Experience description:
I found myself in a dark
tunnel at the end of which I saw a small, powerful light. I walked slowly
but confidently toward it which grew as I got closer. At the end of my
journey, the tunnel and darkness gave way to a complete, ineffable light
where there was a resplendent city without shadows.
Three days after this
nighttime dream, at 10 a.m. while I was at work, I felt an enormous luminous
force ascend from my body to my head which changed my way of seeing the
world from being normally gray to illuminated as if everything has its own
internal light.
Was the kind of experience difficult
to express in words?
No
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
No
At what time during the experience
were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?
During the moments of illumination while in my dream as well as during the
subsequent waiting period.
How did your highest level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience compare to your normal
every day consciousness and alertness?
More consciousness and alertness than normal
If your highest level of consciousness
and alertness during the experience was different from your normal every day
consciousness and alertness, please explain:
The conviction of having perceived part of True Reality.
Did your vision differ in any way from
your normal, everyday vision (in any aspect, such as clarity, field of
vision, colors, brightness, depth perception degree of
solidness/transparency of objects, etc.)?
Yes Precisely the amplification of all these things included in the
question.
Did your hearing differ in any way
from your normal, everyday hearing (in any aspect, such as clarity, ability
to recognize source of sound, pitch, loudness, etc.)?
Yes Greater acuity. I
now know what it means "to hear."
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What emotions did you feel during the
experience?
Abundance, joyfulness, peace. I have found what I was looking for: The
Meaning of Life.
Did you pass into or through a tunnel
or enclosure? Yes
Answered in question 3.
Did you see a light?
Yes Answered in question 3.
Did you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did you experience a review of past
events in your life?
No Not at all. I experienced the existence of another world
unequivocally true and joyful, and from that moment on I have only been
interested in deepening my understanding of it.
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified
later? No
Did you see or visit any beautiful or
otherwise distinctive locations, levels or dimensions?
No
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time? No
Did you have a sense of knowing
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes Answered in questions 12 and 21.
Did you reach a boundary or limiting
physical structure? No
Did you become aware of future events?
No
Did you have any psychic, paranormal
or other special gifts following the experience you did not have prior to
the experience?
No
Have you shared this experience with
others? Yes
Immediately, and the response was complete indifference.
Did you have any knowledge of near
death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?
No I didn't have any deep understanding of the NDE until just a few
days ago, but before the experience I had read about Buddhist enlightenment
and things related to that.
How did you view the reality of your
experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:
Experience was definitely real It has remained imbedded within me and has
produced fulfillment, assurance, and a desire to share it with others so
that they might also want to experience something similar.
Were there one or several parts of the
experience especially meaningful or significant to you?
Answered in questions 3, 12 and 21
How do you currently view the reality
of your experience:
Experience was definitely real
I consider this experience to be
something normal and my longing is to contact other people who have had like
experiences or similar to my own and who have found that sincere acts and
Love are the pathway to amplifying this Knowledge.
Have your relationships changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes I live as a single person with my family but I am not alone.
Have your religious
beliefs/practices changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes Jesus and only He is the fulfillment of this Knowledge and only by
way of the personal mystical pathway excluding all organized religions.
Following the experience, have you had
any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Is there anything else you would like
to add concerning the experience?
No.
Did the questions asked and
information you provided so far accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience? Yes
Regarding illumination...I have recently discovered what is clearly
described in the Hindu tradition as "Kundalini Awakening," but together with
what I expressed earlier, the experience is perfected through the knowledge
of the Love of Jesus which also happened sequentially in my own spiritual
history.
Are there any other questions we could
ask to help you communicate your experience?
I think the questionnaire is well structured. Perhaps there is a
super-imposition of questions but I'm not sure.