Experience description:

I'm in my body but I'm a preteen I believe but I'm light and energy and I cant see myself. There's about 6 others I cant make out details they are the same as me. Light in a non-descript human shape. We are in an all white structure, marble. There is a small pond we sit around. It's like an Greek garden or something. I only see this immaculate marble architecture. It is peaceful at times until we start being taken. An authority figure takes us 1 at a time and none of us are happy when this happens. I believe these are soul mates. I wasn't taken last but there's no sense of time in between my soul mates being taken. It isn't peaceful when it happens. I don't remember myself being taken. I remember no emotion only I saw my parents atop a staircase with a light bulb above them. I felt warm-like love but it was fleeting. I don't think I chose them. They don't see me. I remember being like 3 and asking them about the stairs and light bulb. I asked them a few other times. They thought I was nuts. I often thought maybe I'd seen a movie of the scene I described as an infant and it implanted on me. I searched for such a movie and have still never seen anything like it. I did go on to have an out of body with an invisible spirit guide trying to coax me past a very scary place. I was 8 and I refused and felt myself fall hard into my body. I've been trying to recreate it with no luck all these years.

Any associated medications or substances with the potential to affect the experience?      No     

Was the kind of experience difficult to express in words?          Uncertain     I wish I had more details

At the time of this experience, was there an associated life threatening event? Uncertain     It was before I was born

What was your level of consciousness and alertness during the experience?    10

            Was the experience dream like in any way?  No

Did you experience a separation of your consciousness from your body?   No     

What emotions did you feel during the experience?          Peace then fear/dread over and over

Did you hear any unusual sounds or noises?         No

LOCATION DESCRIPTION:  Did you recognize any familiar locations or any locations from familiar religious teachings or encounter any locations inhabited by incredible or amazing creatures?         Uncertain     Might have been heaven

Did you see a light?        Uncertain     We were light

Did you meet or see any other beings?         Yes    I felt like I'd always known them. I don't remember what we communicated between us or how but we belonged together somehow

Did you experiment while out of the body or in another, altered state?         No     

Did you observe or hear anything regarding people or events during your experience that could be verified later?          No     

Did you notice how your 5 senses were working, and if so, how were they different? No      Did you have any sense of altered space or time?     Yes    No sense of time

Did you have a sense of knowing, special knowledge, universal order and/or purpose?         Uncertain     I felt like I already knew the other human shaped light beings

Did you reach a boundary or limiting physical structure?           No     

Did you become aware of future events?      No     

Were you involved in or aware of a decision regarding your return to the body?          No     

Did you have any psychic, paranormal or other special gifts following the experience that you did not have prior to the experience?            Uncertain     I went to astral realm as a kid once

Very intuitive now

How has the experience affected your relationships? Daily life? Religious practices? Career choices?   Not much- its an interesting topic now but growing up after u ask about it a couple times and are discouraged from talking about it

Has your life changed specifically as a result of your experience? No     

Have you shared this experience with others?       Yes          They seem interested now but not when i was growing up

What emotions did you experience following your experience? None

What was the best and worst part of your experience?          The peace, beauty and feeling of belonging