Sandy TS Experience
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Experience description:
I
began having extremely intense contractions, when my doctor came into to check
my centimeters his voice was very soothing and helped me become more focused on
the self hypnosis process that we had been practicing for approximately three
months. In the middle of a contraction I was transported by nursing staff from
my bed to a gurney in order to transport me into the delivery room. It was
during this transport to gurney that I began to feel as though I was floating
above my body. I could hear the conversations around me, but it was as though I
was separate from my body and had no feeling of any physical experiences. It
was only when the doctor said "here comes the head" that I felt my self
immediately drop back into my body and could feel the physical effects of
birthing.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No naturally childbirth with a focus on self hypnosis
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
Yes Not until I began reading more esoteric theology did I begin to be able
to put words into my experience
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I
felt detached from everything, yet like an observer I watched everything in
detail as if I was floating above the whole scene
Was the experience dream like in any way?
not
dream like, it truly felt like I was there, but only as an observer. I could
see everything in detail, but it felt like I was above looking down on the whole
experience versus having any physical connection to what was happening to my
body
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Uncertain I felt detached from any bodily experience and only felt like
eyes starring down on a scene of a hospital delivery.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
A
bit confused about why I was having this experience and yet knowing that was me
giving birth yet somehow I was watching from above. Mostly it felt exciting and
exhilarating, never dawned on me to feel frightened only a bit confused about
this strange and unexpected experience
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
The
sounds or noises around me were the actual words being spoken by the medical
staff attending to me when I heard anything. Most of the time it was just
visual experiences and only toward the end did I actually hear the words being
spoken
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No Only the immediate surroundings of the hospital starting in the
birthing room, the sensation of following the gurney down the hallway into the
delivery room, the sense of floating above the operating table, and finally the
voices when they began to see my child's head moving through the birth canal
Did
you see a light?
Uncertain Everything seemed a bit ethereal, meaning not quite real yet
still hovering over what was really happening
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
No
only
the sensation that when the dr said here comes his head that I intentionally
thought I must get back into my body so I can be present for this moment of
birth
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes the room was exactly as I had seen it from above, the voices I heard
were the same. My husband had said when they moved me onto the gurney he was
afraid I was dead. I always believed it was because they had moved me in the
middle of a very intense contraction and that my body seemed rigid due to the
contraction
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes It seemed the only sense that was working was my visual and then at the
very end some auditory
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Yes both space and time. I am not sure how long it was from the time the
moved me until the time of birth. For me the first point of cognitive
recognition was when I heard the dr say here comes his head, then all my senses
returned and I intentionally felt myself move back into my body
Did
you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or
purpose?
No
Did
you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?
Yes I knew I had to move back into my body to be a part of this experience
and to see and touch my child
Did
you become aware of future events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Yes Very intentional choice to return to my body
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain More of a curiosity of what happened and if I could ever attain
this kind of experience again
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes More reading and research into psychic experiences
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
It
has given me a more open mindedness to psychic experiences in all of us and the
potential that we all hold within our minds
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Uncertain I don't thinking at the time I felt it to be life changing;
however, it definitely opened new doors to seeking spirituality on a different
level than just organized religion.
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes A few people, but only those who are of like minds
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Mostly just a sense of what just happened or did that really happen, initially.
As I read researched other stories of OBE I began to accept the fact that this
had truly happened to me.
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
It
was all very wonderful. At no time did I feel anything other than curiosity and
wonder
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
Sense that moment I have always wanted to know more about what I truly
experienced and why at that particular moment I moved into that state of being
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes