Sarah M's Experience
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Experience description:

My experience was the presence of a very beautiful woman who appeared first by changing a radio station to a country music station. I listen only to rock. we were in a car. She waved above and the roof opened to a clear brilliant sky with clouds of sparkling clarity. It was odd as I had terrible blurry vision.

In this clarity was a brightness of light. Then I was enveloped in a feeling of great incredible love, beautiful.

This feeling was unimaginable to me, a feeling I had no awareness of ever knowing, having experienced an unhappy home, poverty, work stress and an  unhappy marriage.  I never wanted this feeling to stop.

  Unfortunately I had to come back. And get up to go to work. This was merely a dream. I still cannot forget.

  My husband was ill. The doctors had not told him or me that he was dying at the time. He passed 11 days later from complications of Graft vs. Host disease, following a bone marrow transplant for leukemia, at a mere 37 years old. He loved country music.

It was as though I was given a gift to understand what he would be feeling and from that moment I knew he was dying.

 At the time of your experience was there an associated life-threatening event?         Yes     Yes but not my own

 Was the experience difficult to express in words?   Yes    

At what time during the experience were you at your highest level of consciousness and alertness?    More consciousness and alertness than normal    all of it  I never experienced a feeling like that love or clear vision like that ever  In fact I had cataracts growing at the time and didn't know it surgery 2 years later

 Please compare your vision during the experience to your everyday vision that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    see above  I had one lazy eye always had double vision, blurred vision, had a cataract growing in my only eye that had any distance vision.  In this dream I saw crystal clear

 Please compare your hearing during the experience to your everyday hearing that you had immediately prior to the time of the experience.    sparkling clear  I usually have muffled hearing

 Did you see or hear any earthly events that were occurring during a time that your consciousness / awareness was apart from your physical / earthly body?    No  

What emotions did you feel during the experience?            Pure incredible indescribable love  

Did you pass into or through a tunnel?           No      

Did you see an unearthly light? No       Just extreme brightness and clarity

 Did you seem to encounter a mystical being or presence, or hear an unidentifiable voice?            I encountered a definite being, or a voice clearly of mystical or unearthly origin    A beautiful blonde woman that I did not know

 Did you encounter or become aware of any deceased (or alive) beings?         No   

Did you become aware of past events in your life during your experience?    No      

Did you seem to enter some other, unearthly world?          No      

Did time seem to speed up or slow down?     Everything seemed to be happening at once; or time stopped or lost all meaning           

Did you suddenly seem to understand everything?            No      

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure? No      

Did you come to a border or point of no return?       No      

Did scenes from the future come to you?       No      

Did you have a sense of knowing special knowledge or purpose?        No      

Discuss any changes that might have occurred in your life after your experience:   Large changes in my life             

Did you have any changes in your values or beliefs after the experience that occurred as a result of the experience?    Yes     I believe love is everything

 Do you have any psychic, non-ordinary or other special gifts after your experience that you did not have before the experience?    No    

Have you ever shared this experience with others?            Yes     immediately to coworkers. They thought I was crazy  I told my mother as well, She thanked me years later her last words to me before she passed

 Did you have any knowledge of near death experience (NDE) prior to your experience?    Yes     welfare client told me she came to the area to work with Kenneth Ring and never explained why

 What did you believe about the reality of your experience shortly (days to weeks) after it happened:    Experience was definitely real   

What do you believe about the reality of your experience at the current time: Experience was definitely real          

Have your relationships changed specifically as a result of your experience?           Yes            fewer friends only closest relationships  more of a loner than ever

 Have your religious beliefs/spiritual practices changed specifically as a result of your experience? No   

At any time in your life, has anything ever reproduced any part of the experience?  No   

Did the questions asked and information that you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?    Yes   

Are there one or several parts of your experience that are especially meaningful or significant to you?     it was a gift very special