Sandy W's Experience 2948
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Experience description:
I want to preface my
story with this..........During the course of my life, I've had several
experiences with 'visitations' from both my deceased brother and father. This
really didn't start I until I was in my 30s. These visitations only happen when
I am in a dream state. They are different from a regular dream and have a
different quality about them from a regular dream. I've had regular dreams with
both my father and brother in them and can easily tell what is just a regular
dream and what is what I term a visitation. Rarely do I just have a regular
dream with either of these two loved ones. Most are visitations and even those
are few and far between. I point this out because it is the moment I awoke from
this dream, I knew without question, it was a visitation and not 'just a dream'
as some people would like to imagine.
In November of 2013 my
daughter was pregnant with her first child, my first grandchild. When she was
approximately 26 weeks along I had a 'visitation' from my granddaughter. We had
already been told the sex and name of the baby. I dreamt that my granddaughter
was sitting up in what looked like a gun metal gray steel shoebox. She was
sitting up and talking to me. She was perfectly formed with chubby cheeks, dark
hair and was an extremely happy baby. She was incredibly excited and incredibly
small. She looked to be around 13-15 inches in length, not the size of a newborn
at all. Very tiny. I was very excited to see her as well. She told me how
excited and anxious she was to be born. We talked for quite a bit but a lot of
what she told me I do not remember except quite specifically I remember she told
me "I know that I am well loved already. I know that I am very much wanted and I
can't wait to be born". Again, much was communicated, but these three sentences
are the only specific words I clearly remember. There was just a huge sense of
her being incredibly anxious, excited and happy to be born. I then went to get
my husband so I could show him and introduce him to his new granddaughter. As we
were walking back to this metal shoebox thing, I realized that I had put the lid
on it before I went to get my husband. My heart went up into my throat and I
froze in panic. I thought 'why in the world did I put the lid on that box? She
probably can't breath in there" I was so frightened. I was afraid that I might
lift the lid and find her suffocated. I took the lid off and there she sat,
happy, with a big smile on her face.
I woke up. As soon as I
did, I told everyone I knew about my 'visitation' Much of my family and many of
my friends know of my history and past experience with these. Most people
believe in these experiences I've had, there are some that take it with a grain
of salt. It doesn't matter to me, I know these are real experiences and will
share them regardless of anyone's belief. Their belief or disbelief doesn't
change anything. My pregnant daughter was one who never had her mind made up as
to whether or not what I experienced was true. Anyway, that didn't stop me from
telling her! I even joked, I sure hope this doesn't mean that Emilia is coming
early! Never imagining really that she would. I feel idiotic in hindsight as
every sign was there and the baby even told me...I can't wait to be born.
Needless to say, my daughter went into labor at 29 weeks, 6 days. Emilia Rose
was born on thanksgiving morning. She weighed 3lbs, 1. oz and I think she was
15-16 inches long. When I got the call that my daughter was on labor, everything
about that dream made sense. Her being so tony, telling me how she couldn't wait
to come into this world, the shoebox that represented the incubator box she
would be placed in and live for the next six weeks. Even the part of the dream
where I was concerned about her not being able to breath hit me like a ton of
bricks as the OB explained that their biggest concern with a baby this small was
the underdevelopment of their lungs and not to be surprised or alarmed if we
didn't hear crying at her birth. Wow. The whole thing just floored me. Emilia
is six months old now and as happy and as healthy as she could be. I will always
have a very special bond with that baby as we met before she was born. Just
incredible.
I was able to tell many
of my visitation before Emilia's birth, and the circumstances matched with what
I was shown, several of the skeptics, including my daughter, are a little more
prone to believe that some of my dreams are not merely dreams.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was asleep
Was the experience
dream like in any way?
It was a dream
Did you experience a
separation of your consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you
feel during the experience?
Extreme happiness and
excitability
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
No
Did you recognize any
familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or
encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
No
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes
My granddaughter told
me she 'couldn't wait to be born' and she sure didn't wait.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
No
Did you have any sense
of altered space or time?
No
Did you have a sense
of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
No
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware
of future events?
No
I should have become
aware, but believe it or not, even with everything the baby said, it truly never
even occurred to me that she might actually be born early, even though I even
joked about it to my daughter. If I had actually believed in even the real
chance of that occurring, I probably wouldn't have laughed about it. No one in
my family has ever had premature birth and when she said, I can't wait to be
born, I was thinking along the lines of....I can't wait for Christmas, doesn't
mean you show up to the party 10 weeks early!
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes
It makes me
wonder....do we choose a premature birth? Seems so doesn't it? Also, I am now
certain that souls are aware of who will parent them, who their grandparents
are, etc. She came to me. She knew I was the one person in the family that she
could connect with on a soul level, that I am open to that. She knew my daughter
loved her very much already and wanted her so badly. I didn't know that souls
had this kind of awareness before they were born. Now I have no doubts.
Has your life changed
specifically as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this
experience with others?
Yes
Everyone!
What was the best and
worst part of your experience?
The best part was that
this soul was about to come into the world and what she showed me came to pass,
it proved to some others that what I've experienced is indeed real. Unlike the
visitations from my deceased brother and father, there is nothing I can point to
to prove those experiences are just as valid. That only matters because I desire
for those skeptics to know we are so much more than what we think we are. We are
eternal beings and live both before and after this short life on earth.
Following the
experience, have you had any other events in your life, medications or
substances which reproduced any part of the experience? No
Another Experience: My son in law snapped
a few pictures of my daughter with baby Emilia (the little time and space
traveler!) and I think you will find it interesting. He snapped three or four in
a row. All of them except one was 'normal'. I included three to show you that
one second 'it' is not there, the next second 'it' is. What is that green orb? A
spirit? I think it may actually be a photograph of my daughters love aura for
her baby girl that she has been so worried about being born so early. Her love
sure fits the description. Or is this special baby a natural healer? Not sure,
except that's a pretty special baby.....even if she didn't come visit me before
she was born or have green orbs floating about her ;-)