Experience description:
I
am not sure if it was a dream (I am an atheist so I don't believe in any god
etc), but I have a out of place memory when I was with entities before I was
born, they were like beings of light with no face or body, just blue light, I
had no body, the communication was through telepathy, I wanted to experience a
hard challenge and I felt they were surprised with my decision.
The next memory(or dream I don't know) is bring inside a womb, everything was
warm and red, so cozy, I was excited for what was coming next...
Any associated
medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?
No
Was the kind of experience difficult to express in
words?
Yes
it was weird
At the time of this experience, was there an
associated life threatening event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness
during the experience?
a
weird memory
Was the experience dream like in any way?
no, more like a weird memory out of place
Did you experience a separation of your
consciousness from your body?
No
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
peace
Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
like I was underwater in the cozy womb
LOCATION DESCRIPTION: Did
you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious
teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing
creatures?
No
Did you see a light?
Yes
someday I passed out in the kitchen and I saw a tunnel with a light at the
end. I didn't want to go so I woke up
Did you meet or see any other beings?
Yes before I was born, I
have the memory (or dream) of being around other light beings, we didn't talk
with words, we just understood everything
one day I saw a shadow in front of my bed when I had sleep
paralysis (I was also depressed at that time)
Did you experiment while out of the
body or in another, altered state?
No
Did you observe or hear anything
regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?
No
Did you notice how your 5 senses
were working, and if so, how were they different?
No Response
Did you have
any sense of altered space or time?
No Response
Did you have a sense of knowing,
special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?
Yes
I always was a wise person since I was a
child
Did you reach a boundary or
limiting physical structure?
No Response
Did you become aware of future
events?
Yes sometimes I have some kind of
weird thoughts and dreams that come true
Were you involved in or aware of a
decision regarding your return to the body?
Yes when I passed out and saw a white
light I felt peace but I said I didn't want to go , I wanted to stay
Did you have any psychic,
paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have
prior to the experience?
Yes
sometimes I have some weird thoughts in my head, or I say some things out loud
that come true, some dreams too, I thing its just a coincidence but sometimes I
get scared
Did you have any changes of
attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes I am an atheist but sometimes I get
scared that there is something more
How has the experience affected
your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?
I am still an atheist
Has your life changed specifically
as a result of your experience?
No
Have you shared this experience
with others?
No
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
confusion, sadness, thinking I
was crazy and lost my mind
What was the best and worst part of
your experience?
the peace and
love I felt with the warm bright light, never felt better in my life
Is there anything else you would
like to add concerning the experience?
I had some
weird coincidences happening that I can not explain , I can only say it was a
lot of weird coincidences
Following the experience, have you
had any other events in your life, medications or substances which reproduced
any part of the experience?
Yes one day I took pills for anxiety
and I had sleep paralysis that night so I think some medications can cause it,
even though I had tons of sleep paralysis episodes when I didn't took any
medication, in one episode I felt someone was trying to suffocate me with the
pillow, I also felt the bed shaking and I was sleeping alone and I saw a shadow
person looking at me, I begged the shadow to please go away