Sandy M Experience
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Experience description:
I had just had really amazing sex that night I remember.
(Sorry if that's inappropriate but it feels relevant just for whatever
brain chemicals might have been present from that).
I was laying next to the guy in bed.
I was on my left side and he was sleeping behind me the same way.
I must have been happy and relaxed going to sleep that night.
At first it was like dreaming, but lucid dreaming.
I was fully conscious in a dream and aware that I was dreaming but also
simultaneously fully conscious and aware of my body and his body laying in bed
completely frozen motionless but the scenery was moving rapidly around us - that
was the dream. It was like we were
paralyzed in place in the midst of what I thought at the time was a shared dream
because in the dream it was happening to both of us, but then I was out of my
body looking down at us from predominantly above and somewhat behind where we
were laying, but at the exact time I was still part of the dream where big city
landscape was whizzing by and because I was so conscious of the fact that I was
dreaming I remember thinking (deciding?) I didn't want to be in the city anymore
and instantly the cityscape whizzing by changed to sandy beach landscape
whizzing by our stuck bodies (so it was like we were motionless in place and had
the sensation of moving because the scenery around us was moving so fast).
When I realized I was literally feeling both out of my body
watching myself (and him) laying below and still in my bed dreaming then I woke
up and it was over. I remember waking the
guy up to ask if he experienced that too because it seemed like we must have
been part of the same consciousness. To
me it was like being in two experiences at the same time - one outside my body
watching myself lucid dream and continuing to be in the dream.
I thought it was the coolest thing ever and lately I've been wanting to
do it again and am researching ways to try to recreate because it would be
incredible to experiment more in that space because it was over so fast.
At the time though, it happened spontaneously.
It really surprised me and makes me certain that there is so much more to
consciousness that we could be tapping into.
Any associated medications or
substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience
difficult to express in words?
No
At the time of this experience, was
there an associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of
consciousness and alertness during the experience?
Felt fully conscious of being in a dream
and outside my body at the exact same time.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
Yes.
Half of it. The part where I was
in my body, in my head, in a lucid dream seemed like a normal lucid dream but I
can barely wrap my head around the fact that while I was in this semi normal
dreamlike state I was also having a completely fully conscious experience from
above.
Did you experience a separation of
your consciousness from your body?
Yes It felt like me just watching my
physical form below. I guess the me
watching was formless but I felt like me in two places at once.
It was me but I didn't have a physical appearance that I recall from the
self watching myself.
What emotions did you feel during
the experience?
Happy and
excited.
Did you hear any unusual sounds or
noises?
I don't
remember. If I did, it wasn't the part
that stuck with me.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
No
Did you meet or see any other
beings?
No
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
Uncertain
I
attempted to change the location by simply thinking I wanted to see something
else other than city and instantly the scenery changed to beach but that was
more the me in the bed having the dream, not the me watching myself dream.
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
Uncertain
Everything felt fast.
But I couldn't move. I felt like
another layer to my human experience was just given to me that wasn't sensory at
all - just that there were two of me. One
I could see, both I could feel as me.
Did you have any sense of altered
space or time?
Uncertain It just seemed like the
possibilities were limitless for a few seconds maybe a minute or two but who
knows how long it really was. Makes me
think space and time are less relevant because those few seemingly fleeting
moments were more profound and fun than several regular years in the waking
sensory world.
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I felt like I knew this was something
special. I feel like I was given a
glimpse of something that if I could spend more time doing there would be so
much more to learn.
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No
Did you become aware of future
events?
No
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes I didn't decide to come back into
my body but I it was the moment I became aware of being in exactly two places at
once that I feel like I caused the experience to stop abruptly.
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
No
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain TBD.
It was so memorable. I haven't
changed who I am as a person but instead of wanting to know more about the
universe I feel like I felt it and am more interested in concepts like shared
consciousness etc.
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
It hasn't.
I do have an unyielding yearn to travel that has probably gotten stronger
since then but I can't attribute it to that.
I've always had wanderlust.
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience
with others?
Yes I first asked the guy about it and
I was disappointed that he hadn't felt it too.
He just wanted to go back to sleep. (Typical).
I told one friend who thought it sounded fun and another person just the
other day who said that sounds like sleep paralysis - pretty common.
I didn't tell many people close to me.
It seems so personal and like they just wouldn't understand.
What emotions did you experience
following your experience?
Happy.
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
Worst part was
when it ended, there was no bad part of it for me.
Best part was just the realization of what was happening and fact that I
felt motionless and like I was speeding at the same time too.
Like riding in the car as a kid and seeing the trees whizzing by out the
window makes you feel like you're moving really fast but you're sitting still in
the car. That's kind of how it felt in
one aspect but in another aspect I'm like holy shit I'm up here too!
I'm seeing this. That's me down
there. Just trippy without drugs.
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
I want this to
happen again. I want to hear from more
people who have felt this because I was shocked to see city and landscape listed
as a choice in the beginning of this quiz because it made me wonder, does this
happen to other people in the same way?
Is the city/beach thing universal?
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
No
Please offer any suggestions you
may have to improve this questionnaire.
No, thanks for
letting it be more of a you tell us thing.