Shelley P Experience
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My prebirth experience... I remember being like a star on the night sky. I was not alone. I could see there were many star like lights, on what is best described as floating like stars in the night sky. I remember thinking; I am so loved, I am safe and nothing can hurt me, and another interesting thought... I will never be sick.

It seemed I had just finished that thought, when I sensed an entity approaching me. The entity seemed to be male. This was something I could sense. I couldn't identify facial features or I don't remember them. The entity was tall wearing a long garment and had a serious and loving nature.

I KNEW WHAT WAS ABOUT TO HAPPEN! ... And, I wasn't thrilled at the idea of it.

The feeling I felt, is best described as; when you are a child and you are going to school for the first time... you know that nervous/nauseous feeling in your stomach... Only, this felt worse.

I remember that moment so vividly.. NO, I thought, NO... I don't want to go.

From there I remember communicating telepathically to this entity that I did not understand why anyone would want to go to earth. With all the pain and trauma those on earth cause each other.

Then, it seemed, I was on a cloud and the entity was communicating telepathically to me... (this part is amazing)... but it was being explained to me... as it seemed for some reason I had forgotten, that we (all of us) co-created earth with GOD.

I was then viewing earth from above. I then moved back this cloud like substance to get a better view of earth. Then, instantly, I saw a war, a war between Native Americans and those who were fighting to take their land.

It was then that I remembered ... I communicated back to the entity that 'I remembered.' I remembered that we were excited about the creation of earth.

I remembered prior to my soul preparing to incarnate, that there were souls trying to convince me to incarnate - one of those souls is my husband in this life. He communicated a promise to me ....and he showed me what he would look like in this life by changing his soul to take on his now human appearance and then instantly he was back to his soul appearance.

I know that he showed me his earthly appearance so that I would recognize him when I saw him. And I did! We met on a blind date and the moment I saw him my soul leaped inside my body and a thought came to me....that's the man I'm going to marry. I had never had an experience like that. But since then, I have had many beautiful spiritual experiences.

I knew that that's what I was doing as a ball of light on the night sky...I was preparing to incarnate by being bathed in GODs love.

Then I was in a room where I was shown 3 lives on 3 different screens playing like a movie(s).. It didn't need to be explained, it seems I knew what to do and what was happening. The movies of these lives seemed to be playing simultaneously.

I immediately said no to the life to my right. I didn't verbally or telepathically say no. I said no with with the wave of what would be my spiritual hand in an up to down motion with intent and confidence and immediately that life choice was gone.

I then viewed the life screen in the middle. I saw who would be my parents and my siblings. I was not interested in that life either... but, I let it keep playing.

Then I viewed the life to my left which is where the entity stood ...to my left. I viewed this life with great detail and I decided it was much too sad, so I said no to that life.

So, from there I was done. But the entity continued on... trying to convince me with the patience of a loving father the entity would show me more and explain more. Then the entity showed me what was happening in the life on the middle screen.

I could see a woman in labor in a hospital room, I could see right through her stomach. I viewed the child in her womb. I knew the child was female and I could see she had dark hair. I sensed there wasn't much time, but, I still didn't want to leave.

I could feel the entity's frustration, but with love... hard to describe. I felt bad as I loved this entity.

The entity told me that it was important that I go, for I was an anchor. I do not know what that means now. But at the time that it was expressed to me I understood what that meant.

I was told the next time would be my choice. I understood that meant I would not have to incarnate on earth again, unless I wanted to.

I was filled with compassion for the family that I had been shown on the middle screen. I decided I would go.

As I was ready to leave and this was VERY important to me, I asked if I would make it back? The entity said, yes, but it will be hard. I felt the entity meant life on earth will be hard. I was ok with that as long as I would make it back.

And then with intense speed, I left Heaven and entered into the child... just as she was being born.

I was then in this body as it was being born. I could see this bright light and I felt a great need to breathe. I could see the Dr. holding me up and I was struggling to take that first breath. At that moment, it was as if my soul was in this body and outside of this body at the same time.

My first soul thought after incarnating was a thought of amusement ...as it occurred to me.. I could just stop trying to breathe right now and return home. But, my second thought as a newly incarnated soul was one of admiration at the human body's will to fight to survive. And that interested me so much, that I chose to stay. I then fully joined with my body and fought for that first breath.

At the time of my birth and for sometime after, I knew there was much of my prebirth existence that I had either forgotten or was not allowed to remember. I strongly sensed this. And this was proven to be an accurate sense or knowing. As many years after my birth, I received additional information about 'who I am' and 'who we are' and some 'insights into Heaven'. This information has come to me from GOD and GOD's Angels. That said, I fully believe that my prebirth memories were a gift from GOD.

It took me a long time to come to that conclusion. As I am from a generation that did not discuss such things. And for most of my childhood I felt alone and homesick.

I feel it is important to point out that I remember each of the lives I was shown. Due to having so much information to share, I decided to omit those details.

When I was around five or six years old, while my Mom was washing dishes, I repeatedly asked her if she had a difficult time having me? I had to keep asking because this was extremely important to me and she wouldn't give me an answer. Finally, in frustration, she stopped what she was doing, looked at me and said, yes, I had a difficult time having you, and Dr. wasn't sure you were going to make it. I said you know why...because I didn't want to come here. And with that I was satisfied and I ran off to play. And that was it...never to be brought up again.

In light of my mentioning that I was shown earth and specifically a war between Native Americans and those fighting to take their land. It is significant to share when I was around three years old I remember looking down at my arm and I realized my skin wasn't brown. I was so confused and then angry. I was also incessantly drawn to Native American culture, pottery etc.

