Experience description:

After 3, 2-night Ayahuasca/Yagé plant medicine ceremonies in a forest in Costa Rica, above and overlooking the Pacific ocean; in September, October & November 2020, I continued to process and feel the presence of the working active elements of the medicine as well as absolute nature connectedness with the 'presence of spirit'.

A few months after the final ceremony, I was walking a beautiful shimmering beach, with clear crystal clear blue sky and brilliant sun next to a sparkling, cerulean-blue ocean with laughter and happy voices of adults & children... a heaven on Earth... living in Paradise... living the dream as many have described and observed of my actual life, and then the sensation of 'passing' overwhelmed me... a kind of numbness tinged with shock, a little sadness and incredulity - 'really...?... now?... this is my time'?

And then the presence of Spirit, The Divine Feminine and a silent voice that reassured and calmed me... 'not yet... but just so you know... when that time comes... this is how it will feel, this is what shall be'

I walked on further and went in to a beachside bar for a glass of iced water. I asked friend who worked there... 'how do I look...? Do I look OK? He said... 'You look great! Why?'

This was the first of several such experiences over the next few months and each time I 'dealt with the physical and spiritual sensations' of not yet leaving but 'knowing'... and knowing there was, is, and will be so much more for me to do and achieve and live for - for myself and others.

I had been single for 12 years at that time and every now and then asked for me to not journey this and experience such radiant beauty, as well as the sad, lonely and 'remoteness' of being there also.

I met my Wife, My Love, My Life, My Light and star-being partner - with whom I had travelled in countless times, distances, dimensions and physical forms and We married on the beach on 22-02-22.

I Live... We live... each and every day for each other, and, although that day will come We both know, and the indescribable 'pain' of being separated again; still We know We will find each other again.

At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?     

Was the experience difficult to express in words?  No    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?      The beginning, middle and end.. I was.. Pure Consciousness

How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?      More consciousness and alertness than normal   Still physically 'present' yet crossing-over... very similar to the Ayahuasca spirit accompanied journeys, everything had a raised frequency and vibrancy... I discovered a new new language - The Language of The Divine.

Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   This was the accelerated achievement of 'elevation'... 'ascension'... 'evolution'

Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.   I did not 'hear'... I just 'felt' everything.

Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?   Yes   That Humanity had/has chosen two different paths. One part of Humanity would/will continue along the materialistic, consumer-satisfied and oblivious to their [once] nature connectedness; the other will take the fork in the road along the road less travelled and encounter challenges, difficulties, like-Souls, minds and consciousness and understand fully that 'connection-to and connectedness-with Nature, is... Our Nature.

And Mother Earth, The Creator & Divine will guide and light our way.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?   Shock, sadness, calm, acceptance and understanding.  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?   No  

Did you see an unearthly light?   No  

Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?   I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin
The Divine 'arrived' as an energy to calm and assure me.

Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha, etc.)?   No  

Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?   No  

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?   No  

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?   No

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?   Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time ceased to be meaningful or exist at all.

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?   Everything about the universe
Just as with my first Ayahuasca ceremony... I understood and accepted and was 're-loaded' with all that I had either forgotten or had had systematically cauterised from My Soul Purpose.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?   No

Did you come to a border or point of no return?   No

Did scenes from the future come to you?  No

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly life (“life after death”)?   Yes   The Divine... Consciousness & Cohesiveness as One with All & everything

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   The Creator & Divine made Me by Design and Intent for this terrestrial journey in my physical form... a vehicle in which to travel.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?   Yes   I have always known this... past life regressions and dream-state consciousness were present from a very young age.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not) exist?   Yes   It is as it has always been and as I have always known it to be.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s meaning or purpose?   Yes   The Divine has a silent voice I could hear and gently released me back in to my awareness of my present physical form in the knowing that nothing ends... it just continues... We continue... I continue... I am Important... I matter.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding earthly life’s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?   Yes   These signs along the way, injurious or painful - physically, mentally or psychologically are part of the Journey - accept them... You can not change them.

During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness regarding love?   Yes   Love is every thing and All that We are.

During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information / awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living our earthly lives?   No  

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?   Yes   Such that I had always known, it had just become veiled, hidden by a 'system' an 'establishment' that continually challenges and attempts to shackle the Nature of our Elevation, Ascension & evolution as Light Beings & Change Catalysts.

What occurred during your experience included:   Content that was entirely consistent with the beliefs you had at the time of your experience   From a child seeing 'things within things'... interpreting sights and sounds in different forms other than the Earthly manifestation... and being at ease and enjoying all the seasons.... morning, day & night.

How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events that occurred around the time of the experience?   I remember the experience as accurately as other life events that occurred around the time of the experience   This was a a reaffirmation of being joined by and to a Universal Consciousness... it's always been So... I just forgot.

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   I have Joy, Peace, Anger, Sadness & Acceptance in Equal measure ~ I wish such for Al Humanity, but this will not be so for All in their present incarnations... they will return.

I also understand, know that Death is a Blessing and a Gift from God & The Divine.

I also know that God & Divine are neither masculine nor feminine - but both.

My experience directly resulted in:   Large changes in my life

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?   Yes   Acceptance that I can not change things for others. That is their journey.

Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?   Yes   I read, see, feel and know the darker forms present day to day that - either through habit, abuse, jealousy, envy or malice can assail the vibrancy and luminosity of my Soul & Soul Purpose.

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     Live & Love for Each and everyday and give thanks at the beginning, through and at the end of each day.

Have you ever shared this experience with others?   Yes  It's ongoing... sometimes moe frequent and others I am silent about 'it'... 'it'... this isn't for everyone at certain times and reactions range from fear, to ridicule.

Others have changed and those that have changed or 'evolved' remain 'in contact'... in consciousness.

Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?   Yes   That which I had read, heard about or investigated.

What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:   Experience was definitely real   Heightened awareness of being - with none of the 'senses' actually involved - just total acceptance.

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:   Experience was definitely real   My Wife and I walk the jungle forest paths, beaches and life experiences just as we had wished for - We are Blessed.

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?   Faithfulness & loyalty and unwavering support - patience? That's coming along... ;-)   Yes

Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?   No  

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?   Yes   Our Wedding ceremony on the beach.

Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?   It was and remains 'preparation' for what We now have and what it to come... Joy in Life... Nature connectedness and the DNA within all Humans that We are Nomads from our Origins on Earth and across all space dimensions & galaxies.

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?   Yes   The Q's felt natural, I gave freely of my responses and suffered no blockages in doing so or difficulties in expressing my self.