Sharon M's Experiences
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Experience description:
I
am here as a young student of Psychology in UNIBE and have been a year and a
half in my beautiful career but I have not yet graduated.
Everything happened last year, I have had various experiences which
would be classified as paranormal due simply to being very sensitive to these
energies also I am someone with a very well developed intuition. Once I was
frightened because I could read the thoughts of a friend, after one second, it
was as if I could hear her voice without her saying anything, and I said did you
see what happened? Saying did you think this? And she confirmed this with the
exact words I had used, another time I felt a powerful energy passing through my
body, and straight away my body bristled, I really felt that what this entity
felt was curiosity and for this reason trespassed
into my body. Another time something very similar happened. Conscious and
with my eyes open, the same things as happened the first time occurred. It was
something entirely negative, that I attacked religiously with powerful prayers
up to the point where it had paralysed me, and then let me go. It was the worst
experience of the two, I have read that if one goes to sleep with the mouth
open, or with drink, or directly after eating, one often have experiences of
paralysis, with the eyes open, but in none of these experiences I have mentioned
had I drunk alcohol, or had food near that time, nor was it due to weight -
given that always I have analysed
my experience in order to discount other factors, and effectively to know
if anything played on my mind, which
is powerful, analysing what I did, and to discount every other factor and in
essence once more it was my sensitivity at work.
But this is how I am going to relate
that which happened nevertheless, last year, in September I had an
experience very different to all the others. I was sleeping, but then got up, on getting up it was as if I was
floating, but without knowing I was floating, I wasn't ill, or on medication, or
anything, nor tired, nor under stress, nor worried, but I found myself in a
tunnel it was like being in this world and not being in this world, it was like
two worlds in this very dark tunnel, around me, at the end was a very very
bright light it was blinding and brilliant, as if blue and white, in the form of
a circle, and I felt an extreme anxiety at arriving in this light, because this
light made me feel so, so good, it had so much love, so much peace, so much
serenity, at this moment I didn't think of my family, nor my life, nor death, it
was just that this light attracted me so much.
I just wanted to be here and I don't know why I felt it, and what
transpired in the light, I don't know because all my feelings made me go to the
light, I truly felt a happiness and inexplicable pleasure. Just then everything
disappeared I don't know at which point, or in which second, just that
everything disappeared, I woke up, very happy, or to put it another way, I
didn't get up, but as if I had reacted to it, and as if I had reacted as if
jumping up, like a convulsion and from that day I ask myself what would have
happened if I had gone through that light that there was there, but it amazes me
to read of these experiences and although I didn't have an accident or life
threatening danger, the sensation I had was described exactly as others have
said, that went further than anything that could be humanly felt.
This was my experience. I am a good person, very rational, and very
positive but also very sensitive towards good and bad energy, negative energies
are horrible, of the worst I have experienced, but in this last part it was
good, the most positive beautiful and nice energy, that I have ever felt,
although I continued having a great fear of death. I love this world and I am
not leaving it, I love the world, and I cling to life, maybe inside, and this is
what wouldn't let me cross the line which is for me will always be my vision of
over there.
Thank you to the person who reads this, and takes the time. I really
value all scientific advances, and these themes and if anything, have realised
that many things are inexplicable with science, and from the point of view of
scepticism, I have always thought that to be human you have to be able to do
things, that although you aren't able to know, due to the limits of culture and
social limitations, and that of religion, and how we grow under a scheme of
beliefs, and potentials, thank you for reading this and I hope to be taken
seriously as everything in my account was very real to me.
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Yo solo queria estar ahi y no se por que motivo no traspase la luz
no se por que no lo hice si todas las sensaciones me impulsaban a solo llegar a
la luz ,sentia de verdad una alegria un gozo inexplicable. luego de esto todo
desapareci� no se en que momento ni en que segundo solo todo desaparecio ,yo me
desperte aun con ese sentimiento de gozo, desperte muy feliz o mejor dicho no
desperte ,como que entre en mi misma ,como que reaccione de hecho reaccione con
un salto como una convulsion ,desde ese dia me pregunto que hubiera pasado si
pasaba esa luz que habia alla ,pero me dejo tan asombrada leer estas
experiencias que aunque yo no estaba en accidente ni peligro de muerte la
sensaci�n que tuve se describe exacta como la dicen estas personas, una gran paz
y gozo felicidad y amor inexplicables indescriptibles que van mas alla de todo
lo humanamente sentido.
