Sarah J's Experience
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Experience description:
when I was twelve or so
I had several experiences of looking in a mirror and realizing the face looking
back at me was not really me at all, that the consciousness that was looking in
the mirror was a small fleck of light at that moment inside my head. I wasn't
staring at myself for a long time, trying to make this odd feeling happen or
anything like that, it came on quite quickly and was very profound, I told my
Mom who said the same thing sometimes happened to her and is was a associative
condition.
When I was in my mid
20's I was living in LA and sat outside one cloudy day in the garden, again I
wasn't trying to make anything happen or thinking anything metaphysical or
profound, I was just relaxing. Suddenly I felt what I can only describe as the
top of my head no longer being there and I was suddenly above my body jut a few
feet up, I could see 360 degrees all around me and I suddenly knew that these
little chips of consciousness like "me" were inside every living thing and that
we are all the same and perfect, kind of like the light that lights lamps, the
shades may make the colors appear different but the light is the same. The
experience was very profound and it has changed me forever.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Very alert
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
No
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
A small chip of white
light, like a little star, I didn't see it but I know it.
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
Discovering something I
had always known
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No
I was at home
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
No
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
That we all all
perfect and the same and that nothing can ever change that.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
Were you involved in
or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
No
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
At first, and I
know this seems silly, I wondered why we even needed eyes if we can see without
them, I kept thinking that you may as well be able to see with your fingers :)
(silly I know but I'm being truthful) I immediately realized deep down on a very
profound level that we are all the same spirit, people, animals all creatures
and that has changed my feelings about everything, I never feel alone and I know
everything is perfect.
How has the experience
affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I am not religious,
I have dedicated my life to painting animals as people to make people smile and
maybe pause for a moment and recognize themselves, on the back of all my gift
cards are the words "we are all the same"
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
I have only told a very
few people, my father when we were talking about spirituality, my Mother and my
Husband, they all thought it was interesting.
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
Only good :)
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Did the questions
asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively describe your
experience?
Yes