Sarah M Experiences
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This time it started in 2014 when I saw '11,11' everywhere and for days.

A dove kept showing up outside on my balcony.

At Saint Johns day I felt an urgent feeling that I should pray, so I did. Then my soul suddenly popped out begging to come home. A voice behind me said 'Make happy', immediately I became very joyful. Then one night an angel woke me up telling me I had to meet the Lord. I flew out of my body from my balcony and saw a huge crystal stairway.

I was so amazed that I had to sit down on it for a while and looked around. There was nothing else but the stars and the shining crystal stairs that  made rainbow colors because of the light from the crystal. Soon after I heard a voice saying 'Sarah, come', so I stood up and continued to the top, where I saw two doors; I chose the one I could hear music from, and now I was in space, when He (Jesus) came flying on my right side. We then went to Orion's Nebula  where He opened up a black hole or a tunnel in the left side  with the four stars in the middle of  the Nebula cloud - he used some kind of spell word. Meanwhile I walked around and checked out the cloud. I wasn't worry at all, just happy and fascinated to be there with Him, and suddenly I recognized and remembered I knew Him from sooner in life, but had forgot about it...

As we walked through the tunnel I looked at the 'walls''. It was kind of flickering electric but still I had a view to cosmos that was around us... He said that I should'nt look to much because it would drain the faith out of me...

When out again, we flew in space. As we approached our destination I saw multiple glittering colors and music. He told me 'that is inspiration to people on earth' and then he said that I would soon 'fall apart' as we get closer but that he would 'fix me' again when we get there...Then I woke up on his lap as a baby in the New Jerusalem (a star; all stars are homes for our souls) He smiled and nursed me and I was immensely happy to be in my REAL Fathers arms...

I was growing up VERY fast, my whole past away family was waiting on a little bridge in front of me. We hugged each other, some of them I did not know but I knew they were relatives - all of them was young again.  I asked my aunt who had died the exact same year 'Do you know who this is?' She answered 'Yes, He is always here!' I had some alone time with them and we went up in what looked liked an old mill or water tower to talk a little. I remember that there was a big old closet behind the door and the floor was decorated with red tiles and I saw a little round window in the small room on 1st floor from where my aunt pointed out her house..outside they showed me the plate with the names of this towns members ,all my family members names written in gold. (so I think all families have a star of their own after life to live on )

After a while Jesus came to get me. He and I went outside in what looked like a courtyard with pillars. We sat down on a little fountain and he gave me gifts; toys I had as a kid. I became so full of joy to see them again and to see the marks I had made on them while using them growing up, they were still there - and because of that it confirmed to me that it was the same toys I'd once owned. He laughed out loud when I was silly.

At one point I got the idea to pinch my arm and I felt it.

I still had my body even though I knew that I was out of my body.

I looked up in the air; there were no sun but still everything shined like a beautiful summer day.

He called for a small cloud that came right above me, it was some kind of 'cloud screen' on were he showed me my whole life and some of my future. The cloud somehow surrounded me, and I was reliving scenes from my life,  sometimes from another perspective; for example I saw myself playing with my brother and sister when we were younger. When the scene was over the cloud left me and I was still sitting with jesus. At one point I was shown that he was the one that 'installed' my soul in my body the day I was born; I actually was in the hospital watching him kiss my forehead one second before I came into the world.

When I was with the Lord my soul didn't care much for my body...I was still me but in my soul it felt much more important to please and obey Him. Jesus also showed me the several times when he saved me in life; one time He saved me from a car accident. He also showed me many of the times I prayed as kid, it felt like I was reliving all the scenes again.

He then gave me some paper-thin flesh like papyrus that he wrote his name on with his own blood. I had to eat it... Before I did so I asked Him if I could see His hands - He smiled and showed them to me; I could clearly see that He had huge nail mark scars in them. He then began to teach me with words from the Testament, but in some sort of 'code' - words I had 'to heal with', he said, and names and words was flashing fast on a screen; all the disciples names and some letters. I said 'It's so simple that a child could understand it!' (It was so so easy there!) He then showed me a stone pillar that someone named Symeon Stylites used to sit on and something about the 'ANKH'.