Esta fue mi experiencia soy una persona muy racional y realmente muy
positiva pero tambien muy sensible a buenas y malas energias, las energias
negativas son horribles de lo peor que he vivido pero esta ultima fue lo mas
positivo hermoso y lindo que jamas he sentido, aun continuo teniendo una fobia
inmensa a la muerte ,yo amo este mundo y no me veria dejandolo, yo amo el mundo
y me aferro mucho a la vida tal vez muy en mi interior eso fue lo que no me
permitio cruzar a lo que para mi siempre sera mi vision del mas alla.
Gracias a la persona que lee esto y toma su tiempo para hacerlo yo
realmente apoyo todo avance cientifico en el tema y si algo me he dado cuenta es
que muchas cosas no son explicables con la ciencia de ahi el escepticismo ,siempre
he pensado que el ser humano tiene poder de hacer cosas que aun ni es capaz de
saber ,por el factor social limitante cultural o religioso tambien y como
a todos nos crian bajo un esquema de creencias y potencialidad,gracias por leer
esto y espero ser tomada en cuenta por que lo mio fue muy real.
At the time of your experience was there an associated
life-threatening event?
No
Circumstances around the time of the experience:
Other: Mientras dormia pero estaba
consciente y con ojos abiertos While sleeping but conscious with my eyes open.
Awake in bed, but without moving.
It was an experience that didn't include any religious images at
that time.
Was the experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
Si trato de buscar palabras como gozo,amor, paz o todas unidas pero
fue diferente a esas tres era mas poderoso que esas tres emociones y sensaciones
humanas
I try to find words like pleasure love and peace, or total oneness
but it was different to these three, it was more powerful than these three
emotions and human feelings.
When the experience began.
Normal everyday consciousness but more alert than normal at the time
of the experience of the light.
Yes. It was less clear everything was like normal vision, everything
could be seen differently, as if it wasn't really the eyes with which I was
seeing, as if it was constructed inside, but it wasn't normal vision and I don't
really know how to describe it.
It didn't really make a sound, I didn't hear voices or sound or
maybe I had, but I don't remember listening at all.
Yes this light was not natural and I couldn't see anything apart
from this bluish white light which was very, very bright and blinding.
It wasn't time and I can't describe it.
It was as if you understood everything but I don't know which thing
it was as if nothing was important or to explain it better, it was as if I was
in a better fairer place, and
nothing felt important, neither friends family nor life nor death, and as I
mentioned earlier, I don't know what it did to me, I didn't go into the light
although everything that was in me wanted to.
It wasn't physical.
I don't know how I came back, but it was as if they wouldn't let me
enter, (into the light), I don't know if it was my consciousness that said not
to go in, what I do know is that I wanted to and I came up to it, and a bit
later it all disappeared and it was over in less than a second, it was so fast,
that to go through the experience that you could say that in less than a second
it was over.
No It wasn't religious and there were no religious figures, I didn't
feel the presence of God, there were just these inexplicably strong emotions.
I felt mystical, but
nothing in life was important anymore.
I felt a love I have never experienced before in this human life.
I believe in life and much more in God, but in this experience life
wasn't anything to get worried about, just going into this magnificent light.
Slight changes in the meaning of life, because I asked myself if I
was ready to leave my life, as I had done, I didn't feel at any moment or even
now, that I had any purpose in life, I don't feel that although I have done
things for humanity, not just for one person but, maybe it should be that I have
done lots for many people, I keep on trying to be better, to give the best to
people and those near me, without limit of gratitude, recognition. I am
empathetic with other human beings,
hardly ever hating anyone, never have I had this feeling ever, gradually I have
changed my concept of life and our destiny here on Earth.
Not a physical gift, no. but my intuition and empathy have always
been very well developed, both before and after the experience.
Although I have always asked myself why I didn't enter the light
what would have happened if I had?
Yes with people I confide in, and family most of them tease me
others don't believe it, others believe, others feel encouraged, that they tell
their stories also my mother and aunt are equally sensitive as me, and to a
lesser extent my mother, my aunt with more power and sensitivity. We can't
describe it.
Peoples experiences, also in the same
psychology class we commented on it, I have read books on it, and had a
large amount of information on it, that can be found here on the web, I read so
many scientific articles on the soul.
The experience was definitely real in that instant, the same as
today, it is and will always be a vivid experience.
The experience was definitely real in that instant, the same as
today, it is and will always be a vivid experience.
I continue being the same with people, only now I identify more with
those who have had a similar experience, I totally believe them.
What could a national organization with an interest in near death experience
(NDE) do that would be of interest to you?