When I was about four years old I was walking into a store with my Dad. I believe we were somewhere out west. My Dad entered into the store first and I did not follow. This was unusual for me as I was a child who stuck close to my parents.

Instead, I suddenly stopped. I was confused as I saw a Native American man in traditional clothing sitting at the far end of what seemed be the stores porch. He had a bowl you could put pennies in... The thought in my mind was... 'my people.'

I was instantly filled with sadness and a desire to run to him. I wanted to ask him, where are my people?

Just then my Dad grabbed my hand and said, come on.

Eventually, I let go of those memories and the desire to know more about Native American culture. I realized that if I was remembering another life then that's all it was... a memory. I needed to focus on this life.

As a teenager, I awoke from a very vivid dream or vision of a past life (it seemed to be Medieval times.) In this life I was thrown from a tower by my fiancé. I remember the fear of the pain that I would feel on impact. To my relief there was no pain. My soul had left that body prior to impact. My soul floated above the body and I could see she had long brown hair, she was slim and wearing a long blue dress. I remember thinking she was very pretty. But I felt no attachment to the body I had been in.

As my soul was ascending upwards I could see my fiancé, but more importantly, I could feel what he was feeling. I could feel how sorry he was for what he had done in a fit of rage. I was trying to console him. I kept saying to him, it's ok, I'm ok, look I'm right here. But he couldn't hear me or see me. It was then that I awoke. My first thought upon awakening was; that was a past life. I was also amazed at how my soul just instantly not only forgave him but was also trying to comfort him. I was also confused as to how I knew this was a past life. As back then past lives were not as openly discussed as they are now.

I have had many experiences with GOD and Heaven since my incarnation that have amazed me. Far too much to go into here. But, I have an experience that I feel I must share, as I feel it pertains directly to the information that is being shared.

Approximately 2012, I had a vision (I say a vision because it was very clear and to the point.) My spirit was in a amphitheater type structure and there were a great many souls there. There seemed to be a great deal of excitement. At the center of the amphitheater was an entity and we were listening to the entity speak. Then my soul had to leave as I had to return to my body. I woke up with a big smile on my face and saying, 'when we all awaken' over and over. I jumped out of bed and I could feel how happy and excited my soul was. I sensed something wonderful was about to happen.

It is my belief that we are being led to share these experiences. To aid in the understanding that we truly are 'spiritual beings having a human experience.'

Thank you for allowing me to share my prebirth memories and some of my experiences since incarnating.

Blessings to all.

S.P.



Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience? No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Uncertain I have found that some of my experiences are difficult to put into words, however I manage to define the experience.

 At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience? Very alert

 Was the experience dream like in any way? No

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes I have experienced separation of consciousness from my body right at the moment after birth. And a few times since.

 What emotions did you feel during the experience? Sadness, compassion, knowing, understanding. And a great deal of responsibility.

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises? No

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures? Yes I knew I was in Heaven. This was a certainty.

 Did you meet or see any other beings? Yes Not other worldly beings, but I remember other spiritual beings.

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? No

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later? Yes The sense that this body would not survive if my soul did not enter the body soon. This is why it was important for me to know if my Mom had difficult time having me. It was as if I knew that was the question to ask to get my answer.

Verified by my Mom's response.

 Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain I don't really think it was so much my 5 senses. It was better and clearer. And communicating telepathically is a far better way of communicating and was very natural.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time? Yes Time wasn't something I thought of or sensed. Certainly, not as time is here.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose? Yes I knew I was who I truly am in spirit. I sensed I had incarnated many times on earth and my soul seemed to have tired of it. Due, to how cruel we are to one another. I sensed a purpose in my coming. I remembered that all of us co-created earth with GOD. I sensed GOD.

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No

Did you become aware of future events? Yes I knew who my Husband would be. I knew what my family would be like and there were some other events yet to happen.

It has been very accurate.

 Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body? Yes I remember conversations with other spirits.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? Uncertain These were prebirth memories. I have had many visions since my incarnation and have been shown much. In other words GOD has come to me And or sent Angels to me and GOD has brought my spirit to HIM while I am sleeping. I have been visited by spiritual beings and shown my Grandson two to three months prior to my daughter learning she was pregnant. I have been told by GOD, of the birth of my first daughter. This is all shortened versions of what I have experienced in this life.

My son's spirit communicated to me telepathically as I was thinking of having a tubal, that if I didn't have another baby I would never have him. I became pregnant after that vision and later I miscarried. I soon conceived again, and I was worried I would miscarry again. I saw his soul and telepathically he was saying to me, I'm coming, I'm coming. I knew I wouldn't lose him again.

I have seen and felt spirit both human and animal.

I have seen some of what I do in Heaven, by that I mean my soul job.

I could go on and on. GOD is my keeper, I let GOD guide me.

 Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience? Yes I know we are all one. I understand that earth is where we come to grow and evolve as souls. Earth is like a school for souls, albeit a tough school. Of course, that is what makes it a great learning place. I know that GOD is a loving GOD.

 How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices? I try not to hurt people in any way. I give compliments freely and I mean them. I forgive easier than I use to.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No

Have you shared this experience with others? Yes Not with everyone but those that are open to it. They are amazed and seem to have a positive reaction.

 What emotions did you experience following your experience? It took me a long time to realize it was a gift. In the last few years it seems GOD has been working very closely with me. But, I have a sense of knowing this is how it would be.

What was the best and worst part of your experience? Leaving Heaven was the worst part of the experience.

The best part has been the realization of who I am and that I have come here with a purpose. As we all have.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience? Yes I have answered truthfully as to my prebirth memories and my perceptions of my experiences. It is exciting to share experiences with those who have had similar experiences.

 Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire. No