Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?     No

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? Yes

The incomprehension of the experience itself is hard to communicate to others. It is my feeling that the 'physical universe' holds systems within systems. For example; an organisms roll depends on its specific function, a human beings roll depends on his or her system of beliefs. A sunny day depends on if there are clouds or not. Any yes or no still perpetuates a system of some sort. The Out of Body Experience is a contradiction to systematic laws that bind the 'being to the body'. In logic, a +5 years indicates the future ahead, a -5 years indicates a past behind. Added together they cancel one another to 0. It is at this point where opposites cancel that systems unify. The unification doubles the sides knowledge to knowledge, (left and right) and a mutual consciousness creates one within the delicate balance. We see this in society, where the group benefits upon one another's unique input and knowledge.

The experiences of Robert Monroe had concluded in his OBE books there being no such thing as separateness. That all is one. In view of systems that compete one another to win, our physical trance state is based on survival. Competition rules are opposed to unification. The experience is difficult to express because the play of opposites.

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?          No

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?           I knew who I was on earth, the life I was living, who my family and friends were, what I had did the day before, where my body was sleeping, what my past memories were.

            Was the experience dream like in any way?   I have to explain it as reality magnified. what we focus on determines our vision.

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?     No

My consciousness separate from my body is the same as when I am in my body. I remember everything I had experienced as if I had been there physically. I am wondering if consciousness is even remote in the body to begin with. Today I feel as if consciousness maybe outside the body as within.

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            I remember wondering about my whole life and what this meant for the future as this person I am. I've been living each day with new visions, but nowhere to use them. Coming back to the physical negativity and conditioning has left me with a big question. What does one do when they learn that their life here on earth is living the exact opposite of what is really real. It puts a strange twist everytime someone calls me a liar for telling my OBE stories.

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           Yes. Radio broadcasts, conversations, thoughts, music, choirs, classical music, familiar music. I could tune into what I wanted to hear. There is this strange feeling that confuses me still today. It is as if the sounds and noises are a part of me, as if quantum physics is somehow involved. Logic makes me want to separate these impulses from my own, but we are in vibration together. So it feels as if our impulses are connected as one. I've speculated the impulse itself could be a heart beat.

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?    Yes

I have remained a positive minded person. I don't wish hell upon anyone else, nor myself. I only wish for what makes others happy. So my OBE states have been spent going to gatherings, parties, adventures, travels, and favorite public places. The library is one of my favorite places. I have not focused on a heaven or hell. When I am near these energy states, I feel imposition. If I go to that particular belief system, I'll have to listen to preachers condemn me and hell raisers curse me. So my entity remains stealth in finding ways out of these systems. It keeps me from becoming submerged in a non-desired system of belief. Usually I send love and go on my way elsewhere.

Did you see a light?           Yes

Light has been a fascinating vibration to reach Earth. I see light every day from the sun, and in electrical devices by night. The light I see in Out of Body Experiences is the same light. At least this is my opinion. that is what makes the OBE conscious and not dark. One further discovery, we have light bodies. Some days I can see light radiate from my body when I concentrate. In the OBE, I've found my light body is brilliant and constant.

Did you meet or see any other beings?           Yes

Yes, human form and terrestrial form. Varying in intelligence. Some held streaming consciousness containing exotic knowledge, both male and female. Terrestrial streams of information can sound like a tape audio in fast forward. Humans have the ability to communicate at unnaturally high rates of speed. In some states of awareness I have been able to understand the streaming information.

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state? Yes

I was able to walk through objects. But I did not always come out on the opposite side, sometimes I'd end up thousands of miles away from the point I had entered.

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes

I have, but I will have to reread my journals to find the event.

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?          Yes

The vision is enhanced through focal points by the senses. My right eye focuses on one piece of the picture, then my left eye focuses on another spot, or the same piece of the picture. when one is disabled due to some thought or energy interference, the other is working through the glitch. when my right is distracted, my left picks up the focus in intermission. there is also focal points within the mind. a quick memory called upon by will fills the unconscious spot. Light is constant and timeless. Any interference does not last long in the eye of constant light holography. Hearing is tuning into another area of the spectrum of vibrations, only on a lower level of vibration, so the same constant spectrum appears in sound as well. The focal jumps exist in sound. To hear a snapping button at time of distraction re-enters a focal point and concentration is further enhanced with each incremental focus point. It is jumping from sense to sense. because these senses work together in a united process, they open a vast new area where information about things can leap through space and time as if there is no difference in objective.

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?   Yes

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?    Uncertain

At this time I am uncertain. I understand what it is I know, but still uncertainty rules my physical life. I think my experiences have given me a sense of appreciation for what wonderful things are possible in this world today.

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?             No

I have read about this boundary, and I am still researching what it means. I don't recall any boundary.

Did you become aware of future events?       No response

I often feel that the future is now. What is out there is in here. The stardust that makes up our bodies are from the stars that make up celestial objects in the OBE. I do feel that it is a matter of perception. There are so many ways to look at our world. it is the difference between a flat world and a round world. There is knowledge that The OBE exists and it is not being heard in our world. There is too much negativity, and as far as the future is concerned today, I think we're here to do what we're here to do. experience the meaning of negativity. But then why is there any positively at all in our world? why do they still cancel and what does a world without winners and losers mean? I tend to believe space is infinite and that possibly time is the heart of our Goddess/god. In one OBE, I felt the love of a higher being warp space and time and reach me in a huge sound wave. this wave was a heart beat and it made my heart skip a beat. Since then I am not afraid to feel my heart beat an unconditional love.

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?       No response

Yes, I was free at will to return any time I wanted to return. But I was working on learning how to prolong the experience.

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?         Yes

Yes I have had some unique gifts after my experience, but I have had to work on them to keep them.

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?   Yes

Yes I have become more aware of how I feel and where my heart is. I have had some good things result from the experience such as my desire to go back to college, I have had some negative experiences result such as being outcaste from certain groups. I know that I am not crazy. I'm smart enough to know that certain people I will not share anything with because they would bring me trouble. I pay my bills, take care of what I need to in life to be a responsible adult. I have fun and try not to take life too serious. whatever my experience was, now I know I'm not alone in having it happen to me.

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?       The experience has made me less vulnerable towards individuals who prey on weakness for their advantage. I'm finding a more active way of visualizing and imagining things clearly and creatively. I am very interested in researching paranormal activities with some like minded individuals. (in this town, they are hard to find.)

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?         Yes

Have you shared this experience with others?         Yes

only close individuals and that's it. I would share the experiences with a person who is really interested in researching the subject. Not to sound too sarcastic, but I'm not looking towards being committed to the psycho ward, or insulted. If I could find a person who is as interested in the subject as I am, then I'd share more.

In my everyday life, I don't usually talk about it at all and it's not healthy on the heart to live this way.

What emotions did you experience following your experience?  Very disturbing emotions and once I remember crying and knowing something very important before it faded into the subconscious.

What was the best and worst part of your experience?      The best part was the community with higher intelligence. The worst part was learning how negative the world has become.

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?         No