Sequoia H's Experience
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Experience description:
On our 5+ hour drive home from Palm Springs to Ventura, California,
our convertible began to "act up." First the air conditioning went out - which
was a challenge as it was early August and we were in the desert. It was really
hot, something like 105 degrees. Quickly, we pulled over at a nearby gas station
to check the coolant levels and connections and could not locate the problem, so
we decided to drive home with the windows down. We were sweating and it was
miserable.
About an hour from
home, the speed odometer on the dashboard began to spin in full rotations,
followed by other measurements going haywire (up and down, etc.) We pulled over
and my husband checked under the hood, but couldn't find any problem.
As he restarted the
car, we quickly realized that we could not roll up or down the windows or get
past a certain gear (even though our car is an automatic). Something was wrong
with our electrical system. The engine was revving high and squealing! So we
decided to take the back roads (get off the highway), go about 25 mph the last
40 or so miles and take our car directly to the dealership to be inspected.
Less than a mile from
the dealership we drove towards a construction zone where they had taken the
four lanes (2 going north and 2 going south) and had modified the lanes (3 going
south and 1 going north). This also occurred around a bend.
As my husband was
following the signs (kind of confusing and it was a late Sunday evening), he
pulled into the lane that was clearly marked for us to go forward but on the
other end on-coming traffic was coming towards us!
In a flash of a vision,
I saw us having a head on collision and me dying. I was shown in slow motion and
with a high level of alertness and awareness "train tracks" and how my train
tracks were coming to an abrupt end. It felt like I was in the 1800's in the
middle of nowhere just as train tracks were being laid in the American
wilderness. I was very clear that this was "the end of the line" for me and my
life. The vision was more factual, than emotional as if I were watching a
movie.
Then, as if the
conductor of the train, I felt and saw (as if looking out the front window of a
train), the train being lifted straight up into the air and placed back down,
very gingerly, on a parallel train track to my right of where I was. This
"other" train track had been there all along. This would be my "new" track for
my train and it had no end in sight.
Moments before, as my
husband drove towards the head-on collision (that would have occurred around the
bend of the construction zone) I let out a terrifying scream when I saw "the
vision of us crashing and me dying". Not sensing danger, he was immediately
taken by surprise by my blood-curdling scream. Though I could not make out any
words (only screams) he trusted me as I motioned not to go forward, pushing
myself back in the car seat and even lifting my legs as if to avoid a crash.
Trusting me that something was terribly wrong, he swerved quickly to the right
instead of driving forward on that "3rd lane" and we crashed our car into an
embankment that was cement but surrounded by large empty plastic barrels.
(Obviously someone else had done the same thing or it was a precaution to have
the "buffer" there.)
Our car was damaged by
the impact but we were not harmed. We were now less than 3 blocks from our
dealership and with a cracked hood and smashed in front grill, we still, slowly
but surely, made it to the dealership - now going about 10 mph. They took in our
car for inspection and repairs and drove us home.
After this time, I did
not feel safe driving in our convertible and we bought an Volvo SUV. Even after
getting the convertible fixed it seemed to be haunted with problems and today
sits on our property (non-operational) until we can afford to get a whole new
transmission or decide to sell it.
After this NDE, for
months, I would have nighttime dreams and daytime visions with "sacred geometry"
(triangles, grids, parts of what looked like blueprints) and "accounting
ledgers" (instead of numbers it was symbols, but something was being 'listed'
and 'tallied' or 'added up'). I also FELT a tremendous PEACE and had an
unexplainable KNOWING that everyone and everything was connected as ONE and that
LOVE was all there was.
I also feel, that
somehow, I am more intuitive than before and also less judgmental. In addition,
I no longer fear death as it is clearly not the end.
Who knows what might
have occurred had we been on the highway that evening .... or why we experienced
so many "detours" trying to get home.
Overall, I feel I got a
"second chance" to live -- and am very grateful to be alive and more "awake"
(with awareness) than ever.
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words? No It was VERY CLEAR
At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Yes Impending head-on car crash
At what time
during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and
alertness? When everything seemed to be in "slow motion" (with the
impending car upon us)
How did your highest level of consciousness and alertness during the experience
compare to your normal every day consciousness and alertness? More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest
level of consciousness and alertness during the experience was different from
your normal every day consciousness and alertness, please explain:
When everything seemed to be in "slow motion" (with the impending car upon us)
Did your vision differ in any way from your normal, everyday vision (in any
aspect, such as clarity, field of vision, colors, brightness, depth perception
degree of solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)? Yes Yes, but after ... when I started seeing things as if
seeing other dimensions of reality
Did your hearing differ in any way from your normal, everyday hearing (in any
aspect, such as clarity, ability to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness,
etc.)?
No
Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body? Yes
Did you pass into or through a tunnel or enclosure?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past events in your life? No
Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your
experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or otherwise distinctive locations, levels or
dimensions?
No
Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes
Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose? Yes I had a knowing .... that we are all connected, all
one.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? Yes Yes, if we went forward I would die.
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the
experience you did not have prior to the experience? Yes Visions, seeing other dimensions, increased intuition
or "knowing", more love, less judging
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes I shared immediately and sought out people to talk to - as it was very
perplexing. Someone explained to both my husband and I why I felt it so strongly
and why he felt nothing. It was my "end point" not his and I was given another
chance.
Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your
experience?
Yes Yes, but not referring to it as NDE. It was in 1996 -- and now
looking back it was probably my first NDE - though a quite different experience.
In it I "crossed over", saw dead relatives, God who spoke to me about "going
back and fulfilling my life purpose." But at the time I thought it was
drug-induced (someone had laced something I ingested, unbeknownst to me.) So the
for the longest time, I thought it was related to the ingestion of Hash or PCP
(still not sure what was in what I ingested). But after this experience in
August 2007, I now linked the two experiences believing they are both NDEs.
How did you view the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it
happened:
Experience was definitely real It stayed with me in dreams and daytime
visions -- as I was "shown" even more -- but the messages were cryptic to me --
symbols and ledgers and I don't know what to make of it still.
Were there one
or several parts of the experience especially meaningful or significant to
you? I felt I
got another chance ... which may be my third or fourth chance .. who knows.
How do you currently view the reality of your experience: Experience was definitely real
Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your
experience?
Yes
Yes,
I am more "in the moment", more loving, less judgmental
Have your religious beliefs/practices changed specifically as a
result of your experience?
Yes
I am
more open to the afterlife
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Is there
anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Thank you for
asking and of collecting other stories like mine
Did the questions asked and information you provided so far accurately and
comprehensively describe your experience?
Yes
Are there any
other questions we could ask to help you communicate your experience? What did you do or were
you doing immediately before and after?