Que nos dieran una descripcion creible de que sucede despues de la muerte para
no temer tanto a este paso despues de la vida ,yo continuo temiendo mucho a
morir aun asi cuando tuve esta hermosa indescriptible experiencia
That you should give us a credible
description of what happens after death, so as to allay fears of this step,
after life. I continue fearing death although I have had this beautiful
indescribable experience.
Primeramente me presento soy una joven estudiante de Psicologia en la UNIBE
tengo un a�o y medio en mi hermosa carrera aun no soy graduada.Perfecto todo
ocurrio el a�o pasado yo he tenido varias experiencias a lo que se dice
Paranormales debido a que siempre e tenido much�sima sensibilidad a estas
energias ademas soy una persona con una intuici�n muy desarrollada incluso una
vez me asuste porque logre leer el pensamiento de una amiga por un instante
fueron segundo como si escuchara su voz pensando sin ella hablar le dije vio lo
que sucedi�?? y le dije pensaste esto ? y me confirmo ella que con las exactas
palabras que yo lo dije ella lo penso ademas en otra ocasion senti una energia
fuerte atraversando mi cuerpo seguidamente de esto mi cuerpo se erizo realmente
senti que esta entidad tenia mucha curiosidad me transmiti� lo que esa entidad
sentia era curiosidad y por eso traspaso mi cuerpo una mas sucedi� muy similar a
esta ocasi�n que con ojos abiertos y consciente suced�an las cosas en esa
primera ocasion fue algo sumamente negativo que ataque religiosamente con varias
fuertes oraciones hasta que eso que me tenia paralizada me dejo libre fue la
peor de otro episodio mas asi ,he leido al respecto de cuando uno se acuesta
boca arriba o con licor o con comida suele tener experiencias o sensaciones de
inmovilidad con ojos abiertos pero en ninguna de esas que menciono hab�a ni
licor de por medio ni una comida cercana ni pesada dado que siempre analizo mi
experiencia para descartar otros factores y efectivamente para saber que cosa me
podr�a jugar la mente ya que es tan poderosa ,analizando hice el descarte de
todo factor y efectivamente una vez mas era mi sensibilidad en acci�n. Pero esto
es como para relatar lo que ha venido sucediendo, sin embargo el a�o pasado en
setiembre tuve una experiencia muy distinta a todas, yo dormia pero luego
desperte, al despertar estaba asi como flotando pero sin saber que flotaba, no
estaba enferma ,ni tomando medicamentos, ni nada y menos cansada ni bajo estr�s
ni preocupaci�n pero yo me veia; en eso vi un tunel era como estar en este mundo
pero no estar en este mundo, eran como dos mundo en este t�nel muy oscuro a mi
alrededor al final hab�a una luz una muy muy potente luz era cegante muy
brillante como blanca azulada y en forma como circular, yo sentia una ansiedad
extrema por llegar a esa luz, por que esa luz me hacia sentir tan tan bien era
tanto el amor, tanta la paz, tanta la tranquilidad en ese momento no pense en
familia ,ni en vida, ni en muerte era solo algo que me atraia muchisimo a
aquella luz .
Your condition at time of experience:
Other
Other:Estaba en mi cama despierta pero sin poder mover el cuerpo
Experience included:
Out of body experience
Tunnel Unearthly light Darkness
Strong emotional tone
Your religious background at the time of the experience:
Christian- Catholic
Other/Comments: No fue una
experiencia que incluyera ninguna imagen religiosa al momento
Your religious background currently:
Christian- Catholic
Do you consider
the content of your experience to be:
Entirely pleasant
At what time during the experience were you at your highest level
of
consciousness and alertness?
En el momento que inicio la experiencia
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness? Normal consciousness and alertness
Conciente normal como en lo cotidiano pero si mas en alerta de lo normal a la
hora de la experiencia luminosa
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
Si era menos claro todo no como una vista normal todo se veia distinto como si
no fuera con los ojos que veai ,como si construyera el entorno, pero no era una
vista normal no se como explicarlo
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
No hubo sonido realmente no escuche voces ni sonido o tal vez si los habia pero
no recuerdo escuchar nada
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that
your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
No se como describirlo en la misma experiencia fue esa satisfaccion placer gozo
alegria paz felicidad exitacion de emociones todo eso al momento de la luz pero
luego ya pasada la experiencia quede como en shock como impresionada como que no
podia creer lo vivido con mil millones de dudas en la mente no lograba crear una
explicacion casi asustada pero no era miedo y me sentia con los niveles de la
experiencia aun elevado pero ya no tanto ya era mas tranquilo
I don't know how to describe it, in this experience was
satisfaction, pleasure enjoyment happiness peace cheerfulness excitement of all
the emotions, all this at the moment of the light, but then the experience was
over, and it left me as if shocked, and gave the impression that I could not
believe it had happened to me, with billions of doubts in my mind, and I
couldn't explain it, I was almost shocked but it wasn't through fear and I felt
with the levels of the experience although higher, now not as much, and now much
more peaceful.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel?
