Sean M
Experience
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Experience description E040618:
I was listening to the music when there was as if a knock at the door,
it was a union with the divine a mild at-one-ment as I call them, I
decided to pray I had one earphone in and left it in.
I looked at the sky as the spirit entered me. I felt that I could “See”
the spirit which is light it came in waves as the the music built waxed
and then built. They combined I was so ecstatic, then more I went
deeper and deeper, and the ecstasy kept on getting more and more
intense. I was satisfied but wanted to see “How deep does this rabbit
hole go?” knowing my life is very different and I will see things that
will amaze you.
It kept building in waves until it was so strong it was more than 1 000
times stronger than a sexual orgasm. I came out of my body. Finally I
cried in joy and overwhelming-ness. The final part was stronger than
anything I had ever felt before. It was much stronger than that of my
NDE in 1979. And you don't need to nearly die. I have to tell people
because I know we are all made of light and one with God but we do need
to consciously unite with Him, and consciously enter the light. It
comes nearly every day. I have been having a few bad days and it's more
than made up for it my heart sings His praise all the time.
Earlier I had had similar with a song the light said to leave the music
on. My legs went all goosepimply, and shivery, then the light was on my
root, and shimmering dazzling, I tried to move it up my spine, nothing
happened, it was talking to me it is a personality, then it moved up of
its own accord. You never control it, it lives you you don't live it.
The music was a guitar solo, and like Kundalini the energy went up and
own my spine several times reaching a climax with the music (Die hard
the hunter – Def Leppard), well, today's experience happened listening
to more intense music by the scorpions - “Woman” it was quite violent
it was so intense, and more ecstasy than anything I had had before to
the point where I shot out of my body at the climax. More than even my
NDE where I became one with the light. Who knows where this will take
me, how deep does the rabbit hole go?
Experience description:
JC
and the rabbit hole:
...because of her namesake (Lewis Carroll) I started to read 'Alice in
Wonderland', and wondered just how deep this rabbit hole will go. I fell asleep
and before I awoke she was there being so kind to me, and I was aware of God and
her, the same being. I woke up, and I was in union with the divine, everything
had changed, the room was different the light was different (I now realize when
I “see” the room normally it is 90% spiritual sight and the physical seeing of
the room is very little) I thought 'Am I having another NDE?' Am I dead? No it
was conscious union with God while sleeping. I woke up, I could see I still had
a body, but my soul my mind had been filled with such deep peace joy and ecstasy
I couldn't describe it. Just, WOW! The nearest explanation was like a sexual
orgasm only 1000 times more intense. So because there is no separation and most
of our soul is in Heaven now, I can see her and talk to her and this can never
be taken away. The theory is God can't take from God, who is me is you and who
is JC...
...that part of us that is God is ever present in all of us and can never be
taken away. Then Cheryl started to improve a little. Then my neighbor that I am
worried about called me over to pet his dog, he's a great guy and the dog loves
me.
The stated goal of “!the infinite way” is conscious union with God and this is
what has happened today! (Friday 3rd November 2017) I had been concerned about
JC there had been some feelings that maybe something nice might happen but I
have been concerned with the here and now, this is it, what I had been waiting
for but didn't know in what form.
The being of light spoke many things to me, we are all made of light the light
likes interaction it sees itself in us and through others eyes. We are in fact
nothing else than the light. The girl that broke my heart is also just light and
nothing more, the light loves me and as the light she loves me.
8th Nov 2017,
I
sat down with some music and my favorite book, I began to read a meditation book
about “The infinite way” and the being of light said turn your music off, as I
did I started to pray, and a peace came, as I prayed “Your love makes me cry!”
and the being came to me, and then much stronger, in waves of pure pleasure and
peace and joy, as if only in an NDE it was so intense and came in waves the only
way to describe this was like sex, but 1000 times more intense.