In the end he showed me myself as about 80 years in a nursing home and that he will come and get me the day that I die. He then gave me eternal life, while he did that, he drew something on the ground and said that I should try to endure the daily temptations and stop saying harsh words in anger. Then He hugged me and a big bright warm light surrounded us and we had to go back to my body. On the way back we were very close to Saturn's rings and walked on clouds...

I've been there two times now and everything He said came true (in the first experience I was sitting with Jesus looking out on a sunset and a beautiful wheat field, he then told me it was going to be a hard life but the outcome will be good for many and that I will be allowed to see more of heaven when 25 years has past and that promise he kept

Behind me was a large tree with fruits I've never seen before and a ladder that angels and I used to transport to another place...

Later He took me to a throne room where I saw two chairs; in one of them in front of me on my right hand I saw an old man looking exactly like God, you know from Michael Angelo's painting of The Creation of Sun and Moon. On the wall behind me I saw a big old wooden wheel with sapphires between the spokes.

I heard a loud voice saying ''Bend for your master !', so I did and now Jesus was sitting in the other chair but I still felt like He was both of them. He told me that I had to save a girl from doing drugs. I met her later on in real life and  manage to convince her; she is now working for the Government (when being 'spoken to' it wasn't done with sound and words, it was going on telepathically but I could still think and feel). I've also been filled with the Holy Spirit twice; the last time it lasted for five days - I was full of pure joy and love, in fact I've never felt more joyful and happy in my whole entire life. I was 'glowing' for days and the dove outside on my balcony kept showing up.

One evening I saw tall blue/grayish men in the sky flying up and down every time I heard an ambulance in my town. I also saw 'energies' in purple/turquoise colors like rain coming towards us from the sky all the time (maybe Neutrinoes).

I forgot to tell that. Jesus' hair was VERY big and beautiful, like the mane on lion and His beard was just as beautiful and on His neck He had some sort of an ancient 'hammer cut style'. His robe was light blue and He wore old sandals...

The following days I saw His face in everything; in shapes, in trees and shadows and in almost everything living on earth...

When I came back into my body I checked out the name Symeon Stylittes and I realized that He really did exist! I had no knowledge of the term 'pillar saints' before I was with the Lord, and I still don't know why I was shown this.

UPDATE: A few days later I saw the old man sitting next to Jesus in the throne room; he came flying right towards me in a vision when I blinked my eyes for a short moment.

Throughout all of my experiences I didn't feel any judgment, only understanding and directions to be a better person!


Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          No     

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? No     

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    Slept but went out of my body ..saw everything clearly

           
Was the experience dream like in any way?  Not just a dream ..i was there

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   Yes    I still had my body, it was just younger..I was baby and got older up to about 14

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Amazing, wonderful and in awe

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         We spoke telepathic, I heard (people) singing

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         No Response        

Did you see a light?        Yes    When Jesus wanted me to return to my body, he hugged me and a bright light surround us

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    Yes an angel with red hair

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         Yes   

I pinched myself

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          Yes    Yes saint Symeon Stylittes really did exist

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? Uncertain    

Did you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes    Back in time ..and time slowed down ..and saw some future


Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         No     

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      Yes    Saw myself as older

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          Yes    Sad but okay

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?      No     

Did you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?     Yes    I think Jesus is God now,

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   I feel lost , difficult to understand that I saw and spoke to Jesus that I didn't had faith in ..

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? Yes    Yes i think about it 24/7 and kind of lost myself in it . I made myself confused

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes          Yes she saw that my shine right after .. she already believed in Jesus ..and are now little tired that I always speak about it

What emotions did you experience following your experience? Demon attack and saw UFO ..and difficulties believing

What was the best and worst part of your experience?     In Jesus' arms ,seeing past , the sight up there is beautiful

Is there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience? The trouble begins after, when you starts to doubt and are thinking to much about it..don't research (then you will just start to think that i could be UFO's or demons playing tricks on you ..and its getting heard to believe the truth (I KNOW i was in heaven with Jesus but my mind or (demons, ufo) are trying to confuse me

Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?       No     

Did the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your experience?           Yes    Yes I explained the most ..NEVER doubt what I saw , but something (maybe my own brain) are trying to mix and confuse me ,saying who Jesus also could be ..but when there I knew 100000% it was Jesus , I felt his love