Sharon B's Experience
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Experience description:
I
went to pick up my boyfriend for a picnic. I took one puff of pot and sat in his
living room waiting for him to get ready to go outside. All of a sudden I
realized I was looking down on my body. I felt I was floating above my body,
still connected to it but in a place of incredible peace and love. The love was
totally overwhelming and changed my life forever. It felt as if I was out for @
20 minutes but it turned out to be just a few, maybe 5 minutes or so only.
Before I came back I remember thinking "Oh I don't want him to come into this
room because I will have to come back. He entered the room and sure enough that
happened. I told him I needed to get outside to lie down on the earth. We went
immediately to a park where I lay down and tried to get back to "that place'. I
did only slightly not nearly as intense and I could never recreate the
experience again. AND I really tried to do so.
tell
adequately as again I had not the correct words. the meaning of words were not
enough.
At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?
No
Was
the experience difficult to express in words?
Yes I Had no words to express the sensation other than" it was better than
an orgasm". I felt I couldn't really
At
what time during the experience were you at your highest level of
consciousness and alertness?
When I was out of my body looking down at my body I felt I soared out of the
universe.
How
did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal everyday consciousness and alertness?
More
consciousness and alertness than normal
Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
I
saw only a light gray fog or mist where I seemed to be resting, floating in
space
Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that
you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.
expanded much more acute
Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that
your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?
Uncertain I knew I was out of my body as I looked down on it sitting on the
couch
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
LOVE
so complete I became it
Did
you pass into or through a tunnel?
Yes floating up and up thinking my consciousness was traveling up my spinal
cord (through chakras)
Did
you see an unearthly light?
Yes grey, white misty warm swirling.
Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an
unidentifiable voice?
No
Did
you encounter or become aware of any beings who previously lived on earth who
are described by name in religions (for example: Jesus, Muhammad, Buddha,
etc.)?
No
Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?
No
Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?
No
Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?
Some unfamiliar
and strange place
I
just knew with certainty that I was not in my body
Did time seem to speed up or slow down?
Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning
Time
didn't exist it just was
Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?
Everything about
the universe
I understood I was a Spiritual Being in a human body who wasn't bound by
anything
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you come to a border or point of no return?
No
Did
scenes from the future come to you?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
suggesting that there either is (or is not) continued existence after earthly
life (�life after death�)?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that God or a supreme being either does (or does not) exist?
Uncertain
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that you either did (or did not) exist prior to this lifetime?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
that a mystical universal connection or unity/oneness either does (or does not)
exist?
Yes I felt universal connection with everything
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s meaning or purpose?
Yes
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding earthly life�s difficulties, challenges, or hardships?
No
During your experience, did you encounter any specific information / awareness
regarding love?
Yes yes, Love was the raison d'être.
During your experience, did you encounter any other specific information /
awareness that you have not shared in other questions that is relevant to living
our earthly lives?
No
Did
you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?
No
What occurred during your experience included:
Content that was both consistent and not consistent with the beliefs you had at
the time of your experience I wasn't sure before that GOD was real.
Afterwards, I knew with absolutely certainty there was much more to the human
experience
How
accurately do you remember the experience in comparison to other life events
that occurred around the time of the experience?
I
remember the experience more accurately than other life events that occurred
around the time of the experience I have never forgotten how I felt.
Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your
experience:
I
lost my fear of everything connected with being human.
My experience directly resulted in:
Large changes in my life
Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that
occurred as a result of the experience?
Yes I could honestly could say that something greater than we humans was real,
it was not fearful and I became an open heart that was in a human
Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your
experience that you did not have before the experience?
No
Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful
or significant to you?
The
overwhelming feeling of LOVE which still permeates my daily life.
Have you ever shared this experience with others?
Yes
It took me 15 years to talk about my experience. I thought I was nuts.
Did
you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
No
What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to
weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real Real and I thought it was because I had had one
puff of pot.
What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time:
Experience was definitely real I think it was to put me back on my spiritual
path which worked and today am still feeling it was real and I wish I could
recreate the experience.
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
I
know we are one with everything I mean I own it.
Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result
of your experience?
Yes
I
started studying all other belief systems. I realized all meant the same just
that there were different paths for humans to study but all were the same.
At
any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the
experience?
No
Is
there anything else that you would like to add about your experience?
just
wish I could recreate the experience.
Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
No
Because we have now words to descibe the DIVINE