Samantha K's Experience
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Experience description:
It was a
beautiful spring day, early afternoon, in San Francisco. I was
walking to the Japanese Tea Garden in Golden Gate Park with a friend. We were
walking and talking, side by side, along the shoulder of the road. As if
changing a television channel, I found myself in a completely different and
unfamiliar environment: I was walking alone in a beautiful field of very fresh,
green grass. A large tree (oak?) was in full leaf on a hillock to my left.
Enjoying my peaceful surroundings and wondering what and who I would find as I
continued to walk, it suddenly occurred to me that I had no idea how I had
arrived there and thought to myself, �Wait, I was walking with ** in GG Park!�
The very
moment I completed that thought I was back in GG Park. Confused, I
surreptitiously glanced at my friend and realized that she hadn�t noticed
anything unusual about my behavior. I tried to casually ask her if I had been
talking and walking during the last few minutes. (Wasn�t sure how long the
experience had lasted, but it didn�t appear that we�d walked very far in the
meantime. Don�t recall trying to verify the actual distance though, so would
say it couldn�t have been more than a few paces.) She seemed a little confused
(understandably) by the question, but confirmed that I hadn�t stopped walking
and I had been talking with her without interruption. I was
baffled that my body had continued with its movements and thought processes
(carrying on a conversation) while I was �absent� from it. Perhaps because I
was so young, it didn�t occur to me that the experience might indicate a health
issue. (Though there apparently was none?) There was no fear whatsoever--just
bewilderment. I didn�t mention the experience to my friend and didn�t discuss
with anyone for years.
Any
associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the
experience?
No
Was
the kind of experience difficult to express in words?
No
At
the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening
event?
No
What
was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?
I was
alert and fully conscious.
Was the
experience dream like in any way?
No, it wasn't.
Did
you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?
Yes
What
emotions did you feel during the experience?
I felt peaceful
and very content.
Did
you hear any unusual sounds or noises?
No, I didn't.
LOCATION DESCRIPTION:
Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar
religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or
amazing creatures?
No
Did
you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they
different?
Uncertain Cannot say that my senses were heightened, but colors in
the environment were very vivid: Extremely green grass, extremely blue sky, etc.
Did
you have any sense of altered space or time?
Uncertain
When in the new environment, my prevalent reality momentarily forgotten, time
seemed "normal" but when I returned to this reality it was very confusing
because it did feel as though I'd been 'gone' longer.
Were
you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?
Uncertain The feeling of concern when I remembered that I had been
doing something else seemed to have been the catalyst that returned my
consciousness to my physical body. I didn't have the thought that I wanted to
return, per se.
Did
you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience
that you did not have prior to the experience?
Uncertain I had a shocking lack of curiosity about the incident that lasted
for years until I stumbled upon a book by Robert Monroe approximately 10 years
ago. It seemed we had had similar enough experiences that I was compelled to
try to induce an OOB. It was successful and I've been experimenting with OOB
work since then.
Did
you have any changes of attitudes or beliefs following the experience?
Uncertain
Am now more interested in breaking down beliefs than creating new ones. ;-)
Cannot deny that this and subsequent experiences (as well as an OOB or NDE when
I was about 10 years old--too tired to write about that now) has given me a fair
bit to consider regarding what may lie beyond this reality.
How
has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices?
Career choices?
Oh, hasn't too
much. The ethic of reciprocity is always applicable regardless of where one
finds oneself.
Has
your life changed specifically as a result of your experience?
Yes It has
been fascinating to experience this unique portion of human consciousness.
Have
you shared this experience with others?
Yes Some
folks ask if I had taken hallucinogens before the experience. (No, I hadn't
and, in fact, have never tried them.) Some folks claim I had a seizure.
(Presume unlikely, since I've repeated the experience many times since.) Some
folks understand.
What
emotions did you experience following your experience?
No real emotion
following the experience. Nonplussed probably best describes how I felt.
What
was the best and worst part of your experience?
The best part
was that I *had* the experience. There was no worst part.
Is
there anything else you would like to add concerning the experience?
I use
the term "out-of-body" because I've experienced the textbook sensations
associated with the definition. Am not sure exactly what is happening though.
Some claim we travel inward rather than outward.
Following the experience, have you had any other events in your life,
medications or substances which reproduced any part of the experience?
No
No medications or substances. Don't want to cloud my consciousness while I'm
(hopefully) expanding it. ;-) Do not feel the need for ritual in achieving OOB
although I understand it is useful for some. Different methods to the same end,
I suppose.
Did
the questions asked and information you provided accurately and comprehensively
describe your experience?
Yes Yes, it
took longer than I thought it would to complete this survey.
Please offer any suggestions you may have to improve this questionnaire.
No
suggestions.