Sammy E's Experience
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Experience description:
There were multiple OBE
experiences from age 19-44. I will briefly describe the first 2 experience that
occurred when I was 19. They are significant because I spent 9 months of daily
meditation prior to their occurrence. By meditation, I mean asking God for a sign
that would reveal my true spiritual nature. Nothing happened for 9 months and
then I hit pay dirt. After the first experience, they occurred in random clusters
over a period of 25yrs with little or no further meditation required to induce
them. The experiences were dramatic and have had a powerful effect on my
spiritual awareness.
I had done my usual
meditation prior going to sleep. After about three hours of REM sleep, I
instantly awoke to find my body in a semi paralyzed state. I was lying on my
back and I could feel waves of energy pulsing back and forth along my body from
head to toe. I could feel a pressure on my head as if someone was pushing down
on my forehead with the palm of their hand. I could hear and feel a rushing or
powerful buzzing vibrational sensation inside my head as the energy waves pulsed
up and down my body. I was so shocked by the experience that I shook myself out
of it. I knew that I had not been dreaming; the physical sensations were unlike
anything I had ever experienced. Several days later, I had a similar experience
and allowed the events to progress further. This time, the vibrational waves
progressed to a higher frequency and I felt a popping sensation as I slid
horizontally outside my body. I spent about 15-20 seconds a few feet away from
my body and abruptly popped back in. I shook myself out of it in amazement.
Since that time, I have
had many similar experiences of varying degrees. As I got more comfortable with
the process, I was able to stay out for longer periods of time and travel
greater distances. Once outside the body, I had 360 degree vision and moved by
thought. For example, I thought about moving to a position in the room and I was
there instantly; I did not glide around. All of my OBEs occurred late at night.
Even though it was dark out, I could see every thing clearly. I also seemed to
have the ability to zoom in on specific small objects and observe them in much
greater detail than normal vision. My spiritual body was a translucent whitish
color like one would expect a ghost to look. I know this because I saw my
reflection in the mirror. I could also touch things and they felt normal. During
one of my OBEs I reached out and touched the wall in my room. I was very
surprised to find it felt normal. One would expect not to feel anything or pass
through the object. I could only remain outside of my body for a maximum of a
few minutes. The amount of time would vary and I would begin to lose control of
my mobility just before popping back into my body. Sometimes, I would pop back in
stages. For example, I would pop from a downstairs room to the ceiling and then
to an upstairs room above the ceiling and then back to the body. I always had
these experiences late at night after several hours of REM sleep. I never saw
any other beings or anything unusual such as white lights or tunnels. I could
only stay out for a short period of time before I was sucked back into my body.
It is like being connected to the body by a giant rubber band; the tension
increases the longer and farther you travel. The sequence was always the same. I
would wake up suddenly on my back in the vibrational state after several hours
of REM sleep. I have tried to induce the experience by lying down and
meditating, but have never been successful. As I have gotten older, they have
occurred less frequently. Could be that I am busy with family and job activities
and no longer put forth the effort that I did when I was younger. I mention the
REM state several times because I believe that sleep research may be the key to
understanding the OBE process.
In conclusion, my soul
searching experiences have convinced me with a high degree of certainty that
there is some form of existence after physical death. I still fear death, but I
am not terrified of it. My experiences have prepared me for it and I will accept
it with a great deal of curiosity.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
It
was a blend of both worlds; dream and fully conscious.
Was the experience dream like in any way?
It
is difficult to explain clearly. Best analogy would be a balance between dream
and conscious reality. Balancing on a razors edge between both worlds. If you
move too far towards the dream world you will not recall the event. If you move
too far towards consciousness the OBE will terminate. I believe that we all have
OBEs every night in REM state. Most never remember them because the razor state
is extremely difficult to realize and maintain.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes Translucent Ghost appearance with yellowish aura.
What emotions did you feel during the experience?
Sense of tremendous freedom and powers of concentration/thought.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
Buzzing vibrational sound inside my head that moved to a much higher frequency
prior to separation. Once separated, it was very quiet and peaceful.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
Yes I moved around the inside my home and the local area. On one occasion I
travelled approximately 60 miles to our old farm house. The longer I stayed out
the farther I could travel by thought alone. I thought about where I wanted to
go and I was instantly there; I did not glide or float around. Important point
was that I could not control the duration of the event. The longer you remain
out the harder the body seems to pull you back; the giant rubber band analogy
applies.
Did
you see a light?
Yes I did not see any abnormal lighting. I had 360 night vision and a zoom
capability.
Did
you meet or see any other beings?
No
Did
you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?
Yes
I
did not visit any people. It was always late at night and they were asleep. I
visited multiple locations in my home and the local area. One night I was able
to diagnose a problem with my car. I had a loose side mirror on my car that had
been bugging me for quite a while and I never got around fixing it. That night,
in an OBE state, I was able to locate a small screw on the back side (zoom
vision). I woke up the next morning and sure enough found the screw that I had
examined the night before and tightened the mirror. On another OBE event, I
traveled 60 miles to our abandoned farm house and noticed that none of the
lights were on inside. We always left a light on to deter burglars. The next
month, I took my grandmother to check out the farm house and visit some friends.
When we got in the house, none of the lights were on. I asked my grandmother why
she had not turned the lights on. She said that she a turned them off this time
because she was afraid of an electrical fire. The wiring in the home was old and
she was afraid it may short out and start a fire. I never tried to move any
objects while in an OBE state; however, I did reach up and touch a wall and was
surprised to find that it felt normal.
Did
you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience
that could be verified later?
Yes See above
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Yes 360 degree night vision with zoom capability. I do not remember hearing
much because it was late at night.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the
body?
Yes I did not have a choice. The longer you remain out the stronger your
body pulls you back. You gradually lose control of your mobility and rapidly
return to the body; sometimes in stages.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
No
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Yes See above
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
I am
spiritual not religious because of the OBE experiences.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes See above
Have you shared this experience with others?
Yes Some people are positive. Others are close minded.
What emotions did you experience following your experience?
Very
Happy
What was the best and worst part of your experience?
No
worst part. It was amazing and enjoyable.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
No
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
I
had multiple experiences over an extended period of time. Contact me with any
questions you may have concerning the experiences.