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Experience description E040618:   

I was listening to the music when there was as if a knock at the door, it was a union with the divine a mild at-one-ment as I call them, I decided to pray I had one earphone in and left it in.

I looked at the sky as the spirit entered me. I felt that I could “See” the spirit which is light it came in waves as the the music built waxed and then built. They combined I was so ecstatic, then more I went deeper and deeper, and the ecstasy kept on getting more and more intense. I was satisfied but wanted to see “How deep does this rabbit hole go?” knowing my life is very different and I will see things that will amaze you.

It kept building in waves until it was so strong it was more than 1 000 times stronger than a sexual orgasm. I came out of my body. Finally I cried in joy and overwhelming-ness. The final part was stronger than anything I had ever felt before. It was much stronger than that of my NDE in 1979. And you don't need to nearly die. I have to tell people because I know we are all made of light and one with God but we do need to consciously unite with Him, and consciously enter the light. It comes nearly every day. I have been having a few bad days and it's more than made up for it my heart sings His praise all the time.

Earlier I had had similar with a song the light said to leave the music on. My legs went all goosepimply, and shivery, then the light was on my root, and shimmering dazzling, I tried to move it up my spine, nothing happened, it was talking to me it is a personality, then it moved up of its own accord. You never control it, it lives you you don't live it. The music was a guitar solo, and like Kundalini the energy went up and own my spine several times reaching a climax with the music (Die hard the hunter – Def Leppard), well, today's experience happened listening to more intense music by the scorpions - “Woman” it was quite violent it was so intense, and more ecstasy than anything I had had before to the point where I shot out of my body at the climax. More than even my NDE where I became one with the light. Who knows where this will take me, how deep does the rabbit hole go?

 

Experience description:   

JC and the rabbit hole:

...because of her namesake (Lewis Carroll) I started to read 'Alice in Wonderland', and wondered just how deep this rabbit hole will go. I fell asleep and before I awoke she was there being so kind to me, and I was aware of God and her, the same being. I woke up, and I was in union with the divine, everything had changed, the room was different the light was different (I now realize when I “see” the room normally it is 90% spiritual sight and the physical seeing of the room is very little) I thought 'Am I having another NDE?' Am I dead? No it was conscious union with God while sleeping. I woke up, I could see I still had a body, but my soul my mind had been filled with such deep peace joy and ecstasy I couldn't describe it. Just, WOW! The nearest explanation was like a sexual orgasm only 1000 times more intense. So because there is no separation and most of our soul is in Heaven now, I can see her and talk to her and this can never be taken away. The theory is God can't take from God, who is me is you and who is JC...

...that part of us that is God is ever present in all of us and can never be taken away. Then Cheryl started to improve a little. Then my neighbor that I am worried about called me over to pet his dog, he's a great guy and the dog loves me.

The stated goal of “!the infinite way” is conscious union with God and this is what has happened today! (Friday 3rd November 2017) I had been concerned about JC there had been some feelings that maybe something nice might happen but I have been concerned with the here and now, this is it, what I had been waiting for but didn't know in what form.

The being of light spoke many things to me, we are all made of light the light likes interaction it sees itself in us and through others eyes. We are in fact nothing else than the light. The girl that broke my heart is also just light and nothing more, the light loves me and as the light she loves me.

8th Nov 2017,

I sat down with some music and my favorite book, I began to read a meditation book about “The infinite way” and the being of light said turn your music off, as I did I started to pray, and a peace came, as I prayed “Your love makes me cry!” and the being came to me, and then much stronger, in waves of pure pleasure and peace and joy, as if only in an NDE it was so intense and came in waves the only way to describe this was like sex, but 1000 times more intense.

“It just happened again, while praying the spirit came into me waves of “life“ energy rushed in waves into my body, “My god!” I said. Then they got more intense, afterwards I cried because it was so nice. Too nice to bear. Waves of ecstasy and the presence of God, “As if I am not with you all the time?” said the spirit.

 Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?        No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event?       No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    Higher

            Was the experience dream like in any way?           Noooo

 Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?         Uncertain     I could not feel my body, so I tried to feel it and was surprised to feel it as I though I had died and was in heaven

 What emotions did you feel during the experience?           Ecstasy deep peace joy and every nice emotion and love

 Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?           the being kept talking to me

 LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?           No     

Did you see a light?         Yes    The whole room was shining with his light but physically nothing had changed. Because of the being of light it appeared to have changed 99% but nothing physical. Just his presence.

 Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes           God

 Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?    No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?        No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?  Yes    I was so overwhelmed with His love for me, I didn't think I was still here I didn't want to move to break the 'spell' but I felt my body, and then I knew I was still here on terra firma. Nothing had changed but everything had changed.

 Did you have any sense of altered space or time?           Yes    it was like time had stopped, but the experience went on and on.

 Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?           Yes    You can never truly lose anyone or anything, the girl that broke your heart is made of love as well and as such lives in your heart where God also lives, in each of us.

 Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?              No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?     No      Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience? No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?         Yes    The being of Light gave me hope and said a lot of things to me. Some of them I remember that He cant take anything away from us or anyone either.

 How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?    I often pray to this person this Being of light, I don't call myself religious or Christian. I have to respect everyone as they are made of light as well, even if they seem to be evil.

 Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    Everything is improving!

 Have you shared this experience with others?           Yes    On Facebook. No-one really understands.

 What emotions did you experience following your experience? Excitement and joy. When will the being of light come back again?

 What was the best and worst part of your experience? It was all good. The being of light will never betray me as had happened as a child. He makes me confident where I had felt betrayal as a child.

 Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?      Try conscious union with God. Even if you are not a Christian.

 Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?             Yes    It allowed me to explain the experience in my own words in the large text box.

 Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.       It was perfect!