No
Did you see an unearthly light?
Yes
Si esta luz no era natural no veia nada mas que una iluminacion blanca azulada
muy muy muy potente era cegante
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an
unidentifiable voice?
No
Did you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth
who are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
Some unfamiliar and strange place
Did time seem to
speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
No era tiempo tampoco se como describir eso
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about myself or others
Era como si todo lo entendiera pero no se que cosa era como si ya nada importara
mas bien como que estaba en el lugar justo ya no importaba nada ni amigos ni
familia ni vida ni muerte nada importaba como lo dije anteriormente no se que me
hizo no atraversar la luz por que todo en mi queria hacerlo
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Uncertain
No era fisico
Did you come to a border or point of no return?
No
No se como volvi pero fue como si no me permitieran entrar o no se si fue mi
conciencia que decia que no entrara lo que si se es que yo si queria y me
acerque lo bastante luego todo se alejo y termino en menos de un segundo volvio
el tiempo fue tan rapido volver de la experiencia que podria decir que fue menos
de un segundo
Did scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
Uncertain
No se para mi fue mi experienci a un mas alla eso si
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
No
No fue religioso ni habian figuras religiosas no senti presencia de Dios solo
fueron emociones inexplicablemente fuertes
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist?
Uncertain
senti mistica si pero nada de la vida importaba mas
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
Uncertain
Senti un amor que no he sentido nunca en esta vida humana
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at
the time of your exp
Yo creo en la vida y mucho en Dios pero en esta experiencia la vida
no era ya algo de que preocuparse solo atraversar la magnifica luz
How accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the NDE
My experience directly resulted in:
Slight changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Uncertain
Leves cambios en el significado de la vida porque me pregunto si yo estaba tan
dispuesta a pasar y si lo hubiera hecho que hubiera pasado no sentia ni en ese
momento ni ahora que yo tenga un proposito en la vida no siento que aun he hecho
algo por la humanidad ni por una persona pero tal vez pueda que he hecho mucho
por muchas personas sea como siempre siempre trato de dar lo mejor de mi a las
personas y mas aun a los cercanos a mi sin fines de agradecimiento o
reconocimiento soy empatica con el ser humano y practicamente nunca he odiado a
ninguna persona nunca he tenido ese sentimiento nunca solo cambio un pococ mi
concepto del proposito o destino nuestro aqui en la tierra
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your
experience that you did not have before the experience?
Uncertain
No un don fisico eso no ,pero siempre he tenido una intuicion y empatia muy
desarrollados antes y despues de la experiencia
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
Aun continuo preguntandome que por que no traspase la luz y que
hubiera pasado si lo hacia ?
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
Si con mis personas de confianza amigos y familiares muchos se
burlan otros no creen otros si creen otros se sienten animados a contar sus
anectodas ademas mi madre y tia son igual de sensibles que yo mi madre en menos
grado mi tia y yo con mayor potencia y sensibilidad.tenemos un nose que que no
sabemos explicar
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes
Experiencias de personas, tambien en la misma clase de psicologia
comentamos tambien, he leido libros y efectivamente mucha informacion que queda
plasmada aqui en la web bastantes articulos cientificos sobre el alma
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real
Al mismo instante y hasta el dia de hoy es y sera una experiencia
vivida
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real
Al mismo instante y hasta el dia de hoy es y sera una experiencia vivida
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
No
Sigo siendo la misma con las personas solo que ahora me identifico
mucho mas con quienes han vivido algo asi indudablemente les creo
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Is there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?
no
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Esto que vivi fue real quiero tanto que me crean y no fue un sue�o
de verdad lo vivi
Are there any other questions that we could ask to help you communicate your
experience?
Si agregar a estas personas como yo que viven algo tan real sin
necesidad de exponer la vida fisicamente, habemos muchos con estas capacidades
suceptibles y no nos toman en cuenta solo por que la vivimos distinto pero es
tan real como quienes se exponen a morir