and in a floating conditions. At that time, since I was very
small, I tried to search for my mum in the dark but couldn't. Even I
walked/floated within the bedroom, I still saw my "physical" body lying on my
bed. This made me scare and once I felt scare, and once my mind thinking
desperately need to going back, my body moved back at a sudden and quick speed
seems I couldn't get a control of it. And the most interesting was, at this OBE
period, I had more and more flying dreams. I was flying happily up above on the
sky and could look down and watched the roof of my house. Dreams were not like
really a dream since it was so real. The OBE and flying dreams were disappear
eventually when I grow older. But recently, my flying dreams coming back. I am
told I was a psychic child by almost 100s of psychic people and will not fully
developed until marriage. This is still unclear at this stage since time will
tell, or it is a matter of willingness for the develop.
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
very alert and conscious
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
dream like but feel very conscious
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain
What emotions did you feel
during the experience?
scary but feel wonderful, mixed
Did you hear any unusual
sounds or noises?
no, very silence
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes in my bedroom
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
Uncertain
Did you experiment while out
of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes attempted to find my mother
but she was not around and the surrounding was too dark
Did you observe or hear
anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5
senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time? No
Did you have a sense of
knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you become aware of future
events? No
Were you involved in or aware
of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I was too scare and in my
mind, desperately hope return back at that moment and my body was moved back
quick and at a sudden speed.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Uncertain
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices? No. but I
was told that I have gifted but need to be developed.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes I told my mum at once, and
she thought that it was my dream.
What emotions did you
experience following your experience?
scary at that moment since I was
very kid.
What was the best and worst
part of your experience?
best was I got more and more
flying dreams after the OBE, flying up on the sky and felt really wonderful and
happy.
worst was when
experience the OBE, every time I felt scary, I was small and I thought I was
dead.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
Yes
Flying dreams, like dream but too real, dreams were mostly happened after OBE
period
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this
questionnaire.
very detailed
already