Sandy's Experiences
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Experience description:
I was married
with 3 young children the first time it happened, now I have a forth. We owned
our own business. I was happy. My first OBE happened during the middle of the
night. I was sleeping when I awoke to the strangest vibrations filling my body.
It sounded like a train running thru me. It frightened me and I woke up. Over
the next year or so it happened a few more times. I didn't tell anyone, how
could I explain what was happening to me, when I didn't know myself.
A couple years later I joined a meditation group and listening to the people there I realized some of them had experienced this very thing. They called it an 'Out of Body Experience". They explained I had no reason to be afraid, in fact some of them said they had tried to have this experience thru meditation and could not.
After that when the vibrations started, they always came when I was asleep, I relaxed. I found I could slip out of my body with ease and float to the ceiling. I quickly realized your thoughts moved your spiritual body. You would only have to think-turn your head, move your arms or legs and it would instantly happen.
It has been twenty some years and I continue to have OBEs. I thoroughly enjoy them. I never know when they are going to happen or where I am going to go, but the experience is always the same when leaving your body.
I always lift up and float towards the ceiling. I know it is not a dream, I am always fully conscious. It is always the same time, darkness outside, weather, temp as it actually is. Sometimes I will lift up by my legs, sometimes from my mid-section. Once I woke up thinking why did I had my legs raised straight up in the air. I quickly realized they were my spirit legs and then the rest of my body lifted out. I look like myself, but transparent.
I am able to pass thru walls, ceiling, etc. Instantly I find myself in space surrounded by inky darkness as thousands of stars fly by. It is hard to explain, but I fly backwards. Within seconds I pass thru the air and gently descend to a landing. I usually have no idea where I am.
There are always other people there, some I know are like me and have OBEs, and some I know have passed. Sometimes I have landed where I know the people are living, but they can not see me. I have tried touching them to see their reaction. A few have swatted at my touch. It seemed to me like they were reacting to swatting an invisible insect away. It always make me smile.
Several times I have seen living children. They are able to see me and communicate. I wonder if sometimes, reported ghost sightings aren't people encountering people who are having OBEs.
With myself, these OBEs have changed my life forever- definitely for the positive. I am no longer afraid of death. I know we continue to exist, just in a different form. As a result of this I have contact with people who have passed. They continue to live, laugh, love just as we do here, except they live in a perfect world.
I can explain it best by saying there are hundreds of TV and radio stations, but usually you have access to only one at a time. People who have crossed are here among us, just in a different vibrational frequency. Sometimes when conditions are just right the vibrations cross, giving us a glimpse of their world.
Was your experience(s)
consciously and deliberately induced?
No, in fact when they
first started happening I was frightened. I would wake up in the middle of the
night by a loud vibration going thru my entire body. It almost sounded like a
train was running thru me. It wasn't until a couple of years later that I
discovered what was really happening. I started to attend a meditation group and
heard some of the people there speaking about this strange experience. They told
me what most likely was happening. After I stopped being afraid of them I
slipped out of my body much more easily. It still occurs to me till this day.
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of
experience difficult to express in words?
Yes Unless someone
has experienced this it sounds impossible to believe. Most people think you are
dreaming, crazy, or making things up.
At the time of this
experience, was there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level
of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I am sleeping, but when
I start to leave your body I become instantly aware what it happening.
Was
the experience dream like in any way?
No, it is in no way a
dream. I believe this is the hardest part to explain to someone who has not
experienced this. It is you, you are fully aware of your surroundings. Your
physical body is like taking off heavy winter clothing and freeing the true you.
When I listen to
doctors and scientists explain this away by say this is simply your body's
reaction to low blood pressure, your brain shutting down due to trauma, stress,
etc. it is not true.
Did you experience
a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes I look down at
my body, will no real emotion. The real 'you' is floating above. There is no
fear I will not be able to return. I simply have to think go back and I am
immediately back.
What emotions did
you feel during the experience?
Peace, happiness, well
being. You have a feeling of contentment, like this is where you are supposed to
be. I have lost my fear of death.
Did you hear any
unusual sounds or noises?
When I first started
having OBEs it was always accompanied by loud, strong vibrations running thru my
body. They would be so loud and strong they would wake me up.
LOCATION
DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I knew I was on
the 'other side'. The colors, flowers, clouds, people were all perfect. I was
never told this was heaven, but I knew.
Did you see a
light?
Uncertain I never
encountered a bright light as described by people who have near death. When you
have an OBE and travel to the other side the brightness of the sky and sun do
not affect your eyes like it would if you looked at the sun on earth.
Did you meet or see
any other beings?
Yes Always. Some
are like me and are having an OBE. Some are people who have passed and are
living there.
Did you experiment
while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
Yes. One night my
nine year old granddaughter was spending the night. As soon as I left my body
she was there with me. I took her back to where I grew up and showed her my
home.
Sometimes I encounter people who are living here on earth. I usually attempt to touch them. They react as if they are swatting an invisible fly away.
I have encountered family members that have passed. If someone I knew is going to die soon I always see them sitting with my family. The person who is about to pass will always look young, healthy and happy.
I have move things,
passed thru solid objects. Everything is done effortlessly with your mind.
Did you observe or
hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be
verified later?
Yes Usually it
pertains to a person here on earth passing. Sometimes I have spoken with
children that were killed. One little girl showed me who killed her-it was a man
dressed in a meter reading uniform. Someone who could pass easily going door to
door in a neighborhood and go unnoticed. When things like that happen, it is so
sad. I can not do anything about it. But, to them it is ok, they are usually at
peace with what took place.
Did you notice how
your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different?
Yes I
remember one incident when I was standing in snow. It was not the least bit cold
to my bare feet.
Did you have any
sense of altered space or time?
Yes There is no
sense of time as we know it. It is as if everything exists at the same time.
Did you have a
sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes As a result of
my experiences I am much more able to communicate with people who have passed. I
know without a doubt that we continue to "be" after we leave our physical body.
Did you reach a
boundary or limiting physical structure?
No There is no
sense of limits, boundaries, or structures.
Did you become
aware of future events?
Yes When it
pertains to someone I know who is going to die. It has been 100 % accurate. They
always appear with family members who halved passed a week or two before they
pass.
Were you involved
in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I just think
its time to return and instantly I am back.
Did you have any
psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did
not have prior to the experience?
Yes being able to
communicate with people who have passed on a regular basis. Enlightened
awareness of things that are about to happen.
Did you have any
changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I am not afraid
to die now. I am positive there is something wonderful and great out there. It
is like going back to where we belong.
How has the
experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career
choices?
It makes me enjoy my life here more. Helping people, experiencing all there is
here before I leave.
Has your life
changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes It has changed
my life for the better. Now I take time to smell the roses. take that walk thru
the trees. Stop and watch nature!
Have you shared
this experience with others? sometimes
skeptical, which is expected, unless of course they have experienced it too.
What emotions did
you experience following your experience?
Awe. At first you are
thinking "what just happened?' Now, after all these years it still is the most
wonderful thing that has ever happened to me.
What was the best
and worst part of your experience?
The best is knowing.
Knowing that there is something better, more wonderful waiting out there when we
were here.
The worst is people
you tell looking at you like you are crazy. I guess it is understandable. I wish
there was a way they could see and experience what you have.
Is there anything
else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I would love to tell
doctors and scientists that they need to open their minds. There are things out
there that are real and real people are experiencing them everyday.